Situationship Gator Tillman x fem reader!
Summary: you and gator had this on and off situation with you two. No matter how mean and toxic it gets you can’t leave him, but when you get into your dream college you have to make a choice.
A/N: Hii guys ik it’s been awhile I’m back lmk for request! (I also don’t watch the show if I get anything wrong about him lmk!) part 2 part3 pt4
Warnings: angst, jealously, fluff, jerk gator.
It was 9pm on your family small ranch, you were combing your hair as your younger sister Mia was on your bed reading a book. Then Mia spoke up “your phone ringing.”
You turn around as you continue to comb your hair. “By who?” Mia got up as she picked up your phone. “Um it’s a heart emoji with an alligator?” Mia said confused as you roll your eyes gator.
“Ignore it please.” As Mia put the phone down you went back to braiding. Then another buzz, you sigh, it’s been a of couple days since you seen gator.
Once you found out you got into NYCU it was hard to tell gator, you had no clue how he react especially since you’re not his girlfriend or just a “friend” to him.
You pick up your phone and read the texts he sent you.
❤️🐊: hey. Missed you. -read
❤️🐊: don’t ignore me pls.
❤️🐊: what did I do?? -delivered
❤️🐊: outside your place. Talk to me.
Your eyes widen seeing that message.Your dad hated gator and his family. He always told you they were no good since high school. You obviously didn’t listen.
You walked over to your window to see gator outside in his patrol car vaping of course. You scoffed you hated that stupid vape.
“Mia I’ll be back okay? I forgot to close the horse gates.” You lied and put your slippers on and quietly went outside. Once you came downstairs you put on a random jacket and ran to his patrol car.
“Gator my daddy will kill you if he sees you.” You said as he had his window rolled down as he vaped.
Gator blew the smoke out of your direction. “Don’t care I didn’t come here for him did I? Hop in baby.” That damn word was your weakness.
Once you got into the car it was silent for a few minutes as he spoke up. “Been ignoring me for 4 days now..” you were silent as he kept talking.
“I mean I’ve been pretty good to you. I give you my full affection and attention and then you stop calling and texting. Even worse not serving me at the diner.”
“I.. gator you know I’m busy, the farm with my dad taking care of my sister Mia.” Gator scoffed.
“Fucking bullshit” he yelled which you flinched a bit and looked out the window. Gator looked back at you as he sighs. “There somone else huh?”
You look back at him and shake your head. “No.. gator, we’re not even together remember your words “just friends” even if I did see someone what does that gotta do with you?
Gator rolls his eyes as he grip your jaw. “No one can fuck you or love you like me.” You went quiet and looked down as he lift your chin up more.
“Talk to me.. tell me something.” You sigh as you nod. “Promise me you want yell.” Gator nods as he wait for you to continue.
“You know how I always wanted an English major and write books since I was a little girl.. I-I got into NYCU.” Gator moved his hands away from your chin. Already a sign he wasn’t happy.
“So your fucking leaven me in this shit town huh? Gonna go find a New York City boy.” He mocked as you looked at him hurt. Did he really think low of you?
“This has nothing to do with boys gate. Why can’t you be happy for me?” He can hear the hurt in your voice as your eyes were watery.
“Don’t do that. How can I be happy you’re leaving me here… I thought you cared more about me.”
You scoffed. “Seriously? Gator I’m finally gonna live my dreams and be happy.”
“What? You’re not happy here?” He said getting more mad.
“You’re so selfish gator. You have everything let me be happy too. I don’t know why you’re acting like this I am not your girlfriend.”
The car went silent. It was true.
“Gator I gotta go before mia worries.” As you were about to leave the car gator gripped your hand as he kissed you. At first you didn’t lean in but you melted into his arms.
“Mm go baby..” he mutter between kisses. “Go back inside, I know you’re tired of me.”
You were silent as you pulled back. You were hurt by his words and his actions. You closed the door and went back inside.
Once you got back inside your dad was in the kitchen making tea for your mother. “Honey why were you outside?” His gruff southern voice snapped you out of your thoughts.
“Sorry daddy, I forgot to close the horses gates.” You hoped he believed you.
He looked up at you. “Next time wake me up to do it. Don’t want you outside late it’s dangerous.”
You nodded “night daddy.” As you went upstairs you had a long day ahead of you. Especially with work at the diner.
Next morning as you got up and got ready for work you checked your messages. Nothing from gator which hurt more than you expected.
At the diner doing your regular serving there walked in gator. But not alone a blonde girl by his side. It hurt a lot as you guys made eye contact.
You walked to there table and gave the menus. “How can I help you?” You said trying not to cry. How can he replace you so quick?
Gator looked up at you and smiled. “Black coffee please. And waffles with bacon and eggs.” You write that down and nod as you looked at the blonde. “Can I get a milkshake please? Strawberry and the same as him.”
You nodded and got there menus as gator spoke up. “Oh you copying me baby?” That word baby. That was your nickname. “Oh stop it” her stupid voice responded. You went back to the kicthen as you kept your tears in.
Gator watched you walked away, he was hurting you on purposed to make you stay and not leave him. It was wrong but he didn’t know what else to do. As he kept his fake smile with his little date you didn’t come back as the new waiter gave them there food.
“Um what happen to are other waiter?” Gator asked as the new waiter answered. “She’s on break, she doesn’t wanna really serve you right now.” Gator scoffed as he nods.
After gator ate and went back to his car as the blonde girl left he saw you behind the diner crying. And something about you crying made his heart ache. He was such an ass he thought.
He walked over to you as he spoke softly. “You okay?..” you didn’t respond right away. “Yeah I’m amazing.” You said being a smart ass to him.
“Don’t be like that.. you know I hate seeing you cry.”
“Yet that’s all you do to me.” You reply back sharp. “Why bother me? Isn’t your baby waiting for you?”
Gator scoffed. “She’s.. nothing. Nobody’s my baby but you.”
“Don’t.” You got up as you looked him in the eyes. “I’ll never be your baby again after what you did today, I-I loved you I gave you my virginity doesn’t that’s mean something to you? Or this whole time we got close it was a waste of time?”
“You not a waste of time okay? I fucking love you so much it hurts.” He yelled in your face. God you hate arguing with him.
“Then why do that? Show up with that girl? If I did that gator you would hate me forever.”
Which was true gator hated any man with you besides him. “It was stupid.. I want you to stay here with me.” His voiced cracked with hurt.
“Gator.. i-i finally got in, I can live my dream leave this town be free.”
“Without me?” He said hurt.
“Gator.. this is for my future it’s important for me. You don’t get it, we’re not together never were..”
Gator could only be silent cause all the things you said were true.
“But when you leave to go New York you’re gonna forget me.. I can’t stand being here in this stupid town and you’re living the dream while I’m alone.”
You look up at gator as you kissed him. “I can never forget you.” Gator smiled as he kissed back. “Promise me.” You look up and smile “promise forever.”
“We can call, text each other, visit too. It doesn’t have to be hard.” You mutter as you lay your head on his chest as he hold you.
He kissed your head as he mutter. “Will make it work.. baby I promise.”
-a/n should this be a series?? Lmk!