hi

if you’re here you’re probably the few followers i retained from my tragically doomed blog @agentyorkie

i like miraculous ladybug, rvb, and other stuff

my name is jay

so,

I’m trying to do my budget for next year with a few things that came up on me pretty quickly and i’m just, hahaha how??? am I going to do this?? like right now everything is fine, everything’s good and it’s smooth sailing but starting January and then coming up march??

when i might be??? laid off?

i woke up at 5am to start the rest of my move. mind you, this does not include the multiple times that I was woken up by my dogs being dumbasses. which is a lot. my cat wouldn’t stop meowing this morning and my dogs have bladders the size of peas. to top that off there’s a nice little pile of shit too waiting for me when i wake up.

so, i just. suck it up and leave it to clean up later and start packing and moving things into my car. i get it loaded up, and the dogs are being dicks yet again and almost break out into a fight. while the cat’s meowing. while i’m still tired and just. ugh.

oh i didn’t even mention- my internet apparently got shut off today too, because im a dumbass and apparently think that picking 6/30 as shut off day means the END of 6/30. spoilers: it doesn’t.

i also don’t have my cellphone because i sent it up to washington for a trade with callie. so ill be phoneless for at least another day i figure.

but i manage to get their harnesses on and i grab my purse and i think im good to go. i have to get my moving and shit done TODAY because it’s my last day in the apartment and im no longer able to push it aside.

i figure i have time for maybe one run, i grab my laptop and the check for rent so i can do things while im out. then i realise when i get to my car that. my keys are not in my purse. they are not in my purse and i had locked the doorknob lock on my door. and there is no other way into the house. and the only other person that has keys is keri. but i dont have my cell phone. and i dont even have my phone. and the internet in my house is off.

so i have a little break down in my car and then resolve to just. walk to t he nearest wifi because what other fucking choice do i have. it’s 6am, payphones dont exist anymore, and even if they did i only have credit cards. apparently the library’s wifi isn’t on when they aren’t open, so i have to walk the 2 miles to mcdonalds with my dogs.

which, i love my dogs, i do.

but i accidentally dropped ghost’s leash and almost just  fucking freaked out. ghost’s the kid of dog that doesn’t come when you call. she thinks your playing so she’ll play “you can’t catch me” when i try to get her to come. and that’s exactly what she did. on the busiest street in my city.

luckily i know how to get her by now, but i almost didn’t. i ran away from her to a more enclosed area with grass and nabbed her when she was peeing. didn’t stop me from getting a heart attack though.

so i walk the rest of the two miles to mcdonalds, call my mom for keri’s number (which she didn’t even think she had, originally. then i would’ve been fucking screwed because my mom doesn’t want me to have two dogs so she doesn’t know about prince and i would’ve had to ask her to come get me.) and then call keri. who’s still asleep. and like the beautiful, wonderful, thoughtful friend she is still agrees to come save me from my fucked up morning.

u g h.