#jarvis.speaks

As some of you know, there was a big storm all across the US, however, it hit Hawaii BIG TIME. Its still going on and as with rain and wind, theres a bunch of flooding, wind knocking things down, and what comes with that is a lot of people losing their homes. One of my family members and my ex girlfriend has trees through their roofs, and majority of our islands and people have little to no home anymore.

And surprisingly, no one is talking about it. Its only TikTok, MAYBE Twitter, but that's it. No news outlets are covering it, its a mess.

And of course, with that, just like my Maui Fire Relief post, I needed this to reach AS MANY PEOPLE AS POSSIBLE. So I will be tagging the fandom, the usual, along with a list of places you can donate or whatever.

And once again, just like my Maui post, if you're a tourist that is complaining about your vacation; GO FUCK YOURSELF.

Hawaii News Now list of places you can donate

today is a day where i finally give life updates and just everything that’s been going on lately since my last “wow i’m so active” post. ik i’ve been making content again but i feel like i owe ppl an explanation of sorts.

now, i know i kinda disappeared off the face of the tumbles for a while (read: a whole damn year 😭). a lot’s been happening and I wanted to just… explain a bit.

firstly though, i’d like to thank everyone who’s supported me on this account and sent me asks even though i sucked at delivering it.

i would like to thank the people i’ve met on here, you’ve been such good mutuals to me and i love all of you 🫶

thank you to anyone and everyone for liking my shit ass writing too. yall have shitty taste but— i loved making that for your consumption.

thank you to the people who reblogged my maui fire post, i love each and every one of you for your support for my home and my culture.

all of you doing all of everything for me, has been such a wonderful experience and i cannot be any more grateful for having wonderful mutuals and followers and lurkers.

now for my explanation on where i’ve been and making content;

• honestly? the mental health tanked. i got stuck in this loop where i felt like i was only making content to please people, and it stopped feeling fun for me.

• i also started feeling like my posts were getting boring or repetitive, and that made me even more hesitant to show up here.

• on top of that, i’ve been grieving a lot— still lowkey depressed about losing my grandfather and now, my best friend. really knocked me sideways.

• and, i’ve been working through some heavy identity stuff. for the longest time, i labeled myself genderfluid on here, but a year later of a lot of therapy, talking to my besties, i since realized that i am agender/transmasc. struggled to settle on something but…now im here. me.

now, i won’t be deactivating this blog, it’ll be here just for ‘memorial’(?) sake, if that’s the right word to use. or until i can get my ass back on track.

to whoever sent me asks, i won’t be deleting them until i figure out what i’ll do with em so, don’t freak out!

and again, i know this isn’t such a big deal and some outsiders are gonna be like ‘literally who the fuck are you?’ but again, to the people who are wondering.

i’m still here. unfortunately….ew.

i’m pinning this so it’ll replace my maui fire post but i’ll put the link here so that you can find it and donate, whatever you want, get it out there, etc.

um….

hm.

i’m not really sure how to sign this off. other than, i’m sorry for being away. and being an emo fuck.

thank you to everyone for everything.

i love you.

- jarvis. now known as mason.

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