#janaswork

Plot: “How about a bet? The first who gets to bang her wins. Simple as that.” A.N.: please gimme some feedback! And you can comment on who you think is gonna win the bet! Chapter 11: Apology; Accepted!(x)

When I spend the day with Calum I never intended to spend my night with him as well. But when we watched two movie’s in a row, cuddled up tightly, I fell asleep in his arms.

I woke up the next morning, confused and still sleepy, in a room I didn’t recognize. With furrowed eyebrows I looked around the unfamiliar room and spotted Calum lying next to me. He was lying on his stomach, his legs and arms sprawled out. He looked like an oversized starfish.

I couldn’t help but let out a small giggle. He looked hilarious, yet so peaceful and vulnerable. The remains of his fight still clearly visible on his face. His eye was still swollen and his bottom lip had a deep cut.

I still wonder what the hell happened to him. Who would do this to him? Yes I admit he can be a complete, nasty asshole but I doubt that anyone would hurt him this bad just because of a few ugly comments. I would definitely ask him what happened when he wakes up. He probably wouldn’t tell me but it was worth a try.

Yawning, I rolled around and grabbed my phone from the small nightstand. A couple of missed calls and a lot of text messages appeared on my screen.

My brother Alex called and texted me at least 10 times. Anxiously I unlocked my phone and opened my iMessage. Michael and Ashton left a bunch of messages as well.

Seriously, I am busy for a few hours and everyone sends me a message, but whenever I’m bored out of my mind, no one is sending me anything. It’s always the same.

Sadly no messages from Luke though. Apparently out fight is worse than I thought. I feel bad for what I said and I shouldn’t have left like that. I need to apologize to him because I really don’t want to lose him as a friend. He’s been there for me from the beginning on and I’d be lying if I said that he wasn’t my best friend.

I opened the text messages from Alex first. Mostly because the seemed more urgent than the ones from Michael and Ashton.

My heart sank into my knees when I read his messages. I completely forgot to call him to tell him that I’m at Calum’s.

‘Sam? Where the hell are you? I tried to call you a few times. Pick up the phone!’

’Sam what the actual fuck! What aren’t you picking up your fucking phone? I’m worried sick about you! I swear to god if you won’t pick up your phone I’m calling the police!’

My heartbeat increased within seconds. I tried to swallow the lump in my throat when I phoned Alex’s number. He picked up at the first beep. “Sam! Where the fuck have you been? I was driving the whole night looking for you! Why didn’t you call me back? Fuck Sam I thought something happened to you!” He shouted, worry and anger in his voice.

“Alex, I’m really sorry. I was….still am at a friends house. We watched a couple of movies and I fell asleep. I’m so sorry. I didn’t mean to scare you.” I spoke apologetically. “For fucks sakes Sam, don’t ever do that to me again.” Alex sighed, still sounding clearly sick. I hope his cold didn’t get worse.

“But hold up. Another thing, shouldn’t you be in school?” He asked. With that, my heart clearly stopped beating for a second. Skipping school yesterday was bad enough, I didn’t mean to skip today as well. I peaked over to the clock which showed almost 11:00 a.m. “Oh shit shit fucking shit!” I cursed. “Shit, Alex I just woke up! I won’t make it to school anymore.” I whined desperately.

“It’s no big deal Sam, it’s just one day you missed.” Alex chuckled being clearly amused by my obvious worry. “I missed yesterday as well.” I blurted out.

“Why?” Alex asked in a confused tone. “Uh you know…reasons.” I stuttered. I never should have mentioned that I missed shook yesterday as well. Now I would have to explain everything to him. Or I could just come up with a reasonable lie.

“Sam?” Alex asked sternly. “Tell me the truth.” I tried to think of a lie he’d buy, but I couldn’t come up with anything good. Alex knows that I’d never skip school no matter what, so I decided on the truth after all.

“Well you know, that friend I’m with, he wasn’t feeling very well so I took him home and I took care of him.” I explained. “He? You’re with a guy? Who is it?” Alex asked, letting the over protective big brother hanging out.

“Uh…Alex you know…how are you feeling today? Are you feeling better?” I trailed off, trying to change the topic.

“Sam I swear to god tell me who it is!” He demanded, anger in his voice. I hated when he’s all big brotherly on me.

“Calum.” I muttered. The line got silent for a while. I could hear Alex breathing loudly and a loud thud before he finally replied. “I’m going to pick you up, right now!” He basically shouted and hung up the phone.

I groaned loudly and let myself fall on my back. “What’s wrong?” I heard Calum whisper in a thick morning voice. I whined at his unexpected question and rolled on my stomach to face Calum. “Well Alex is really mad because I didn’t come home yesterday and when I told him that I’m at yours, he completely flipped out. He’s picking me up now.” I explained and a long sigh escaped my lips.

“Oh..I’m sorry for that. I didn’t mean to get you in any trouble.” Calum mumbled and tried to sit up straight but the bruised on his body stopped him. “No it’s not your fault. Don’t worry about it. It may doesn’t seem this way most of the time but he’s really overprotective over me. He’s just not showing it whenever his friends are around.” I explained frowning.

“You’re right. He seems like an awful brother.” Calum chuckled and ran his hand through his messy hair. “Most of the time he is.” I shrugged.

“But anyways, enough talk about Alex. I had a lot of fun last night.” I smiled. “Me too. I’m really glad you forgave me.” Calum said and put his hand on mine, softly stroking his thumb over the back of my hand. I stayed silent for a moment, thinking about what I should say before I replied. “Calum I need to ask you something.”

His eyebrows raised and he nodded, allowing me to speak my mind. “What happened to you yesterday? Who beat you up so bad?” I asked. Calum looked down to his hands and let out a sigh. “Sam I wish I could tell you, but I can’t. I don’t want you involved in this.” He explained.

“Involved in what?”

“In my bad decisions. It’s going to get you in danger and I don’t want that. Please just stay out of it.” I nodded, understanding his answer. “It’s just…I don’t want to see you hurt. Calum, whatever you’re doing please stop.”

“It’s not that easy Sam.” He sighed and shook his head. “Is there some way I could help you?” I asked desperately. “No there isn’t. It’s my mess and I have to get out of it myself.” Calum explained. “I absolutely hate that! I don’t want to see you like this again.” I mumbled and moved closer to him, resting my head on his shoulder.

“Don’t worry Sam. I’ll try to get out of it.” Calum assured me.

I nodded. “Good. You better or else I’ll kick your ass.” Calum laughed and softly pushed my aside to get off the bed. “You know what else you could do?” He asked shyly and scratched the back of his head.

“No clue.” I said and raised my eyebrows, waiting for Calum to continue. “You could go out with me.”

My eyes opened wide and for a moment I could have sworn that I misunderstood him. But when he kept talking, I knew I didn’t.

“I mean it’s okay if you don’t want to, you kind of hated me only two days ago so I’d understand. I just wanted to get this off my chest. I wanted to ask you out since day one but obviously I screwed up big time back then.” He admitted and bit his lip, looking at me with expecting eyes.

“I’ll go out with you.” I said without even thinking about it for a minute. Calum hurt me, bad, but I couldn’t bear telling him no. I promised him a new beginning and that’s what I’m giving him.

How bad could it possibly be?

“Really?” He asked unsure while his face slowly lit up. His smile could bright up the entire room. “Well if you have something nice planned.” I winked. Calum raised his brows and put his hands on his hips. “You do know who you’re taking to right?” He teased. I rolled my eyes and rose from the bed to approach him. “Welcome back Mr. Cocky.” I chuckled. “Anyways I should go and wait for Alex outside. Tell me how things are going with Luke.” I said in a more serious tone.

“I will. And I’ll text you about the date later. You better be free tomorrow night.” He grinned and put his hands in the pockets of his shorts. “Yeah yeah. See you then.” I smiled and waved goodbye.

***

Alex arrived right after I shut the front door behind me. I quickly climbed into his car greeting him with a quiet ‘hey’. Without a word Alex drove off. He was quiet and the look on his face was rather terrifying. “So uhm are you feeling better today?” I asked, trying to end the tense silence.

“Why were you with Calum?” Alex hissed through gritted teeth. “Because he’s my friend. No big deal Alex. I’m allowed to have male friends you know.” I frowned. “But not him. And not Michael either. I know that you’re getting quite close with them and I don’t want that.” Alex declared angrily.

“And since when do I care what you say? They are my friends and nothing you tell me will change that.” I snapped. “Now stop being such an asshole and be happy that I finally found some friends.”

“Can’t you find other friends? They’re bad news. Besides, they’re my friends. It’s weird.”

“Alex, no. Just stop already okay? I’m so damn tired of arguing with you.” I sighed and ran my hand through my long hair. “I don’t want you to get hurt sis.” He argued and gave me a sad look before quickly looking back on the street in front of him.

“I know Alex. But I can take care of myself. And I need to make my mistakes. I will learn from them and I’ll grow and I can’t do that when you keep trying to protect me. I know you love me Alex and I know you’re always there for me when I need you but you have to let me walk my own way.” I told him and softly placed my hand on his shoulder.

“That’s easier said than done. After what Dad did to us I have this strong urge in me to protect you, because no one else will.” Alex said and sadly smiled at me.

“Don’t worry so much Alex. I’ll be fine.”

***

Just like I promised, I met Michael around 4.30 p.m. at his place. Nervously I rang the doorbell, not knowing how this evening would turn out. Last time I talked to him, he was being a complete moron.

“Hey! You came!” He smiled widely and embraced me in a hug. It felt good, having his arms around my waist and his head buried in the crock of my neck. I liked the feeling of him holding me close. I felt secure and save around him.

“Yeah well, I keep my promises.” I shrugged and broke the hug to sneak past him into the house. “I’m glad you’re here. I missed you.” Michael admitted and stepped closer to me.

“So what do you want?” I snapped. Even though I missed him as well, I was still angry and I couldn’t give in that easily. “Like I said, I missed you.” He smirked and leaned in closer, ready to kiss me.

I moved a step back. “Are you fucking kidding me? You do not get to kiss me after what you did!” I scoffed.

“Oh come on Sam. Don’t be like this.” He whined and tried to grab my waist but I slapped his hands away immediately. “I came because I thought you would apologize, not because I wanna make out with you!” I shouted angrily.

Michael rolled his eyes. “Sam please. I’m sorry okay? I didn’t mean to insult you or anything.”

“Oh I can sense that this apology came from heart.” I sarcastically replied. “Well what am I suppose to say huh? You were pissing me off with this crap about Luke. I said something mean. I’m sorry Sam! In all honesty, I’m sorry.” He shouted.

“Don’t yell at me.” I muttered.

“What?”

“I said don’t fucking yell at me Michael! Is it so hard for you to apologize?”

He fell silent for a moment before he nodded. “Yeah I kinda have a problem with apologizing.” He admitted. “Will you forgive me now or what?”

“Take a little break outside and play in the sandpit or on the swing set to calm down and then we’ll see.” I said, trying to sound serious but I couldn’t help but chuckle.

“Don’t mention the damn swing set.” Michael hissed.

“Why not?” I asked confused.

“Because it belonged to my little brother.” He mumbled and looked down to his feet. I’ve never seen this look on his face before. Something was clearly bothering him.

“Where is you brother?” I asked and cocked my head to the side. As soon as this question left my lips, I wish I never would have said it out loud. Michael’s face turned stone hard. There was no expression at all, no smile, no anger, no sadness. Just emptiness.

Plot: “How about a bet? The first who gets to bang her wins. Simple as that.” A.N.: please gimme some feedback! And you can comment on who you think is gonna win the bet! Chapter 10: You’re Suppose To Hate Me (x)

Somehow I managed to get Calum home. With my arm around his waist I practically carried him all the way. “Where do you keep your keys?” I asked a little out of breath when we reached his apartment. “My back pocket.” Calum hissed and pressed his hand against his ribs.

God what the hell happened to him?

“Okay.” I mumbled more to myself than to him. With my free hand I awkwardly reached into the left back pocket of his, way to skinny jeans, to get his apartment keys. In a quick move I unlocked the door and somehow squeezed the both of us through the door at the same time.

“Where’s you’re bedroom?” I asked with raised eyebrows. “If you wanted to sleep with me, you could have just asked right away.” Calum chuckled but stopped immediately, his face full of pain. “Calum please..” I sighed. “It’s upstairs. The second room on the right.” He explained. “Alright let’s get you there.”

With my last strength I managed to carry Calum upstairs to his room. “Okay I can walk from here.” He announced and softy shoved me aside to let himself fall on his king sized bed. My eyes traveled around his room. It was a mess, just like the rest of the apartment and I’ve only seen the hall and parts of the kitchen. Clothes we’re lying everywhere on the floor. Empty bottles of different kinds of alcohol and lemonade were covering the floor. His desk was full of ripped papers and empty pill bottles.

“Calum your room is a mess!” I blurted out. I hate cleaning, I really do but right now I felt like cleaning the entire house. “Oh you don’t say Captain Obvious.” Calum frowned and rolled his eyes. “Aren’t your parents around to, you know, remind you to clean your room once in a while?”

Calum scoffed and kept quiet, looking down to his hands. “I live on my own. My mom left when I was a kid and my dad is a fucking asshole.” He admitted after short silence. “Oh…I’m…I’m really sorry. I kind of know what that feels like. My dad left us when I was young.” I said and bit my lip. Even now, even after I promised myself not to be angry or sad about it, I still am.

Calum obviously picked up on that, I could feel his eyes on me. “I’m sorry to hear that.” He said and it actually sounded really sincere.

I cleared my throat and forced myself to smile. “I’m going to get you some ice for your eye. Do you need anything else?” Calum shook his head no. “Alright. I’ll be back in a second. Just try not to move.” I demanded in a stern voice but with a light smile on my face.

I ran downstairs into the kitchen. It was just as messy as Calum’s bedroom. Empty take-out cartons everywhere, dirty dishes in the sink and if it wouldn’t be for the legs, you wouldn’t even be able to see that there is an actual table in the room.

“Oh my goodness.” I mumbled to myself as I opened the freezer. I didn’t expect to find any ice cubes in there but lucky there were a few of them left. I grabbed a towel from the kitchen counter and wrapped it around the ice cubes. I looked for another towel and I quickly found one hanging on a hanger across the fridge. I grabbed that one as well, wetted it, then grabbed the ice cube filled towel and ran back upstairs to Calum.

He was lying on his back, his eyes closed and his hands casually lying on his stomach. “Hey there.” I whispered.

He turned his head towards me and opened his eyes but didn’t say anything. I took a deep breath and walked over to his bed, sitting down next to him. “Sit up.” I demanded. He raised his eyebrow but did as he was told.

“I’m gonna clean your face. You’re still a little bloody.” I whispered and carefully put the wet towel on his face, trying to wash away the dried blood. Calum’s eyes were fixed on me, watching my every move. Out of some reason my hands started shaking. I had to keep myself focused and not think about the fact that the boy I should hate makes me feel weak in my knees.

“Stop looking at me like that.” I mumbled.

“Why?”

“Because it makes me feel uncomfortable.”

“Why?”

“Because I’m supposed to hate you okay? And not help you!” I blurted out but regretted the words as soon as they left my mouth. “Then why are you here? Just go of you don’t wanna be here.” He snapped and ripped the towel out of my hand to angrily throw it across the room.

“Because you’re a mess Calum! I don’t know why but I want to help you.” I admitted. “I don’t need your pity Sam.” I shook my head in disappointment. “I’m not pitying you Calum. Why can’t you just accept the fact that someone wants to help you?”

“Because, like you said, you’re suppose to hate me. I did such terrible things to you and I didn’t even apologize.” He declared. “Well I think it’s the perfect time for an apology right now.” I replied in a demanding tone.

Calum was silent for a moment, he started playing with the hem of his sweater while looking anywhere but my direction. “Okay, I think I got my answer.” I sighed and rose from the bed. I was about to leave when I felt Calum’s hand around my wrist, holding me back.

“Please don’t go.” He begged and looked at me with pleading eyes. I didn’t budge. I wanted an apology. For everything. And an explanation. If he wouldn’t agree to give that to me, I’d be out of here.

Calum took a deep breath and his eyes looked for mine right before before he started, “I’m sorry Sam. I’m so god damn sorry for everything I put you through. I’m sorry for being a complete asshole to you the first day we met. I’m sorry for picking on you when you were with Luke. I’m sorry for being so cocky toward you. I’m sorry for…” He stopped himself from talking and took another deep breath. I could see how hard this was for him but it felt so good to hear him saying those things. But I was waiting for one thing in particular. One thing I thought I’d never forgive him for.

“I’m extremely sorry for harassing you. I feel so fucking bad about it. I’m not that person. I don’t do that…I don’t know what came over me that day. I never should have done that. Never. I really hope that you can forgive me for that one day. I really do.” He admitted, his voice breaking. “I have made such a mess of my life…myself.” He said and a tears ran down his cheek.

I have never seen him cry before and thought the world would end before I’d ever see him cry. I sat back down on the bed, not really knowing what to say so I just embraced him in a tight hug. Calum put his head in the crook of my neck and I could feel his tears running down my shoulder.

He held me so close to his body, it felt like he wouldn’t want to let go of me any time soon. Like he doesn’t have anyone else who could comfort him. “I forgive you Calum.” I whispered and rested my head on his.

We sat in silence for god knows how long. The only noise filling the room were Calum’s sobs every now and then. “Calum can I ask you something?”

“What?”

“I was hanging out with Luke yesterday and he told me what happened between you two.” I explained and bit my lip, chewing on it nervously. He broke our hug and leaned against his headboard with his eyebrows raised. “What are you trying to say?”

“I’m just…you know I was wondering why you’re acting that way towards him. It sounded like you guys had an amazing friendship. Why screw it all over?” I asked shyly. “Because I’m a fucking dick. Seems like popularity was more important to me than true friendship. And now I messed everything up. Luke hates me and I can’t even blame him.” Calum muttered, trying to wipe his tears way, which was kind of pointless because more and more were running down his face.

“He doesn’t hate you Calum. He’s just angry. Especially because you ended your friendship without any explanation. He could probably forgive you if you’d just talk to him.” I declared. “Do you miss him?”

Calum nodded. “I do.” “Then call him. Tell him that. You can fix this Calum.” I said and handed him my phone.

Hesitantly Calum dialed Luke’s number , put the call on speaker and nervously waited for him to pick up the phone.

After a few beeps a dark and rather pissed voice answered. “What do you want Sam?” Calum looked at me questionably. “Say something!” I mouthed and a swirled around with my hands. “Uh hey Luke, it’s Calum.” Calum finally said.

The line got dead silent. “Luke?” Calum asked hesitantly. “What the fuck do you want from me?” Luke hissed. “I really wanna talk to you. I want to apologize for what I did.” Luke scoffed. “I think it’s a little late for that now Calum. Just leave me alone and tell Sam not to call me anymore.” Luke hissed and hung up the phone. Calum winced and handed me my phone back. “It was worth a try.” He mumbled.

“No, we are not giving up just yet! We’re going over there when you’re feeling better. You know, if you love something or someone, you have to fight for it.” I said. Calum sighed, “You’re right. We can go tomorrow?” I nodded in agreement. “I’m glad you’re with me on that.”

“There is one thing I don’t get though. Why is Luke mad at you? I thought you’re like best friends or something.” Calum questioned me with raised eyebrows. “Because I told him to call you, to fix things but he’s too angry and then I got angry and said some really nasty things.” I shrugged. “I was probably a bit harsh.”

“Well, we’re gonna fix that.” Calum said and put his hand on my knee. I weakly smiled at him.

“So uhm do you want to leave now or..?” Calum asked, averting his eyes. “Are you throwing me out?” I asked offended. “No no not at all. I was kind of hoping that we could like watch a movie or something?”

“I’d love that. But I think I have to clean up this mess first. I literally can’t be a room this messy.” I chuckled. “Let me help you.” Calum said and tried to get up. “No, you’re staying in bed.” I demanded and softly pushed him back down to the mattress. “But I don’t want you to do all the work.” He whined. “You can pay me back when you’re better.” I winked and started cleaning up the mess that was Calum’s room.

It actually took me about two hours to make the room look somewhat presentable. Meanwhile Calum was telling me funny stories about his dog, his childhood and his friendship with Luke. I really enjoyed the time with him, even though I was cleaning like the entire time, but it didn’t matter. I had a great laugh and I realized how much of a nice guy Calum actually is.

“Alright I think I’m all done.” I laughed and leaned against his desk. “About time.” He joked and pulled out his laptop from under the bed. “So, what do you want to watch?” He asked as he typed in his password. “Uhm I don’t know, how about 10 Things I Hate About You?” I smirked, knowing that he’d probably say no to that one.

Calum licked over his lips and shook his head. “Alright. Come here then.” He chuckled and patted the space next to him. I gladly obeyed and let myself fall down next to him.

Half an hour into the movie, I felt my phone vibrate next to me. I immediately grabbed it and checked the screen. It was a text from Michael.

From:Michael Clifford

‘Can we talk?’

I rolled my eyes and sighed before I typed a reply.

To: Michael Clifford

‘About what?’

Not even two seconds after I sent that text a new text message arrived.

From: Michael Clifford

'About what I said. I feel like and ass and I miss you.’

I read the words 'I miss you’ over and and over again and my heart skipped a beat every single time. After a little consideration I finally replied.

To: Michael Clifford

'Tomorrow afternoon at your place.’

I put my phone aside and kept my focus on the movie. “Okay I’m getting really uncomfortable and my back’s hurting like hell.” Calum groaned and put the laptop at the end of the bed. He grabbed all of his pillows and put them behind his back.

“Dude I need that pillow!” I whined when he grabbed the one I was using as well. “You can lean on me.” He said, trying to suppress a grin. I rolled my eyes at him but actually did as I was told. I put my head on his chest and wrapped my arm around his waist.

Pairing:  Ashton x Reader Request: could you do a luke or ashton kinda blurb in which you go to college together and you’re helping each other out with idk physics or some nerd science subject like that and while you’re explaining something to him he can’t seem to get his eyes off of your mouth and it gets you all hot and bothered and you end up making out a lot and probably sex because why not THANKS Word Count: 2.107

My small dorm room was filled with open books, a whole lot of papers, empty pizza cartons and one desperate student. Finals were coming up soon, which means, of course, studying like there’s no tomorrow. The whole college things is extremely important to me. If I won’t get at least a B in all my finals I’d be completely devastated, that’s why I spend my days sitting alone in my dorm room for hours, trying to get everything important in my head and not forget it as soon as I start with a new topic.

I’d like to think that I’m a fairly good student but studying was never a thing I liked very much though. It’s all about paying close attention and taking notes in class. That’s how I normally get through, but when it comes to the important finals, I’d rather like to be save than sorry.

There was still one week to go until the big Physics exam would come up. Physics is really not one of my favorite things to study that’s for sure but I think I’ll get through. The topic is pretty easy and not at all hard to understand once you payed attention in class. Besides, it’s much more math than it’s anything else. It’s a lot of work with numbers and loads of mathematical problems you can easily calculate with the right formulas.

A loud knock on my door interrupted me while I scribbled down a few sentences for me to remember later on. A groan escaped my lips and I rose from my comfortable sitting position on the floor to open the wooden door room.

“Hey, you busy?” The tall blonde guy who just interrupted me asked with a precious smile on his face. “Uh kinda.” I said and stepped aside so the boy could have a look in my messy room. “Are you studying for the physics exam?” He asked in a hopeful way. “Yeah Ashton, I am and you’re kind of disturbing me.” I uttered, ready to shut the door in Ashton’s face. “Could you help me out? Please? I don’t really get it and you’re always excellent in explaining stuff.” He asked and put the sweetest smile on his face.

“Fine.” I rolled my eyes and stepped aside. “You are a life savior (Y/N). Thank you!” Ashton chirped, pressed a light kiss on my cheek and entered my room. I sat back down on my previous spot right in front of the bed and made space for Ashton next to me. “Please, sit down my little student.” I giggled and patted the empty space next to me. Ashton obeyed laughing. He sat down cross legged next to me and pulled his books and his notebook out of his brown leather bag.

Ashton and I have been friends ever since college started. It’s quite funny how we actually started talking. It was the first day at college for the both of us. I first noticed him at our first class but I was too afraid to talk to him just yet. But it didn’t take a long time for us to actually meet. When our first class was over I had to pee really badly but I didn’t know where the toilets were. I ran around the college building for a least ten minutes until I finally found a bathroom. Unfortunately for me I didn’t check the sign on the toilets door. I ran into the bathroom with only one thought in my head, ‘please don’t pee yourself at your first day of college’ and I didn’t notice that I ran into the boy’s bathroom. I stopped my tracks when I saw a curly haired blonde boy standing at the urinal taking a piss. I stood there completely startled and my eyes wide open when the boy noticed me as well.

“Well this is awkward.” He chuckled. “Uhm sorry…I didn’t mean to come in here..I just uh I..” I stuttered. I felt like a complete idiot and the worst thing about it all was probably the fact that I couldn’t take my eyes off of his cock. “I’d recommend you use one those toilets over there before you pee yourself. You can look at my little friend some other time.” He grinned. I shook my head slightly to get out of my state of shock and quickly walked over to the toilets, completely ignoring the fact that I was on a boys toilet. “He’s not that little.” I whispered as I passed him.

That was basically the story how Ashton and I became friends. Nothing ever happened between us though but I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t attracted to him. Especially when he was wearing his big glasses. Whenever we’re in class or at our study dates my knees would always go all wobbly, it’s ridiculous.

“So, where do you want to start?” I questioned and looked up to him. Ashton’s head was facing the book on his lap. With a concentrated look on his face, he studied the pages. “I don’t get this whole magnetism crap. Like I can’t get the formulas in my head and I have no clue how the magnetic fields and levitation work.” He admitted and looked at me with desperate eyes. “Okay uh hold on a second.” I muttered and looked through my scribbles. When I finally found the right documents I handed them to Ashton. “There you go. It’s all I have on the topic. It’s pretty easy to understand.” I smiled. “Thanks but I think I’d understand it better if you’d explain it to me.” He said and put the papers aside.

“Okay fine. I try.” I sighed and started to explain to him everything we need to know about magnetism. While I was talking I noticed Ashton staring at my lips. He tried so hard to look in my eyes instead of my lips and to keep concentrated but I knew when he was not concentrated at all. I do have to admit that I was close to loose my concentration as well. With Ashton looking at me like that, my heart began to skip beats. It got harder and harder to keep focused on not kissing him right here and now. He bit his lip and shuffled back and forth, giving away an uneasy vibe. “You okay there?” I asked with furrowed eyebrows. “Sure why wouldn’t I be? I’m just trying to follow you.” He said nodding. “Okay then, what did I just tell you?” I teased, knowing he wouldn’t know the answer to my question. “You just said something about magnetism.” He answered, trying to cover up his lack of knowledge with a sweet smile.

“You’re a dork Ashton. Are you even listening to a word I say?” I asked. “Of course I have! I just got a little…distracted.” He admitted. “Distracted by what?” I frowned. After a short pause filled the air Ashton finally said, “By you.“ I looked at him, my eyes wide open. “Why? Am I that awful at explaining?” I chuckled nervously, trying to cover up the fact that my heart was racing like crazy. “No, more like, if I keep staring at you I’ll probably kiss the hell out of you.” He explained and licked over his lips.

“Well, maybe we should just try that.” I challenged and looked at him, biting my lip. Unsure of what to do Ashton run his hand through his thick dirty blond hair. “Oh for god sakes.” I groaned and straddled his lap, pressing my lips against his. After that little shock phase of what just happened, Ashton kissed me back hungrily. His one hand slung around my waist, pulling me closer to his chest while his other hand tangled itself in my hair. Within seconds the kiss got more and more heated. His tongue found its way into my mouth, winning our fight for dominance almost immediately. I wrapped my arms around his neck and let myself drown in the moment completely.

Ashton’s hand travelled down my waist and under my shirt. His cold hand let shivers run down my body. A soft moan escaped my mouth when Ashton bit my lip. I rocked my hips back and forth and run my fingers through his curly hair. “Oh fuck.” He groaned and ended the kiss breathlessly. “What are we even doing here?” I asked, not believing what’s happened. “Uhm a very important study session.” He declared and nodded his head reassuringly. “We should definitely do these study sessions more often.” I said and mimicked his nodding. “Hmh yeah definitely. How about we uh continue this one now.” Ashton urged and licked over his lips looking at me hungrily.

“The answer is yes. Definitely yes.” I agreed and pressed my lips against his once again. We made out for god know’s how long when I broke the kiss again. “So do we keep making out or..?” I asked shyly. “What do you want to do?” Ashton whispered and put a streak of hair behind my ear. “I wanna fuck you.” I blurted out and traced my finger down his muscular chest. A quick smirk washed over his face before he nodded. “With pleasure.”

My lips met his again while my fingers fumbled with the button of his jeans. When I finally managed to open it, I let my hand disappear in his jeans, slowly rubbing over his already semi hard erection. “Fuck. He moaned in my mouth when my cold hand got in touch with his length. I pumped my hand up and down as fast as I could while Ashton’s lips connected with my neck, leaving small purple marks behind. “God that feels so good.” He moaned, throwing his head back in pleasure. “You know what would feel even better? Me riding your hard cock.” I winked and pulled my hand out of his tight jeans to pull them and his boxers down his long legs, letting his erection slap against his toned stomach.

I pulled my shirt over my head, revealing my naked chest and then stood up to strip down my shorts and panties. Ashton watched my every move, his hand wrapped around his length, pumping himself. “Fuck baby you’re so hot.” I smirked and sat back down on his lap, removing his hand with my own. I pumped my hand up and down, making him even harder before I lifted myself up to prop his length on my opening. “You ready?” I asked smirking. “What kind of question is that?” He chucked. “Just asking.” I winked and lowered myself onto him. “Holy shit.” I cursed and squeezed my eyes shut as I slowly let him fill me up.

I circled my hips around a few times, getting used to his size before I slowly started to move up and down. Ashton placed his big hand on my ass, helping me to move up and down in a quicker pace while his other hand found my clit. He used his index finger to rub over it in sloppy circles, causing me to moan out. “Fuck Ashton. That feels so fucking good.” I managed to breath out in between moans. “You look so fucking good riding my cock.” He hissed through gritted teeth while he rubbed his finger in a quicker pace.

I clenched my walls around him when I felt a familiar knot building up in my stomach. "Shit…shit I’m c-close.” I cursed. “Cum baby, cum for me.” Ashton demanded. I moved my hips back and forth and up and down rapidly, scratching my nails down Ashton’s chest. He pressed his lips against mine and grabbed my ass tighter. “Oh my…ah fuck!” I moaned into his mouth when my orgasm rushed through me, consuming my entire body. Not long afterwards Ashton’s own orgasm followed. He shot his hot load inside me, curse words leaving his mouth.

I rode out both our highs before I climbed off him. Silence filled the air. Neither of us said a word for minutes. “I don’t know about you but I think we should like date now.” He announced. “What?” I frowned and looked at Ashton with raised eyebrows. “Well it’s no secret anymore that we obviously like each other. Like really like each other so why not make it official?” He shrugged.

Plot: A harmless school camping trip to the woods turns into a horrendous bloodbath. Who lives and who dies. But most importantly, who is slaughtering all the innocent people?

Pairing: no pairings

Request: -

Word Count:2.108 

A.N.: I’m really excited about this story. I really hope you’ll like it as much as I do! I’d really appreciate some feedback.

Warnings: Contains bad language, aggressive behavior and killings. Basically, shit is going down, be prepared. If the plot makes you uncomfortable please don’t read the story.

Calum’s p.o.v. ; The annual school camping trip to the Lonely Woods was one thing I always detested. Each and every year it’s the same. The same people, the same teachers and the same dark forest. It’s always one week of pure nature. No toilets, no showers, the only water we get is from a tiny water faucet and the lake which took place right in front of our small wooden huts. There are five of them, with four beds each, plus one hut for our two teachers Mrs. Ryan and Mr. Howard. Of course boys and girls separated. It wasn’t hard to sneak out of the huts without our teachers noticing though. We always did and we never got caught before.

Like every year, I’ll share a hut with Ashton, Luke and Michael. We’ve been best friends since kindergarten. I couldn’t imagine better mates than these four guys. Besides the toilet and shower problem, there is one other thing that highly pisses me off. No phones allowed. Mrs. Ryan always collects all our phones at the beginning of the trip, saying ‘phones don’t belong into our beautiful nature’. Too bad for her, Michael always packs a backup phone for all of us so we can check our social media at least once in a while.

Luckily it’s our last year on this school. After that, no more camping trips to these woods who are freaking me out immensely. I can’t say what it is but I always get chills when we arrive at the campsite. Something is wrong with these woods, I just can’t figure out what it is that freaks me out so much. I wish I could just skip this god damn trip, because this time I have a terrible feeling in my guts ever since we left the bus which took us to the camping place.

The bus was full of annoyed, pissed off teenagers. Neither of us wanted to do this god damn trip. We all hate it, the teachers just don’t care. They say it’s important to keep in touch with nature and besides, the trip would make us stronger as a class. It’s complete bullshit, especially since this is our last year together. And who even cares? Just because we’re doing a trip together doesn’t mean we grow stronger as a class. We did that trip for years now and nothing ever changed. The quiet people stayed in their lane. The geeks stayed in their lane. We stayed in our lane. We don’t communicate with them, they don’t communicate with us. That’s just how it goes but the teachers don’t seem to realize that.

However, when our the bus driver Martin drove off and left us in the middle of freaking nowhere the mood dropped even more. Mr. Howard and Mrs. Ryan both stepped on front of us with big happy smiles on their faces. “God they are such freaks. I swear to god I wanna push them into the fucking lake.” Michael mumbled and crossed his arms in front of his chest. “Couldn’t agree more.” I chuckled and put my hands in the pockets of my black skinny jeans.

Mr. Howard raised his hand and asked for silence. Slowly the whispers quieted down and everyone’s attention was directed at the two teachers. “We’re happy to inform you that we finally arrived at the campsite. We’d -” Mrs. Ryan started. “Really? We arrived? At the camp? Wow I didn’t notice that.” Luke butted in, interrupting Mrs. Ryan. The entire class started giggling quietly while Mr. Howard politely asked for silence once again. “As Mrs. Ryan was saying, we arrived at the campsite. Like every year we are going to hand out the keys to your huts now. I’m going to call out your names. You come up front, pick up your key and then put your bags into your hut. We’ll meet back out here in half an hour. Got it?” He explained.

“Dude, we heard that speech for at least a million times now. Of course we fucking got it.” Luke snapped. “Watch your tone dude.” Mr. Howard replied, emphasizing the word ‘dude’ more than necessary. Luke was the most pissed from all of us. He’s not really the biggest nature guy, he always come home with hundreds of mosquito bites while we get non and probably his biggest problem, he’s not able to contact or see his girlfriend Sophia.

“Alright. Moving on.” Mrs. Ryan announced and pulled a piece of paper out of her jeans pocket. “I’m going to read out your names now. Charlotte, Taylor, Keira and Johanna. Hut 1.” A tall blonde walked up to the front and picked up the key to hut number 1. Her name is Charlotte. She, and of course the other girls in the group, are the popular girls in class. As far as I know, Ashton has a big ass crush on her.

“Hut 2 goes to Jack, Nick, Josh and Nathan.” Mrs. Ryan announced and handed the key to a muscular and tall curly headed boy. Nathan and his group are the athletes. Pretty awesome guys, we get along quite well. Well at least Luke and I do. Michael and Ashton not so much ever since Josh kind of stole Michael’s girl last year. As for Ashton, he doesn’t get along with Ryan after he found out that he always bullies his little sister on her way home. I’m not cool with that either but besides that, he’s a great guy.

“Alright, next one. Rebecca, Rachel, Caroline and Sue. You get Hut 3.” The small red head Rachel quietly picked up the key and rushed towards her hut, followed by the other girls. They are the quiet ones. They don’t talk much when we are around, they are mostly by themselves so no one really knows them. Which is kind of a shame. Even though I never really talked to them, they all seem very nice.

“Hut 4 goes to Sam, Daniel, Leo and Rob.“ They are the smart people in the class. Straight A’s. They are cool guys but we don’t have much to do with them. We respect each other’s existence and that’s it. We don’t have much in common.

“And the last hut goes to Calum, Michael, Ashton and Luke.” Mrs. Ryan announced and handed me the key to hut 5. I thanked her, grabbed my bag and lead the way to the small wooden building we are suppose to live in for the next week. “I still think we should just get outta here.” Luke groaned and dragged his feet over the grassy ground. “Sure. Go for it. But with your sense of direction I doubt you’ll ever make it out of the woods.” I joked and unlocked the door. “Very funny Calum.” he replied and rolled his eyes, letting his red and white bag fall on the ground with force.

“For gods sake Luke. Neither of us wants to be here okay? Your grumpy mood doesn’t make it any better. Drop the damn attitude.” Michael hissed. “What if I don’t?” Luke challenged and took a step closer to Michael. “I’m going to drown you in the fucking lake!”

I sighed and stepped between them. “Stop it guys. This is ridiculous! Both of you stop acting like freaking children. We are not getting out of here any time soon so we might as well make the best out of it.” I said. “Calum’s right. We should try to make the best out of the situation. Let’s talk to the girls. I’m sure they’ll agree to sneak out tonight. I brought some booze. We can go to the other end of the lake and have some fun later.” Ashton declared and put his hand on Luke’s shoulder, trying to calm him down a bit. Michael and Luke both agreed but didn’t apologize nor looked at each other after the incident.

They used to be the best of friends, they were inseparable, but ever since Luke got together with his girlfriend Sophia half a year ago, their friendship wasn’t the same anymore. Luke kept seeing her instead of hanging out with Michael. They used to drive home from school together, they met almost every day and now they only see each other in school. Michael was so pissed at Luke’s behavior that he basically cut the contact.

“You guys ready? They’re all waiting outside already.” Ashton announced and pointed out of the small window. “Yeah lemme just hide the phone.” Michael said and lifted the mattress up to put the phone somewhere underneath it. “All done. Let’s go.” he sighed and slammed the door open to stroll over to our classmates, followed by Ashton and Luke. I shut the door behind me, locked it and walked towards the group of people.

I stood next to Ashton and behind Charlotte’s group. Mrs. Ryan and Mr. Howard were in front of the class, giving us the same ‘behave yourselves’ speech as all the years before so no one really listened to them. "You wanna ask her about tonight?” I whispered in Ashton’s ear while casually pointing to Charlotte. “Why me? You ask her.” He replied, blushing slightly. I shook my head and laughed quietly. “You have no balls when it comes to girls.” I said and tapped Charlotte on the shoulder. She turned around and looked at me with raised eyebrows. “The boys and I wanna sneak out later, wanna meet us at the other side of the lake when it’s dark?” I asked her. “You bet.” She winked and turned back around, starting to whisper with Keira. She’s probably telling her about our plans.

**

The day was finally over. Our teachers released us from group project duties and let us walk around freely. It was an hour after curfew now. Luke, Michael, Ashton and I quietly sneaked out of our hut, past the teachers hut and into the woods. “Gosh do these woods get creepier each year or what?” I asked and turned on a flashlight. “No I guess you just turn into a scared little girl who’s afraid of the dark.” Michael chuckled and playfully shoved me aside. “No, I’m serious guys. I have a bad feeling about this damn forest.” I mumbled. “Stop being such a pussy Calum.” Luke said and rolled his eyes.

When we arrived at our destination, I already heard the girls laughing. “There you are! We thought you wouldn’t come.” Kira chuckled. “It was our idea, why wouldn’t we come?” Michael frowned. “Because you have no balls.” She said with raised eyebrows. “Yeah? You wanna test that theory?” He grinned. “Sure. How about we go over there and you can show me.” She challenged and pointed over to the dark. Without a word Michael took her hand and they walked out of sight.

“Well that didn’t take long.” I scoffed. “What did you expect? They always to this.” Taylor laughed and ran her hand through her thick black hair. “Anyways, who’s up for some skinny dipping?” Johanna asked and pulled her navy blue crop top over her head, revealing her black bra. “Wouldn’t say no to that.” I smirked and lost my shirt as well as my black converse and skinny jeans. “Oh what the hell.” I heard Ashton say and the next thing I know, all of us were stripped down naked and jumping into the cold lake.

“Oh my goodness it’s fucking cold! My nipples are hard as stone.” Charlotte cursed laughing. “Probably not just your nipples Char.” Johanna giggled. “I’d like to test that.” She grinned and slowly swam towards Ashton.

A noise suddenly filled my ears. It sounded like a scream. A far away scream. “Psssh guys did you hear that?” I asked, my brows furrows together. “Oh Calum’s getting paranoid again.” Luke joked and they all laughed with him. But this was no joke. There it was again. A scream. I was sure of it. “Guys shut the fuck up and listen! I’m not imagining this!” I hissed. They quieted down. The high pitched scream filled the air again. “Oh shit! He’s right!” Taylor declared and quickly got out of the water. “It sounds like it’s coming from the camp.” She said with panic in her voice. I exchanged a look with Ashton and Michael. “We have to check what’s going on there.”

Pairing:  Michael x Reader Request: could you do a ashton/michael one where (sorry if this is a bit specific) you two share a bed, and you’re always trying to cover up your face or turn away from him while you’re sleeping because you’re embarrassed of the way you look asleep? would mean a lot to because i hate the way i look when i’m sleeping :p xxx Word Count: 727 

A.N.:  This is so bad omg I honestly didn't know what to write I'm so sorry.

Insecurity is an awful thing. Always feeling bad about yourself, your looks and how you act in front of other people. Thinking, what if they don’t like me when I do things another way, what if they judge me when I look the way I feel comfortable, what if they stop loving me when I do things they don’t like. Overcoming this insecurity is hard. Even though you try hard to look past it, it’s almost impossible.

When I got to the point in my life where I got a boyfriend, these insecurities got a little worse. It wasn’t his fault, he never did a thing to make me think that he has a traveling eye. He tells me daily that he’s so lucky to have me and that he couldn’t imagine a better girl by his side. It’s all me, I’m trying to ignore the little voice in my head, telling me how unworthy I am of him, but when I see other girls on the street, my insecurity is beating me to the ground.

It’s only been a month and a half since my boyfriend Michael and I got together but it already felt like we’ve been a pair for ages. We’ve known each other for years actually but neither of us had the guts to admit what we really feel about the other. Michael was the one making the first step. He took me out to the beach. We watched the sunset together and then he just kissed me. It was the most cliché thing but it’s still one of my favorites and most romantic memories I have.

Ever since that night we’re practically inseparable. Just like almost any other night we spend the night together, sleeping tightly next to each other. We were facing each other, Michael’s arm was wrapped around my waist, pulling me close to his body. Our faces were almost touching and I could feel his hot breath on my skin.

It was only 8:47 when I opened my eyes for the first time that morning. Michael was still fast asleep, his eyes were fluttering a little and his mouth open ajar. His dark hair was tousled on the pillow in every direction. God I could watch him sleep for hours and still wouldn't get sick of it. My eyes felt still heavy so I decided to rest them for a little while longer. I hate the way I look when I'm asleep, so I tried to reposition myself. Softly I pushed Michael's arm off my waist and tried to turn around, but as soon as his hand hit the empty sheets he put it back up on my body. This time, holding me closer. I tried to move again but once again Michael still held me close to his body.

"Babe stop moving." He groaned with his eyes still closed. "I wanna turn around Mikey." I said. "No." He argued and turned around himself so he'd lie on top of me. "Oh my god what are you doing?" I chuckled and out my arms around his neck. "Making you stop moving." He mumbled against my chest. "But you're heavy." I laughed and pushed him off of me. "Then don't turn around. I like waking up with your face right in front of me. I don't wanna see a bunch of hair when I wake up." He said and pouted. "Well too bad. I hate the way I look when I'm asleep. I always look so embarrassing." I whined and rolled my eyes at my stupid insecurities again.

"What the hell are you talking about? You look damn cute when you're asleep." Michael smiled and stroke his thumb over my cheek. "Yeah right." I snorted. "No I mean it (Y/N). I love the way you look when you're asleep. It's simply adorable." I felt a light blush appearing on my face. "Thank you." I mumbled, still not feeling convinced.

Pairing:  Ashton x Reader Request: - Word Count: 1.793

Seven years ago, at this exact date

, June 27th, I met the love of my life. His name is Ashton Irwin. We met at the grocery store. I remember how I had my arms full of chocolates and sweets. I could barely hold it all in my small hands. Someone ran into me and I let all the groceries fall down on the white floor. I remember how angry and pissed off I was but the boy who ran into me was so kind to help me. We got to talking really quick and he helped me to carry the sweets home because silly me forgot a bag-pack.

Now, seven years later I will walk down the isle in a wedding gown to agree to spend the rest of my life with that clumsy guy who walked into me at the grocery store.

I could not be happier. Ashton is my dream guy and everything couldn’t be better. We saved up some money and bought a house in the suburbs of Australia. We both have stable jobs we love. Our family and friends support us no matter what. It may sounds quite cliché but right now, it seems like there would be nothing else I need to be happy.

There is one other thing we talked about though. One thing that is still missing in out lives. Our own little family. People say we are too young to have a baby but Ashton and I talked about it and we both agreed. We are ready. We are ready for a child

. Luckily that dream would also come true in less than 8 month time. Ashton does not know yet. I wanted to tell him at our wedding night. I found out only a couple of days ago myself. I’m glad I still fit in my dress.

It’s a classic fit and flare organza. It’s soft and flowing. The bodice is pleated with a beautifully accented full-tiered skirt. It has a stylish detachable belt with a complimentary soft organza floral adding. Basically, it was the dress of my dreams

. I fell in love with it immediately and I’m 100% sure Ashton will love it as much as I do. I curled my normally straight hair at the tips and put the rest up in a pinned-up hairstyle, letting a bit of the curls hang lose. My make up was elegant and classy, not too much.

When I stepped into the dress this morning I almost fainted of excitement. My best friend and maid of honor, Amelia, had to calm me down or else might actually would have fainted.

“Gosh Am, I can’t believe that I’m actually getting married today.” I said smiling and shook my head in disbelief when we arrived at the church. “I did. I always knew you’d be the first one out of all our friends to get married.” She chuckled and took the train of my dress in her hands to protect it from any dirt. We entered the church through the back door. I didn’t want anyone to see me before the wedding started. My two brides maids were already there, fixing each other’s hairs and make up.

“Hello ladies!” I chirped and threw my hands in the air when Amelia and I entered the room! “(Y/N)! You look absolutely fantastic!” Josie, one of my brides maids cheered.

“I swear to the holy god, Ashton will total faint when he’s gonna see you!” Claire laughed while putting on her red high heels. “I sure as hell hope so!” I agreed and we all laughed along with Claire. “But on a serious note, I’m really nervous guys.” I said and bit my bottom lip with a frown appearing on my face. “That’s absolutely normal (Y/N). But you are definitely doing the right thing. Ashton is the man for you!” Amelia smiled and put her hands assuringly on my shoulders. “You’re right.” I said and a smile appeared on my face at the thought of Ashton and his breathtaking smile.

“Did you tell him about the..?” Josie asked and put her hand on her belly, acting like she is pregnant.

“Tell me about what?” A male voice interrupted me before I could have answered myself. “Ashton?” I cried out and grabbed Amelia to hide behind her. “Oh my god what are you doing here? You’re not suppose to be here you idiot! The groom isn’t suppose to see the bride before the wedding!” I yelled hysterically. Call me old school but I’m actually a firm believe in this tradition. “I’m sorry, I’m not gonna look. See?” He assured me and put his big hands in front of his eyes. “Why are you here though?” I asked desperately. “I wanted to check up on you. See if you’re okay and not getting cold feet or something.” Ashton admitted.

“She is not getting cold feet dude. She is so ready to get married to you. Now if you don’t mind.” Claire declared, turned Ashton around and lead him to the door where he bursted through only minutes ago. “Hold on a second! What didn’t she tell me though? Is it something bad?” He asked with worry in his voice. I bit my lip and sighed. “Well I wanted to tell you on our honeymoon but since you’re here now…” I started but got interrupted by Amelia. “(Y/N don’t! You’re totally ruining the surprise.” She whined. I nervously rocked back and forth on my heels. After a long sigh I just bursted it out. “Ashton I’m pregnant!”

“His mouth fell open and he stumbled a step back, his hand still covering his eyes. "WhatohmygodwhatI'mgoingtobeadad..” He mumbled. “I AM GOING TO BE A DAD HOLY SHIT.” He then screamed out and jumped up and down like an excited five year old. “Oh god I want to hug you! Can I please hug you?” He asked excitedly. “No! You can go now or we’re going to be late to our own wedding!” I giggled. “Okay. Oh god baby I love you so much!” He smiled, blew me a kiss and then ran off shouting, “I’m going to be a dad!” In everyone’s face.

“He is such a dork.” Josie laughed. “He is my dork.” I smiled and already felt tears welling up in my eyes. “Okay let’s go alright?” The girls

nodded and walked ahead. I rearranged my dress and followed them outside again where my father was already waiting for me.

For a short moment he just looked at me with tears in his eyes before he finally managed to say, “You look amazing (Y/N). I am so proud of you.” He sobbed and embraced me in a tight hug. “Thanks dad.” I mumbled and pressed my lips against his stubbly cheek. “Are you ready sweet pea?” He asked and held out his arm for me to take. I put the veil over my face and nodded. “Definitely.” My father proudly nodded and blinked away a tear before we all started walking through the huge church doors.

Everyone went silent, the only sound that filled the church was the sound of the soft organ that played the traditional wedding march. All eyes were fixed on me, but the only eyes I cared about were Ashton’s. He was obviously nervous. He softly rocked back and forth on his heels while he fumbled with his hands. A smile appeared on his face the second he spotted me. My heart pounded like crazy and with each step I took it quickened up it’s pace. My entire body was shaking when we finally reached the front of the church.

“Take good care of my little girl

.” My dad whispered towards Ashton. “I always will.” He replied, his hands shaking. My father nodded and kissed my cheek through the vail and then took his seat.

“God you’re so beautiful.” Ashton whispered. I couldn’t manage to say anything, if I would, I’d probably start crying. I just smiled and looked at him, completely enchanted and completely in love with the man standing right in front of me.

The words of the pastor went in and out of my ears. I couldn’t hear anything. I watched Ashton from the corner of my eyes and I lost focus. The only thing I could think of right now was, how lucky I am to be here today with the love of my life. “Now, the rings please.” Pastor Crowley announced. Matt, my seven years old cousin, excitedly jumped off his chair to bring us our wedding rings. I took Ashton’s and Ashton took mine. “Ashton, your wedding vows.” Pastor Crowley said.

With shaking hands, Ashton took my hand and put the ring on the top

of my ring finger. He locked his eyes with mine and after a nervous sigh he began to declare his wedding vows. “(Your Full Name) I promise to encourage your compassion, because that what makes you unique and wonderful. I promise to nurture your dreams, because through them your soul shines. I promise to help shoulder your challenges, for there is nothing we cannot face if we stand together. I promise to be your partner in all things, not possessing you, but working with you as a part of the whole. Lastly I promise to you perfect love and trust. For one lifetime with you could never be enough. I will forever love and cherish you. The both of you.” Then, he slipped the ring down my finger.

Tears were streaming down my face now. His words were beyond beautiful. I furrowed my eyebrows together, trying to focus on my own wedding vow. I took Ashton’s hand and mimicked his earlier movement before I also spoke my vows. “Ashton Fletcher Irwin, you know me better than anyone else in this world and somehow you still manage to love me. You are my best friend and my one true love. You are my everything. You are my light and you’ve shown me more love than I’ve ever known. I promise to hold your hand every night and to never let us lose our spark. I promise to be faithful and supportive and always make our family’s love and happiness my priority. I will walk beside you through whatever our lives may bring, my love and my life, today and always.” I smiled and slipped the ring down Ashton’s finger while tears were rolling down my cheeks.

Plot: “How about a bet? The first who gets to bang her wins. Simple as that.” A.N.: please gimme some feedback! And you can comment on who you think is gonna win the bet! Chapter 9: Guilt (x)

Calum's P.O.V.

What I did to Sam...what I wanted to do to Sam is unexceptional. I couldn't feel any worse right now.

What should I do now? I have no money to pay Ron, my pills are almost empty, I screwed up my friendship with Michael, I screwed up any possible chance I have with Sam and I lost my best friend because I wanted to be popular. I screwed up everything.

You're a failure in life. You're nothing. You lost everything. You lost your soul when you started taking these drugs and you lost your last piece of your good heart when you agreed to that bet.

 These words rang in my head over and over again for days. I can't seem to shake them off and it's driving me insane. I don't want to feel this way anymore.

But what can I do? Nothing... I'm too deep into this.

It was Sunday and I realized that I'm suppose to meetRon tonight, to give him the money I owe him. Which I do not have.

Fear took over me, I didn't know what to do. I can't escape him, he'd find me no matter where I'd go.

Maybe when I ask him to give me a few more days..

Sam's P.O.V.

I knocked on the Hemming's house, waiting patiently for Luke to open the door. After only a few seconds someone opened it. A small, blonde woman stepped out. "Hello. Can I help you?" She asked politely.

"Uhm, yes. I'm looking for Luke." I replied. "Oh you must be Sam then. Come on in." The woman said and lead the way inside the house. "I'm Liz, Luke mother. It's really nice to meet you. Luke has been talking a lot about you."

"Oh I hope only good things." I laughed. "Of course darling." Liz smiled. "Do you want anything to drink? Or to eat? I just made brownies." She informed me.

Least to say, I was surprised at how nice Liz is. She doesn't even know me and she's is already being such a sweetheart to me. Luke can be happy to have a mum like her.

I didn't want to be rude, so I accepter her generous offer. "Here, you can take these and take them upstairs to Luke's room. It's the second door on the left side." She explained and handed me a plate of her self made brownies. "Thank you very much." I sweetly smiled and strolled upstairs.

"What is it?" Luke's grumpy voice called out from the inside of his room. "Luke, it's me, Sam. Can I come in?"

Silence filled the air for a moment before the door swung open. "Sam!" Luke simply said and looked at me like I just slapped his face. "Yes, that's my name." I chuckled and sneaked past him. "What are you doing here?" He asked and raised his eyebrows in confusion. "Dude, it's Sunday? You asked me to come over on Monday. I agreed. Here I am. Remember?" I explained to him and placed the brownie plate on a desk.

"Well to be honest, after how snappy I was yesterday, I thought you wouldn't want to come." Luke mumbled and closed the wooden door. "Yeah, talking about that, why were you so snappy in the first place?" I questioned him, remembering how mean he was after I told him that me and Ashton kissed.

Luke's eyes traveled around the room, making sure not to build eye contact with me. "Dunno." he mumbled. "Luke, come on. Don't bullshit me. Tell me. What was wrong with you?"

"I don't know okay? I guess I was just angry that you'd rather go to the party with Ashton than with me and when you told me that you guys kissed I got kind of.. I don't know, jealous I guess." He said and finally his deep blue eyes connected with mine.

When the word 'jealous' left Luke's lips, my heart skipped a beat. But not in a good way. What if he's falling for me? I don't feel that way about him and I'm honestly not good at letting people down.

"Why would you get jealous Luke?" I hesitantly asked. "Because..." He started but stopped himself to let out a long sigh. "You're my friend Sam and I didn't want you to get hurt and I think I was kind of mad at myself for not going with you guys after you asked me to and I don't know, I just haven't had a good day yesterday that why I so pissed. I'm really sorry."

I didn't know if I should really believe his words, for now I do because I don't want to cause any trouble or unnecessary pain between us.

"It's okay. Don't worry about it." I smiled. "Anyways, why don't you show me your ace guitar skills now?" I chuckled and let myself fall down on Luke's black leather couch.

"How do you know it's ace?" He questioned with a raised eyebrow and a teasing smirk on his face. "Well look at those fingers. I'm sure they can do wonders." Only after that escaped my mouth, I noticed how wrong it sounded. "Oh my god I mean, uh...Okay that was just wrong." I said and bursted out laughing.

"Nice to know that you like my fingers." Luke said and laughed along with me. "Okay now start before this gets more awkward."

Luke agreed, grabbed his light brown guitar which stood next to his CD shelf and sat down in front of me.

"Do you want to hear anything special?" He asked while tuning his guitar. "How about Remembering Sunday by All Time Low? It's my favorite song right now." I informed him with a bright smile on my face.

"You got it." Luke winked and started playing the song without any flaws. I was honestly surprised at how good he was playing but when he actually started singing the first verse of the song I was absolutely blown away. His voice is so soft and clean and I never, ever expected that he would be so amazing.

I closed my eyes to let the sound of his voice and the sound coming from his guitar consume my body. I was completely enchanted.

"I guess I'll go home now....I guess I'll go home.." Luke sang and ended the song with the last few chords. He bit his lip and looked at me insecurely. "It's been ages since I sang in front of anyone." He chucked nervously. "What do you think?"

"I'm absolutely blown away. Luke that was so good!" I said enthusiastically. A light blush crept on Luke's face, along with the biggest smile. "Thank you Sam. You don't know how much that means to me."

"You're very welcome!" I smiled. "There is one thing I don't get though. Why don't you sing in front of people? Like, you're so damn good you could play in pubs or at weddings or whatever. You have so much talent, why not make it a profession?"

Luke put his guitar aside. "It's a long story." He mumbled and started playing with his fingers.

Knowing I probably hit a sensitive topic , I put my hand on Luke's knee and asked, "Do you want to talk about it?"

I was told multiply times before that I'm a really good listener and that I can give good advice. I'm quite sensitive and I'm really caring. I always want to help people, I don't like seeing my loved ones sad or hurt.

"Well I started playing guitar with my best friend at the time. We taught each other how to play. We wrote songs together, nothing big just some lines no big deal. But he had so much fun doing it. We met every day to practice. We made up this idea in our heads that maybe if we'd find one or two other guys we could actually start a band." Luke explained. "And then everything went just wrong. The guy applied for our school'a soccer team after the summer break a few years ago and got accepted. Of course I was okay with it. I didn't think much would change. But he did. He practically turned into an asshole. He skipped practice, he stopped talking to me, we stopped hanging out. The only things he said to me from then on were 'look at that loser' and 'get out of the way nerd'. Insults and mean comments instead of hanging out and laughing about the silliest things and that all without one explanation. And from that day on, I kind of stopped playing. It wasn't the same anymore."

I furrowed my eyebrows. That guy he was talking about kind of sounded familiar. "The guy you're talking about, could that possibly be Calum?" I asked. Luke's head snapped up, "What makes you think that?"

"Well first of all, I remember the insults. And second, when you first talked to me about him, you had this look on your face and...I don't know I guess I just knew something happened between you two." I shrugged. "You know, you should have talked to him about what happened. Everyone deserves an explanation. Especially in this case!"

"No. I'm not going to talk to him. Never again. He turned into a fucking jerk. He was so awful to me for such a long time and I'm sick of it. I'm sick of him. He changed so much, I don't even recognize him anymore."

Slightly, I shook my head. "I get where you're coming from." I frowned. "But let me be honest here Luke. I know I don't know him for as long as you do, but it sounds like Calum was actually a really great guy and as soon as he cut the contact with you, he changed negatively. But I think he still has a good heart. I believe that someone who once meant a lot to him can bring that back. That someone is you Luke. Talk to him, demand an explanation."

Even with everything that happened between Calum and me, I want to help him. Especially now. I still think that he is a good guy behind his big bad boy façade.

Luke shook is head no. "I won't do that. I'm sorry Sam but I can't." He hissed. "Can't or don't want to?" I asked sternly. "I'm not going to do it, so it doesn't really matter now does it?"

I let out a long sigh and rubbed the palm of my hands over my knees. "Fine. If you can't do it, I will." Luke scoffed and angrily shook his head. "Why do you even care so much?"

"Because I can see that he is hurting! I don't get how you can just ignore that! I know he hurt you but he was your closest friend once and you cared about him." I shouted.

"I think it's better if you go now Sam." Luke whispered without looking at me. "Are you serious?" I frowned. "Do I look like I'm fucking joking?" He snapped and rose from the couch. "Why are you so god damn stubborn Luke? You're so bitter about your old friendship with Calum but you don't have the balls to change something about it!" I yelled angrily and stormed out of the room.

Maybe my last words were a little bit too harsh but I think was that right thing to do.

**

"Good morning sleeping beauty." I mumbled with my mouth full of cereal when Alex trotted into the kitchen. "Morning." He groaned in a husky voice. I furrowed my brows together as I inspected him closely. "You don't look so well." I stated concerned. "And I don't feel well."

I jumped off my chair and walked towards Alex. His normally tanned face was pale, little drops of sweat appeared on his forehead and dark circles under his eyes showed. I put my hand on his cheeks and his forehead to check for a high temperature.

"I think you're having a fever." I noted. "You should go back to bed. I'll bring you a tea and when I'm back from school, I'll make you some alphabet soup."

"But we were suppose to go to the diner today." Alex pouted. "We're gonna do that when you're better okay? Now please go to bed before you break down or something. Because if you do, I'll leave you on the ground. Just so you know." I chuckled and rushed him back upstairs.

"Alright. I want my tea with two spoons of sugar. And maybe some ice cream for my sore throat while you're at it." He winked. "Maybe you should suck a dick. I heard it's quite a good cure for a sore throat." I joked and put on some hot water for Alex's tea.

Quickly I packed something to drink and an apple in my bag before I ran upstairs to Alex to give him the sage tea. "There you go. Try to rest a little." I said and placed the hot cup on Alex's nightstand.

"Will do sis. See you later." He said and wrapped himself in his blanket. "Oh and don't forget the dick you promised me." He shouted after me.

I frowned, "Sure thing Alex." I quietly shut his door, grabbed my bag and trotted towards school.

It was already 7.45 a.m. which means I'd be late. I didn't really budge to quicken up my pace. I had physics first and no interest in the topic at all. Slowly I walked down the street, watching cars drive by, while Tyler Joseph's voice filled my ears.

A short time later, the school building appeared in my vision and my mood immediately dropped. With a loud groan I put my headphones back in my pocket and walked over the schoolyard.

Out of the corner of my eye I noticed a familiar figure sitting on a big stone next to the parking lots. "Calum?" I whispered to myself and squeezed my eyes to try to see better. It was actually him. His head was buried in his hands and his knees were pulled up to his stomach. He looked like someone just beat him up.

Hesitantly I approached him. Seemed like he didn't even notice me. When I put my hand on his shoulder he winced and exposed his face. "Oh my god. Calum what happened to you?" I asked in complete shock when I saw his face. Bruises everywhere. His lip was split and still a little bloody. He had a black eye and both his jaws were blue and lilac. His entire face was swollen.

He couldn't answer me. He couldn't even look me in the eyes. He just shook his head before looking down to the ground. "I'm going to take you to a hospital." I said and kneeled down in front of him, putting my hands on his knees. "No. I don't need to go to the hospital." He mumbled. "If you don't want to go to the hospital then at least let me help you. I'm going to take you home and we'll put some ice on that." I declared.

"I don't need your help Sam." Calum hissed.

"You do."

"But I don't deserve your help okay? Just leave me alone." He said and tried to get back on his feet. He cried out in pain and put his hand on his ribs. "Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!" He cursed.

"Please don't walk away from me. You clearly need help. Let me at least take you home okay?" Calum turned around to look me straight in the eyes. He looked so sad and hurt and his eyes screamed for help but he couldn't say it.

Pairing:  Ashton x Reader Request: Can you do an Ashton smut where him and y/n do it in public? Word Count: 1.126 

“Honey are you ready to go?” I asked my boyfriend Ashton right after I stepped into the kitchen. Ashton looked at me annoyed and stuffed the rest of his toast into his mouth. “Babe c'mon don’t be so grumpy. Shopping is fun.” I said and put the sweetest smile on my face.

Ashton just looked at me and rolled his eyes. “Why can’t you take one of your friends?” He asked annoyed. “Because I want to spent time with you. And besides, I need new underwear, you can choose what I try on.” I grinned. Ashton sighed. “Fine. Let’s go before I change my mind.” The smile on my face grew wider, I walked up to my boyfriend, slung my arms around his neck and plastered kisses all over his face.

Despite his bad mood, Ashton couldn’t help but laugh a little. “I love you.” I giggled. “I love you too baby girl.” He said and intertwined our hands.

“So, where do you want to go first?” Ashton sighed as soon as we entered the mall. “Hmm I think we should work our way from the upper floor back to the first floor.” I sweetly smiled and lead the way to the escalator without waiting for Ashton’s response. The only thing I heard was an annoyed groan.

Three hours, several shops and loads of swear words and desperate comments from Ashton later, we entered a lingerie shop. His face lit up with excitement almost immediately. “About time.” He frowned. “Alright. You sit down and I’ll get you some lingerie.” Ashton demanded. I slightly shook my head and laughed. “You do that babe.” With a reassuring nod, Ashton scurried through the entire store and collected at least six pairs of lingerie.

With a huge grin on his face he handed me the underwear. “Try them.” He requested in a stern voice. “Ash, these barely have any fabric.” I stated with raised eyebrows. “Oh gee. I almost didn’t noticed that.” He replied sarcastically and softly shoved me into one of the big changing rooms.

With a sigh I stepped out of my shorts, pulled my top over my head and removed my current black bra and panties. I chose to try the dark red lacy bra and panties on first. It covered my lady parts quite good but my boobs almost fell out. “Ash?” I yelled and popped my head out of the door. “The red one doesn’t fit. My breasts are falling out.” I chuckled. “Show me.” Ashton said excitedly. “I’m not coming outside in this.”

“Fine. I’ll come inside then.” He grinned and stepped into the changing room. His eyes were fixed on my body. He licked over his lip before he bit down on them. “I think you look quite sexy.” He admitted. “Thanks. But I don’t like it. I’m gonna try on the navy blue one next.” I replied with a frown on my face. “Would you mind?” I asked and pointed to the door. “There is nothing I haven’t seen before baby.” Ashton chuckled and leaned against the huge mirror, which covered the entire wall.

“Alright then.” I shrugged and locked my eyes with his before I opened the bra. I let it fall down on the floor and then slowly pulled the panties down my long legs, not breaking our eye contact once. Ashton’s eyes travelled over my whole body and I could sense the sexual tension in the small changing room.

Teasingly I turned around and bend over to pick up the navy blue bra and thong. I was about to turn back around when I felt Ashton’s strong hands on my ass. “No need to try those on. I’m sure they fit perfectly.” He mumbled and pressed his hard against my naked bum. “Someone’s horny.” I giggled. Ashton swirled me around and pressed his lips against mine. “Let me fuck you. Right here. Now. I’ll fuck you so good.” He whined and rubbed his fabric covered erection against my heated core.

Without a word I unzipped his pants and pulled them down in a swift move. Ashton quickly lifted me off the ground and pressed me hard against the stone hard wall. I immediately slung my legs around his torso and put my arms around his neck. Not wasting any time, Ashton pounded into me, quickly finding a good and steady pace. “Oh my…fuck!” I moaned out when Ashton hit my g-spot. “Shhh baby girl. You wouldn’t want anyone to hear us now, would you?” Ashton whispered into my ear while he thrusted into me.

Easier said than done. Ashton’s lips found my sweet spot right behind my ear and his length hit my g-spot over and over again. I noticed our reflections in the mirror. The way Ashton held me tight, my legs around his strong lower back and how he thrusted into me, drove me closer and closer to the edge. “Oh my god.” I almost screamed out. I squeezed my eyes shut and bit down on my lip to keep me from making any more loud noises. My legs started shaking and the familiar knot appeared in my belly. “Fuck Ash, I’m c-close.” I stuttered and scratched my nails down Ashton’s muscular shoulders.

“Not yet baby girl.” Ashton growled and pulled out of me. He put me back down on my feet and turned me around, grabbing my ass firmly. I put my hands on the wall to steady myself while Ashton pounded into me from behind. His big hands covered my bum cheeks and once in a while he squeezed them and gave them little smack. “Fuck yes. Right there.” I whimpered. Ashton’s thrust got sloppier, he was as close as I was.

“You ready to cum for me baby girl?” He asked. “Y-yes…fuck.” I moaned and clenched my walls around him, knowing it’d drive him completely crazy. “Ahh shit.” He cursed and increased his pace, making us both drive over the edge. My orgasm hit me hard and the sensational feeling took over my entire body.

Ashton kept thrusting lazily in and out of me. After we both calmed down from our highs he pulled out of me. “Damn, that was amazing.” He breathed heavily and let himself fall against the wall next to me. “God, I hope no one heard us.” I giggled and quickly put on my own underwear. “Well I’m quite sure they heard you.” Ashton said grinning.