Kuya Shrike you made me lose ten minutes of my life I didnt know you changed your name I had to search Gordoncubed to find you.
SORRY 😭
I just didn’t wanna be called ‘jim’ anymore kjsnkjsdf I havent gone by that name in a long time now

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Kuya Shrike you made me lose ten minutes of my life I didnt know you changed your name I had to search Gordoncubed to find you.
SORRY 😭
I just didn’t wanna be called ‘jim’ anymore kjsnkjsdf I havent gone by that name in a long time now

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A thing that bothers me now that the hlvrai fandom has kind of gotten into Freeman’s Mind is that, while I completely understand not liking the edgy early-2010s humor that was especially present in the first series, it’s really annoying when people claim that Ross is a bad person for making it. It’s even worse when people forget that he’s playing a character who is a BAD PERSON and assume that he’s like that in real life. Especially since he’s calmed down with the edgier humor in the series now
Honestly yeah people seem to think that ‘asshole character = author’s morality’ when really their beef is with...awful aspects of the show seen through a 2020 lens. I’m not saying to gloss over it but rather to understand that- that’s really kind of how edgy internet humor was at that time. Obviously we know much better now, though I think some people missed the memo.
I’ve stated it before I don’t really trust or endorse Ross or have much of an interest in his other works. I can tell a lot of effort was put into it- I don’t really care what he does as long as he doesn’t repeat gross shit again. Calling him out for 2007 shit is...really fuckin weird lets be real. It’s okay not to like him or fm, making a fuss out of the really old stuff now is a waste of time. Just curate your feed and go
Content warnings for fm are out there its like one of the Main things thats talked about in the tags.
Really all I’m doing is taking his character and doing whatever the hell I want.
hlvrai fandom itself isn’t the problem, though there is a huge issue with overreacting to extreme. That could be said of any fandom, but it’s especially bad there.
God. This hellsite isnt ready for my take on fandom nonsense. That’ll have to be an entire essay for another ask. Or maybe I can make it brief because I really Don’t have the time for bullshit
anyway tl;dr: ‘asshole character =/= author’s morality’ and also its ‘edgy outdated source =/= content creator’s morality’
i blame you for getting me emotionally attached to the slur boy
HAHSLFJNGSDLJFG WELCOME TO THE CLUB
okay listen i know he deserves to get dragged but
he has the range of being a Huge Goddamn Dick and not just that
also i dont wanna see the slur jokes anymore its gotten weird
sorry if this bothersome, but you kinda summarize the freemind series for me? the r slur is really triggering for me but i really like your gordoncubed au and i just want background info on freemind
Sure thing !
Freeman’s Mind is basically Half-Life 1 where Gordon Freeman’s thoughts are kinda rancid and rude all throughout the Black Mesa Incident. He’s neurotic, has a huge ego, and dabbles in crime. There’s a lot of yelling, tasteless rants and horrible 2005-era humor/mindset.
Basically he’s a terrible person, never changes in canon (yet?) and it’s funny to watch him suffer and struggle getting through the game bc of the wild crap he says/thinks
He is fairly intelligent (canon MIT education and doctorate and all that), bilingual, knows his stuff, but comes off as awkward and overall AWFUL in interactions with people who aren’t actively trying to kill him. He mentions getting maced and tased a few times.
Pretty much everything in Freeman’s Mind follows the same events as Half-Life 1- except that:
- there’s a minor cut level/dlc called Half-Life: Uplink
- and there’s some godmode/cheats enabled for Freemind to get into places you normally cannot do in-game without cheats (and behind the scenes stuff to film it easier)
other stuff:
The eyepatch was canon for like 1 episode where he talks like a pirate.
Him losing an eye is entriely fanon. He does have canon injuries but they’re relatively minor, like facial lacerations and his ear getting nicked.
funny enough he does have his own wikipedia page, theres probably other sites that have more details on it
a general note:
no one has to watch this for the au- the wikipedia is enough info kdfjgnskd
Do you want any help writing image descriptions for anything?
a little bit maybe-!
i got the resources and stuff ready i might just take a little awhile for gordoncubed specifically :’DD
if youd like to reblog my slightly older/current art with image descriptions thats 100% okay !
ideally id love to go back and write it myself but i unfortunately dont have enough time/energy with uni on my back ;;;;;;;

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hi!!!!
i will slowly be adding image descriptions to gordoncubed !
its not the best- I may go back and edit it a lot but its something ! i want to make it more accessible,, i will try that with my main art tag if/when i have the energy (and when university isnt killng me)
my keyboard is also broken as fuck but accessibility is p important- would be weird of me not to considering i need captions for my audio processing
let me know if its good!! thank you for your understanding and patience
May we please have Gordon cubed discord i amn beggign,,,
yeah theres a discord but its for general hlvrai aus !! not just mine
i kinda dont want to overwork other mods and myself (there’s like...only 4 of us mods and maybe 100+ people...we’re just running for fun...) but kfdsjgnsdkfg the invite is out there
if you do join make sure to give the other aus in there some love as well !
will gordoncubed include shipping between the gordons and people from their own universes? apologies if this has been answered before!
It’s in the about page of the blog !
I’m sort of approaching it like a show (with some interactive aspects) if that makes sense?? I’m keeping it gen/non-ship/platonic for gordoncubed story.
If you wanna ship them I guess I. dont... really mind???? Everyone in the story are all full grown adults and not related by blood/adoption (aside from the obvious like Vances and Coolattas). The Freemen are unrelated look-alikes + parallel selves or something idk its like the clone argument all over again
Just no illegal/taboo shit please (check my dni list) and tag ships appropriately for people who wanna blacklist/filter them
If people want a specific tag uh. Maybe gordoncule ??? lmao
Please no discourse either. I’m tired and don’t want to hear it. If certain regular ships make you uncomfortable, then it makes you uncomfortable, there’s no need to come up with reasons- just blacklist/filter/block and go and dont harrass people on anon
also this is just a general thing im just being cautious. cuz i know some fucker out there is gonna twist my words
tl;dr the blog wont include shipping. maybe some Hints with other people but idk i personally like to keep it gen. platonic affection and relationships are good and important too, u feel me?