#jeller4ever

I know I am the only one but I figured that I might as well put it out there.

I am actually very satisfied with Jane dying as an ending!

There I said it. Why, you ask? Because THIS IS BLINDSPOT! The whole show is based off of sacrifices. Remi gave up her entire life and memories for her mission, Tasha was willing to go to PRISON to cover up Reade's Coach Jones mess, Patterson had the team think she was dead so that she could get away to ultimately save them, Mayfair died trying to protect her team, as did Pellington, Kurt sacrificed all his money trying to find Jane when she went on the run, Jane sacrificed her life with her family to keep them safe from assassins, Rich went to a BLACKSITE as to not give up the team, Reade died so that Tasha could live, heck even Madeline did stuff out of the name of sacrifice, and there are so many more that I just don't have the time to name.

So my point is that the whole show is based off of the central point of sacrifice so Jane making the ultimate sacrifice to save BILLIONS of people just seems......fitting to me, you know?

I know that my views are vastly different than everyone a lot of people in this fandom but please don't attack me for it, it's just what I think and I like my thoughts.

Anyways since I have your attention I'm taking this time to say that yes I will still write Blindspot fanfic! I love this show and this fandom too much just to abandon it. And to prove it, I have a couple WIP that I can't seem to work on because they are all vastly different and I have no idea which one I want to write first! So I have listed them below and want you guys' feedback on which one you would like to read first! *hugs*

1. (Early-Mid season 2) Jane has night terrors so her doctor prescribed her Valium for her to sleep better, except one particularly bad night she doesn't sleep at all and decides just to take it in the morning. Which leads to her not showing up for work which inevitably leads to Kurt showing up at her safehouse to find Jane on the floor high out of her mind! (Total crack fic that will definitely lead to angst and smut)

2. (Very VERY early season 1) After Kurt drops Jane off at her safehouse and says "How are you holding up?" And she says "Physically a little banged up... Emotionally... I- I don't know."

"Everything will be okay, Jane."

"I don't know what that feels like."

Then Kurt hugs her. But this is where the AU part comes in.

"Make me."

"What?" Kurt steps back confused.

"Make me feel okay Kurt."

(This fic is just straight smut)

3. (Early season 1) Jane still isn't used to having two protective details on her at all times and it gets ESPECIALLY awkward when two guys dressed in all black are following her around the freaking grocery store like they're her bodyguards. So she reluctantly, because Jane is ridiculously stubborn and NEVER asks for help, asks Kurt to go grocery shopping with her so that the detail doesn't have to come, he of course agrees and comes along but merciless teasing ensues when Kurt realizes that Jane's idea of "grocery shopping" is popcorn, ice cream, and wine! 😂

(This fic is definitely fluff, which may lead into being multiple chapters)

And last but not least

4. (Early season 1 literally the second episode) Au where after Jane is in the car crash chasing down Major Arthur Gibson Kurt makes her go to the hospital because she is obviously down-playing her pain. Jane refuses so Kurt insists which leads Jane to become panicky and short of breath, and Kurt tries to calm her and realizes quickly that she does not like hospitals. But when she is finally actually brought to the hospital an IV is inserted which triggers her memory of being hospitalized in BORDEN'S HOUSE.

(Ultimate AU, definite adventure angst, but also comfort from Kurt. This most likely will be multi chapter)