You’ve had more bad luck and suffering in the past few months than most people get in a lifetime, and somehow you’ve managed to pull your way through all of it in one piece and inexplicably have the desire to continue with your life. For that, I envy and admire you. I’ve had a rough few months too - nobody has accused me of murder, or tried to kill me, and I will never be able to compare my experiences to yours, but you can probably understand the loneliness, sadness and anger that’s been plaguing me all year. I am nothing like you, and in some ways I am glad, and in some ways I am not. I wish I was tough like you, thick-skinned enough to not let other people hurt me, smart enough to survive in a world that I don’t really want to be in. You make wanting to live seem effortless. I wish I was like you.
Thank you for not dying. As long as you’re alive, I have one more little reason to carry on, one more thing to care about, to look forward to, to invest in. Every time I see you’re still okay (in relative terms) I make a mental note; if Murphy can make it, so can I. So please, carry on making it. Survive so I have something to care about. If anyone is going to make it through, it’s you, and if you can make it through the literal end of the world then I have no excuse at all for not making it through the end of term, the end of my degree, and the rest of my life. You are indestructible, and I still need time to learn how to be like you.
I hope you’re doing okay at the moment. I hope there’s enough food for you in the lighthouse, and that it’s warm at night. Make sure you get lots of sleep, bandage up that arm of yours properly, and wash behind your ears. You’ve earned your position of relative safety, and I hope you enjoy it while it lasts. And when it ends, good luck. It’ll no doubt be rough but you’re smart and sturdy and you’ll be okay. We all believe in you, John Murphy. You’re not alone.
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You still remember that post I made a few months ago?
GUESS WHAT I got my tattoo last Wednesday! Honestly I was never expecting my dream to come true but Misha actually took his time to read my note and writing down those words for me. He even recorded a video message and made sure I’d get the original paper complete with his autograph ‘for authenticity’.
I couldn’t be any happier about all of it.
Rules: once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 92 truths about you. At the end choose 25 people to be tagged.
You have to tag the person who tagged you.
I was tagged by cclovesbooks :)
v e r y long post!!
1 - last beverage: water
2 - last phone call: my mom
3 - last text message: hannah
4 - last song you listened to: she’s kinda hot by 5sos
5 - last time you cried: when i watched the office finale
// HAVE YOU EVER
6 - dated someone twice: no
7 - been cheated on: nope
8 - kissed someone and regretted it: no
9 - lost someone special: nope
10 - been depressed: probably not??
11 - been drunk and threw up: noo
12-14- THREE FAVORITE COLOURS: black, um idk like pastel-y mint??, and neon pinkish-orange
// IN THE LAST YEAR, YOU HAVE
15 - made a new friend: yes!
16 - fallen out of love: nope
17 - laughed until you cried: probably at least once!!
18 - met someone who changed you: um no?
19 - found out who your true friends are: not really tbh
20 - found out someone was talking about you: i’m not sure what this means? uh yes i guess??
21 - kissed anyone you follow/follows you: lol nope
22 - how many people do you know in real life
that you follow/follows you on tumblr: um 4
24 - do you have any pets: nope:((
25 - do you want to change your name: yeah but idk what i would change it to!!
26 - what did you do for your last birthday: i spent all day at a swim meet, almost had an asthma attack, had really yummy pasta, and only had a bite of my cake bc i was being sugar free for the swim meet:((
27 - what time did you wake up today: like 6:10ish
28 - what were you doing at midnight last night: sleeping probably or at least lying in bed
29 - name something you CANNOT wait for: SEASON 3 OF THE 100 DUH
30 - last time you saw your mother: right now she’s sitting in the dining room
31 - what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: take more risks
32 - what are you listening to right now: season 8 of doctor who
33 - have you ever talked to a person named Tom: yes
34 - what’s getting on your nerves right now: i have to get up early for swim practice tomorrow:(((
35 - most visited website: tumblr and netflix!! maybe youtube too
36 - blood type: O but idk pos/neg
37 -nicknames: don’t really have any:)
38 - relationship status: single
39 - zodiac sign: cancer
40 - pronouns: she/her
41 - elementary/primary: i’ve been to one;)
42 - high school/secondary: i’ve been to one;)
43 - college: the college: psh not old enough
44 - hair colour: dark brown
45 - long or short: long
46 - height: ok i’m p sure i’m 5′8″ buT everyone says i’m WAY taller than that so maybe 5′8″??
47 - do you have a crush on someone: ;)))
48 - what do you like about yourself: my hair is sometimes pretty, and i’m pretty tanned most of the time idK(╯_╰)
49 - random fact: i really wanna drink root beer right now
50 - tattoos: nope
51 - righty or lefty: righty
52 - first surgery: never
53 - first piercing: ears but they closed up:((
54 - first best friend: i don’t really have any tumblr friends?? be my friend
55 - first sport you enjoyed: swimming!!!
56 - first vacation: thailand i think
58 - first pair of trainers: goD i don’t know??
// RIGHT NOW
59 - eating: ice does that count
60 - drinking: nothing
61 - I’m about to: go get more ice cubes
62 - listening to: still doctor who:)
63 - waiting for: nothing??
64 - want kids: someday maybe:)
65 - get married: yes probably!!
66 - career: omG i’m really bad at this but maybe like graphic design or sports medicine???
// WHICH IS BETTER
67 - lips or eyes: eyes
68 - hugs or kisses: both!!
69 - shorter or taller: taller
70 - older or younger: older
71 - romantic or spontaneous: spontaneous
72 - nice stomach or nice arms: define ‘nice’??
73 - sensitive or loud: in between
74 - hook-up or relationship: relationship but depends not the person
75 - trouble maker or hesitant: my head says hesitant but my heart says trouble maker;))
// HAVE YOU EVER
76 - kissed a stranger: no
77 - drank hard liquor: nope
78 - lost glasses/contacts: i’m about to get my first pair of glasses so we’ll see
79 - sex on first date: nooo
80 - broke someones heart: idk?? not that i know of????
81 - had your own heart broken: by my oTPS does that count not irl though
82 - been arrested: no
83 - turned someone down: ye s
84 - cried when someone died: fictional characters yes no one close to me has died that i can remember so
85 - fallen for a friend: yu P
// DO YOU BELIEVE IN
86 - yourself: sometimes
87 - miracles: i want to but deep down not really:((
88 - love at first sight: maybe:)
89 - heaven: i believe in an afterlife
90 - Santa Claus: yeS jkjk not anymore
91 - kiss on first date: yea sure:)
92 - angels: ??? ?
pheW ok i tag only 5 ppl bc let’s be honest i really can’t be bothered://:
Rules: tag ten followers you want to get to know better I was tagged by skaaikruprincess
I
Have been aggressively avoiding posting my real name/gender for months (when some mutuals already know anyway) and I just
Fuck it.
Yolo.
Name: [Removed]
Nickname: Jay.
Birthday: 10th December
Star Sign: Sagittarius
Gender: female, I think. Its my sex at least, with gender its more ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Height: 178 cm - 5′10
Sexual Orientation: Its confusing, I’ll just say I’ll have sex with anyone, but only date those owning breasts and a vagina. Also not actually a fan of relationships, I’m one of those stereotypical Sagittarians that are scared of being confined and like to roam free. I rarely form romantic attachments, and I don’t experience sexual attraction, but I have a sex drive and I like sex.
Favorite Colors: Autumn colours <3 forest greens, reds, browns, blocky primary yellow, grey.
Current Time: 12:37 pm
Average Hours of Sleep: 8-10 hours. I love my sleep.
Lucky Number: 4
Last Thing I Googled: ... 178 cm to feet. I don’t do American shit okay.
Words That Come To Mind: Illuminati
Happy Place: Small, cozy, enclosed, warm and just the right amount of sun-shady ratio, places where it just. Feel good vibes, I don’t like open spaces, I like places where I can lock the door and still have access to food and coffee etc.
Number of Blankets I Sleep Under: Two, but one during summer.
Celebrity Crush: I don’t know if I have one, actually... I find it really really hard to form attachments like that.
Favorite Book: The Fault In Our Stars, The Perks Of Being A Wallflower, I’m YA trash.
Favorite bands/artists: It changes all the time, but right now its 100% Meat Loaf.
Last Movie I Watched: Scream 4, I had Scream cravings but the first three movies are at my dad’s place... sigh.
Dream Trip: Just. Any kind of trip, really. I want to taste food from around the world, I want to go to festivals, I want to visit shrines. I want to see the world.
Dream Job: I don’t even know what I want to do. I guess being a successful writer, maybe bar tending or stripping on the side? Something to keep me fit, keep me meeting interesting people, keep me getting cash for seeing the world - and after that, get a place, get enough money to live comfortably, and donate the rest to charities of my choosing.
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me: [is about to call it a night] what a lovely day it's been, i'm so tired and feel so content, nothing could go wrong now [checks tumblr for one last time] ... [spence uploaded yet another bostick gifset that shoots me right through the heart] ... i ' M o k . . .. ( ⚆ _ ⚆ ) .... [spends the rest of the night staring at the ceiling thinking about devon bostick]
jasbaejordan said: did anything happen that indicates this??
I assume you mean the first one ( teen wolf doesn’t need to give indications on killing off their girls, it’s to be expected lmao ) so!! first we have the ‘threatened by theo’ comments, and then we got this from the new trailer.
