Hey cutie.( ask-reyna-of-the-romans.) You beautiful being you. My beautiful wife. I have left an extensive amount of reblogs all in the name of you because....you know. I love you a lot. Like...a lot haha. And I just want to keep reminding you how much I love you. I will show you how much I love you in every possible way. Love you my beautiful wife.

Ever have that feeling where your brain is overheating?

Filled with too much stuff?

Head hurting so much that you are on the verge of tears?

This happens a lot to me.

I usually just think of things that make me happy.

There is only one thing that makes me happy though.

And that one thing is a person.

That person is my beloved gf. ( ask-reyna-of-the-romans )

She makes me so happy to be alive.

She makes it easier for me to breathe. 

However, I always end up crying.

But not from sadness though.

But from happiness.

To know that her heart belongs to me and vice-versa.

I’ve just never imagined in my life to find someone.

It just makes me happy that it is not a dream.

I’m glad you make my tears of suffering and loneliness into happiness.

theres something you should know, idk how to tell you this, its so difficult, oh who am i kidding you beat me to it, you decided to go sneak around and find out what i was planning on telling you when i was ready to break it to you! but of course you couldn't wait for me to do it my way, you had to have things your way. I'm not going to lie and tell you that I'm ok, in fact I'm angry with you. you've said things that i wasn't ready to hear from you. you've broken my heart and made me cry. but well this letter isn't about me--so ill stop these feelings here. as you already know I'm not what you consider normal, i guess i never have been but to you this time I've crossed the line--im gay. to you, I'm making the worst mistake i could ever make, and hey maybe you're right, i mean you know more than me about life, but you know what, this mistake is making me the happiest that I've ever been, its crazy i know that, I'm aware that some people aren't going to accept me, and some might even discriminate me, i know that, i know it all. but all of it will be much easier if you stay by my side. i know that you'll love me no matter what, but this time around it just isn't enough. you can take all the time in the world if you need it, but i need to know that one day you'll accept not just me but also the decision I've made. i want you to tell me that you aren't going to be one of the people that judges me. if I am making a mistake, i want to figure it out on my own, and if I'm not, mom dad, i want to share this happiness with you. why can't you see that I'm happy, why don't you see how happy she makes me? i know that you're concerned about what others will say, but sweet baby jesus, ill never be happy if i care about what others think. people always judge, ALWAYS, don't you see that, you're always too skinny, too fat, too short, too tall, too white, too smart, too ignorant, too black, too mexican, too rude, too nice, too everything! people always find something bad to say about you. never have i cared momma and never will i, I'm going to live my life so that I can be happy, not to make others happy. so please don't worry about what others will say about me, because if i don't care neither should you. this is my decision and i need you to accept it, because the way you're acting is only hurting me--youre breaking my heart, can't you see that? i don't want to go against you, i don't want to lie to you, i don't want to hide this from you, i don't want you to be miserable because of me, i don't want to see you cry, i don't want your life to lose meaning because of this, i don't want to be a disappointment, i don't want you to be ashamed of me, i don't want you to stop loving me, i don't want you to leave me, i don't want you out of my life, i don't want you to hate me, i don't want you to judge me, i don't want you to discriminate me, i don't want you to try and change my mind, i don't want you to insult me, i don't want you to hate her, i don't want you to insult her, i don't want you to hate us, i don't want you to think that I'm not the same person i was before, i don't want anything other than for you to accept my decision. i didn't decide to turn gay to hurt you, never was that my intention, I'm sorry that you're taking it this way. i promise you, you did nothing wrong, you both are the best parents that a girl could have, I'm lucky to have you both, and please don't ever think that I've stopped loving you because that will never happen, no matter what decisions i make through my life, my love for you is never ending. please understand that I'm still me--im the same annoying and childish girl that i was a few months back, i haven't changed a single thing. i still aspire for the same things, i still have goals and plans for my life, i still want to major in psychology and have the ranch that I've always wanted, my decision to have a relationship with her has changed nothing about me--i can promise you that. i know this isn't easy, and again I'm sorry that I'm making you go through this, i really am sorry, it hurts me to see what I've done to you both. but I'm happy daddy, i really am. i know its not what you wanted for me, i know its not something you'll ever be proud of, but please please try to understand. i can't tell you how this happened or why it did, because to be honest i don't know. i just know that she makes me happy, this slowly but surely happened, and theres no reason for it, sometimes things just happen you know? life is going to keep going, were going to keep living in it, and were going to do it together. i don't expect you to accept it by tomorrow, because i understand how hard this is for you both, but i hope one day you're able to see me for jenny--not for jenny who's turned gay. I'm still me, i still love you, and those two things will never change.

-love always,