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   "Do you trust me?" He asked again with his signature sheepish grin.

A/N and TW: This story will be MATURE, it will touch on topics such as mental illness, self harm, suicidal thoughts, and some drug use. (I will probably add the page break and have a similar message to this before each chapter.) It will not be incredibly graphic nor will it go into any detail, but I just wanted to be mindful of those that are reading. I care about all of you and want you to feel like this is a SAFE SPACE. The “character” of Pete is based on Pete Davidson, but of course this is a work of fanfiction, so no claims are in any way real or associated with him. Enjoy!

HI!!! AAA SO MANY YAAAS!! 

2:A song you like with a number in the title - This is a recent song so right now, f(x)’s 4 Walls is something I’m jamming to. Took a few listens for it to grow on me but it’s my jam now!

4:A song that reminds you of someone you would rather forget about - Hahha um... Maroon 5′s Daylight. I hate that song and would rather not waste my time listening to it.

6:A song that makes you want to dance - Omfg, so many!! But pretty much any of BIGBANG’s or 2NE1′s fast songs! If I had to be specific, let’s narrow it down to 2NE1′s Go Away because that’s one of my faves from them and I used to know the dance LOL

8:A song about drugs or alcohol - In general or in my itunes?? Omg I was sitting here thinking about a song I have and...! Wasted by Tiesto LOL That seems pretty appropriate!

10:A song that makes you sad - Taylor’s All Too Well. (Typical Swiftie response but idc, that song makes me miserable)

12:A song from your preteen years - Good old Heaven by DJ Sammy. I remember singing this all the time with my friends in middle school. Also fun fact: I flipped out when I found out this was originally by Bryan Adams!!

14:A song that you would love played at your wedding - Crayon Pop’s Bar Bar Bar LOL! I don’t know really, I haven’t really thought about that. 

16:One of your favorite classical songs - You see, I don’t really know the names of a lot of classical songs even if I do enjoy the genre. So I’m going to pick a weeb song. Waltz with Adonis for orchestra from the Ouran OST. I’ve loved this song for years and even my mom knows it LOL It also sounds really familiar to me but I can’t put my finger on what I think it sounds like.

18:A song from the year that you were born - Wow I had to look this one up LOL I was born in 1993 and Mariah Carey’s Hero was released that year too it seems. 

20:A song that has many meanings to you - I can’t really think of a song that has many meanings to me ooOPS

22:A song that moves you forward - Omg, the first time I heard Utada Hikaru’s Simple and Clean was the summer before high school, I believe. And for some reason, it gave me a lot of motivation to not be as anxious for it??? LOL??? I don’t know. But currently? I don’t really know either. Taeyeon’s I is a nice feel good song that makes me want to accomplish things but I haven’t really done anything to make any of that happen.

24:A song by a band you wish were still together - AUTOMATICALLY ANY BALLAD BY TVXQ. WHY DID I FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU? BOLERO. STAND BY U. ONE. TONIGHT. INSA. THERE ARE SO MANY!! I have so much regret with these boys because I knew about them way before I got into them because of seeing their faces in anime forums and everything. But I never really looked them up. I kind of got into them with a domino effect but... they and their songs make me so emotional to the point where I’ve cried without looking for translations and I really love them a lot and wish I could have experienced their power when they were still 5. Hopefully when they all return from the army, something will happen. (I actually get so emotional over them though. A few months ago, I was watching random music videos and lives from them and I just started sobbing my eyes out. This is one group where their live performances sound better than their studio cds). 

26:A song that makes you want to fall in love - Kind of iffy about love. If it’s falling in love only to have my heart broken, I don’t want it. If it’s love where you know you’ll always be together, then I’m down. But I think A Sky Full of Stars by Coldplay is appropriate for this one.

28:A song by an artist with a voice that you love - This is hard because there are a lot of songs with voices I love. Let’s go with Hosoyan’s Empty Sky. Because I love his voice and I love that song and it’s such a nice song to listen to.

30:A song that reminds you of yourself - Er... Hmm. UGLY - 2NE1 LOL Hmmm... I was gonna say something from Taylor’s old stuff but not really.... I always loved Gaga’s Dance in the Dark. I know it’s about sex and how the girl is only confident when the lights are off but when I first heard it, I read it completely differently. I saw it as a girl getting put down by her boyfriend (but I like to relate it to myself of thinking about people that have done that to me) so much so that she can’t function properly when he’s looking at her. That she can only be herself when no one is watching and judging her. That was my take on it and I didn’t think about it being about sex at first LOL 

ALSO IT SEEMS I WROTE AN ESSAY HERE SO LEMME FORMAT IT TO TIMES NEW ROMAN, 12 PT. REAL QUICK LMAO!! 

Moon: What are you currently studying/hope to study? :Pharmacy, tons of fun. 

Cygnus: Favourite weather?: Sweater weather :3

Asteroid: What does your dream life look like? : Life full of travel, concerts, and a companion to share good food with.