#jay logs

Everyone I’m finally famous on twitter to have one of my posts blatantly stolen and like it’s just a stupid anime joke so I just find it SO fucking funny like I had a moment of this sounds like me....wait I wrote that...wait.....like legit I am a trained writer I recognize my own writing voice so it just caught me off guard seeing it with someone else I think??? And then I was like oh no those ARE my words all good

You know how like sometimes you’re depressed and the time just moves so fucking slow and sometimes you’re depressed and it moves so quickly well both of those are terrible

I feel like I’m not on tumblr a lot anymore I mostly just reblog fed 9000 pics of leopika and some cows and then leave sorry!

I have a vague feeling of hope for the future and like. Aside from mental illness garbage and situations outside of my control I feel pretty good about my life like. This is gonna be a hard few weeks but I believe with my own strength and hope I can get through this? Guys you don’t need a therapist be your own therapist download a dbt handbook and get really into shonen anime and you’ll overcome

Sorry to everyone who has to see the blonde twink and his Italian boyfriend kiss 90000 times a day with no context

My sister and I are watching buzzfeed unsolved but she will not stop chewing pickles in my ear saying “asmr” siblings are a scam

Hm I don’t know if my practices of binding w duct tape and ace bandages in high school is a contributing factor to my fucked up chest situation cause like there’s other reasonable explanations for all of it but it also just occurred to me so I’m like? Hm

Listen being single is good and I am glad that I am confident with myself and doing things alone and I know myself so deeply as an individual and I’m glad I can do whatever I want but also. I want a gf very much. Thank you