#jamiethetrans

“Thank you!”, the woman thanked the driver and both Amelia and Kai noticed the scar on her forehead.

“Oh my god are you okay? What happened?”, Amelia asked, shock in her eyes and Teddy turned to her.

“Owen and Hayes… they’re still…”, she rambled and Amelia looked more and more worried at her.

“Teddy was it?”, Kai asked turning to Amelia who nodded, Teddy nodding as well. “Take a deep breath Teddy. Now where is this organ going?”, they asked and Teddy looked at the cooler with the heart.

“Uhm… O–OR 4. For doctor Ndogu”, she said and Kai nodded. They felt Amelia’s hand on their forearm and they turned to her, giving her an assuring smile.

“I got her, go”, Amelia said and Kai nodded and took the organ, running inside building. Amelia watched them till they were gone before turning to Teddy who stood staring into thin air.

“Let’s go sit down”, Amelia said and Teddy followed her over to the bench. “Tell me what happened”

“We were on our way back here after we got the heart for Farouk. The-The driver had a stroke and we drove off the road”, she explained and Amelia’s eyes went wide.

“What?”

“They-They told me to go with the heart and call for help. We had to hurry or the heart would lose it function”, the woman explained further and Amelia covered her mouth with her palm, felling her heart drop massively.

Teddy suddenly frowned and looked the smaller doctor. “Who was… who was that? Did-did you just kiss?”

•

“Hey! Where is OR 4?”, Kai asked as they ran down the hall and saw a man in a sand white sweater, his hair mid short. The man stared at them for a moment and Kai frowned at him. “Do you work here?”

“OR 4. Down the hall, fifth floor”, the man answered and Kai thanked him before running towards the elevator. Once they were at the right floor they looked at the signs and ran towards the OR. They walked in and took a mask, putting it on.

“I got a heart for doctor Ndogu” they called out and several doctors and nurses turned to them.

“Where is doctor Hayes?”, he asked and Kai frowned at the name.

“I don’t know who doctor Hayes is, I received this from Teddy”, they said and doctor Ndogu stared for a moment, confused as to who this person was.

“Alright, let’s just get this heart transferred”, the man said and Kai watched as they took out the heart and their breath was caught in their throat.

Only working in the scientific side of medicine, Kai had never seen a living organ like this before. And had they ever seen a more beautiful sight.

Yeah well Amelia but that was beside the point. They watched as doctor Ndogu put the heart into the boy on the table and put the pieces together to make the heart function.

A few minutes later it was put together and they all looked at the screen, waiting for the heart to pump.

“Come on Farouk”, doctor Ndogu whispered, the tension high in the OR. Even Kai felt it. Seconds went by. Second after second and as a minute passed, still nothing.

“Why aren’t you working?!”, doctor Ndogu yelled.

“Have you attached all the blood vessels to the heart?”, Kai suddenly asked and everyone turned to them.

“Yes”, doctor Ndogu immediately answered, his eyes still fixed on the screen.

“Also the small ones?”

“Yes!”

“Then start pumping it. Help it back to rhythm”, Kai said and doctor Ndogu immediately did as told, not caring in the slightest who this person was. They were helping and that was all he cared about.

Second after second as Ndogu pumped the heart, the silence became more and more tense, the tension almost unbearable at this point.

Kai noticed something moving in the corner of their eye and turned to see Teddy and Amelia walking inside the gallery. Their eyes met Amelia’s almost immediately and Amelia could immediately see the seriousness in their eyes.

She walked over to the speaker and was about to press the button when Kai shook their head gently. Amelia turned to the heart rate monitor and saw nothing but a line, Ndogu pumping the heart over and over again.

Kai turned back to the doctor and watched the heart monitor as well. They noticed the doctor suddenly stopped and turned to him. “Keep going Ndogu”, they said and the man sighed.

“It’s not work–“

“Keep going doctor Ndogu. That’s an order”, a voice said and they all turned to the gallery where Maggie, his wife, stood. Not having any other choice, he pumped the heart again and the silence began once more, the only sound in the room being the heart rate monitor.

Suddenly the sound of beeping was heard throughout the room and every person in the room’s eyes lit up and watched the monitor as heart rates began showing on the screen.

Everyone cheered, one of the nurses squeezing Kai’s shoulder. Doctor Ndogu sighed in relief and turned up towards the gallery where Maggie was giving him a soft smile. Amelia who stood next to her, was looking at Kai who smiled back at her.

Ndogu turned to Kai and they turned back to him. “Thank you, uh…?”

“Bartley. Doctor Kai Bartley”, they introduced themself and Doctor Ndogu nodded.

“Thank you, doctor Bartley”

Kai gave a single nod before walking out of the OR. Amelia immediately left the gallery as well and walked down to the floor below.

The moment the doors to the elevator opened for her, she met Kai’s blue eyes. “Hi”, she whispered and Kai smiled at her.

“Hi Shepherd”

Amelia stared into their eyes and gently pushed them back into the elevator. The moment the doors closed, she pushed Kai up against the wall and kissed them deeply.

Kai immediately kissed her back, bringing their arms around her small body. Amelia moaned into the kiss, her hand covering Kai’s cheek. “You were amazing in there”, she said against their lips and Kai couldn’t stop themself from smiling.

“Did what I had to do”, they said and kissed her harder. Amelia moaned into the kiss again and pulled Kai impossibly closer by their face.

The sound of the elevator doors openings pounded throughout the small room and they pulled away from each other. The doors opened and Kai felt Amelia take their hand into her own and pulled them down the hallway.

“Where are we going?”, Kai asked, but immediately got the answer as Amelia walked inside a room and Kai noticed two beds in the room. It was one of the break rooms. Amelia closed the door after them, locking it before turning around.

Kai stood smirking at the small doctor and walked closer to her, trapping her between themselves and the door. Amelia covered their cheek and they leaned down, letting their lips meet once more.

Amelia began opening Kai’s vest, and quickly moved to the shirt once the vest was gone. The shirt was quickly gone as well and Amelia pulled back from the kiss, the need to see Kai undressed too strong to overcome.

Her hands moved against Kai’s skin, feeling the warmth against her fingertips. “Like what you see Shepherd?”, they asked and Amelia looked up meeting their eyes.

But instead of answering, she covered their cheek and kissed them deeply. Kai used the opportunity to move their hands to the hem of the woman’s shirt of her scrubs and pulled it up, stopping the kiss for a moment to pull it completely off before resuming the kiss.

This time it was Kai’s turn to stop the kiss to admire Amelia’s body. And Amelia noticed, not able to stop the smirk form forming on her face.

“Like what you s–“

She got interrupted as Kai kissed her hard, pulling her closer by her waist. Kai felt Amelia pushing them towards one of the bed and pushed them down gently, immediately getting on top of them.

“I uhm…”, Amelia suddenly said, stopping the kiss and Kai looked worried at her. “I’ve never been… I’ve never tried anything like–“

“It’s okay Sherpherd. We’ll go slow. And if you don’t feel comfortable, let me know?”

Amelia smiled nodding and Kai smiled back at her. Amelia kissed them again, but this was more sensual then the others. It was slower and they both felt more feelings in it.

She felt Kai’s arms wrap around her, their nails digging into her skin. They brought their hand to her cheek, caressing it softly while the other hand opened her bra, which made her gasp softly.

They pulled the straps down Amelia’s arms and threw them across the room. “You’re beautiful”, Kai said with a soft smile. Amelia was about to answer when Kai suddenly turned them around and landed Amelia onto her back, making the woman squeal. “Cute”, they said, before kissing her again.

Amelia covered their cheeks and kissed them deeper, letting their tongues meet. But Kai pulled back and began kissing her down her cheek and neck, sucking gently.

“Marks?”, they asked and Amelia groaned.

“I don’t care. You can do whatever you want”, she moaned and that made Kai smile, even letting out a little chuckle. They kept sucking a bit, but stopping, knowing it would look way too unprofessional if Amelia suddenly showed up in front of patients with marks all over her neck.

Though Kai would lie if they said it didn’t turn them on to see Amelia filled with marks they made. They continued kissing down the woman’s body, their mouth stopping right before her breasts. They looked up and met Amelia’s eyes.

“Okay?”

She nodded with smile and Kai continued to her breasts, taking a nipple into their mouth. Amelia moaned out loud as they began to suck and pulled their long thick hair while moaning; “fuck”

“Mmhh”, Kai suddenly mumbled with a swallow as they pulled back and Amelia immediately knew what just happened.

“Oh right. Forgot about that. Sorry”, she apologized but Kai just chuckled, as they swallowed the rest of the milk.

“No worries Sherpherd. Not the weirdest thing I’ve tried”, they assured, moving up to hover above her and Amelia chuckled. “But I can stop if you–“

“Oh no no, pft, you don’t have to stop on my account, I mean–“, the woman said with an awkward tone and Kai raised an eyebrow, beginning to suspect what was happening.

“You liked that didn’t you?”

“Whaaaat?”

It was obvious Amelia was embarrassed about the whole thing, and Kai had to admit they found it rather adorable. “Amelia”, they said and the woman immediately stopped her awkward chuckling and met Kai’s eyes.

“You don’t have to be embarrassed. To be fair, it tasted good”

Amelia stared at Kai in wonder for a moment before furrowing her eyebrows. “Really?”

Kai nodded with a smirk and leaned down, kissing her deeply, which made her moan. “Then who am I to stop you?”, she said against their lips and Kai smiled kissing her once more before moving back down her body, her mouth once again latching onto the nipple.

Amelia moaned once more as Kai began to suck, their hand messaging her other breast. Their other hand moved down to her Amelia’s waistband of her scrubs pants. They looked up at the woman for a last chance to bail. But Amelia was busy moaning at the touches, her eyes completely closed and Kai knew she wanted this.

They moved their hand past the waistband and beneath her panties as well, immediately finding the woman’s wet center. “Fuck!”, Amelia moaned out loud. Kai began messaging her clit gently while still sucking on her nipple.

“God you’re amazing at that”

Kai smiled and moved over to the other breast, sucking that nipple as well. Amelia kept moaning as Kai sucked and messaged as the same time, feeling her orgasm rise.

“I’m… I’m gonna…”

Amelia wasn’t able to finish her sentence as the feeling came crashing down on her, her orgasm better than she had ever expected.

Kai pulled back from her nipple and stopped their hand, giving her some time to relax. “Oh my god”

Kai smiled and watched Amelia as she looked more surprised than ever. “You’re good”

That made the science doctor chuckle and leaned down kissing her softly. “Lift your hips”, they said against her lips and Amelia immediately did, Kai pulling down her pants and panties as she did. They threw them away and pulled back to look at the doctor in her full naked form for the first time.

“Beautiful”, they said simply and Amelia actually blushed. They got down on top of her and kissed her softly.

“I want to taste you”, Kai whispered and Amelia met their eyes for a moment before nodding. “Te me do you want me to stop”

Amelia nodded once more and Kai knew she trusted them fully. They kissed her down her body, passing her breasts and stopped when they came to just above her center. “Last chance Sherpherd”

“Do it”

Kai nodded and kissed their way down to her center and took one long lick making Amelia almost scream.

“So fucking good”, Kai whispered and began to eat her properly. Sucking, teasing, tasting, everything at once. And right there Amelia couldn’t be happier.

Suddenly a loud beeping noise was heard and Amelia recognized it as her pager. “Are you kidding me?!”

Kai chuckled as they pulled back and Amelia immediately rose from the bed, trying to find her pager in the mountain of her clothes. “It’s Meredith. She’s back from the surgery”, she said and Kai stood from their seat on the bed.

“You need help with your clothes?”, they asked and Amelia turned to them, a playful smile on her face.

“Well you did pretty good taking them off”, she said stepping closer, her naked form on full display. She noticed how Kai couldn’t stop staring and smiled at them. She brought her arm around their midsection and pulled them closer. She leaned up and kissed them softly.

“But you can help me find my bra”, she said against their lips and Kai pulled back.

“You’re the reason my daughter’s dead!”, a man yelled, being held back by two officers, Amanda standing next to him.

“I never touched her!”, another man, mr. Carter yelled and both you and Rita noticed the blood running down from his nose. You didn’t know who the other man was and what had happened, but you had a pretty good guess.

“Shut up and take him away”, a man with a beard said and you watched as they took mr. Carter into interrogation.

“Okay why don’t you go and sit in here mr. Blevins”, Liv said and led the other man to a room next to her office.

“Come on”, Rita said and you felt a soft hand in your hip, letting you relax immediately. But just as quickly as it came, it was gone and Rita walked towards the interrogation where mr. Carter sat and you followed her silently.

“You mind telling me why my client is smothered in blood sergeant?”, Rita asked the moment she walked inside, the bearded man standing by the wall.

“Jennifer’s father found out about her suicide and came here and gave the guy a few punches”, he said with a smile on his face and mr. Carter eyed him angrily.

“Please, don’t feel so sad about it”, he joked. Rita rolled her eyes at him and turned to the sergeant. Without a word, the man left and closed the door behind him. You took a deep breath and looked at Rita who sat down in the chair on the other side of the table.

It took a few hours, but in the end, Carter decided to take the deal, statutory rape. Four years, and a $10.000 fine but it was far less than he could’ve had with the murder charge.

You admitted it was not what you had expected when you decided to pursue your career in law. You had imagined taking in buglers and grand theft, maybe some homicide, but sexual abuse and child molestation had never been on your list.

When Sonny had told you about his new job at Special Victims back in the day when he was still a detective, you’ll admit you were intrigued and a little impressed, but that was because he was fighting the bad guys.

You were fighting the good guys and you felt so disgusted with yourself. This was definitely not how you had imagined your time in New York, and definitely not already on your first day.

You stood in the hallway, waiting for Rita to finish up the paperwork and you looked at the photos hanging on the wall. Former captains and sergeants from way back in the days. You noticed one in particular.

Sergeant Mike Dodds 1978-2016

You remembered back to when Sonny told you about what happened to the guy. A DB call that got out of hand.

“You alright?”

You almost jumped on the spot, completely forgotten where you were. You turned and met Sonny’s eyes, his brows furrowed in worry.

“Yeah I’m just… God I couldn’t imagine losing a kid like that”

Sonny could see the tear fall down your cheek and walked closer to you, bringing his arm around your body. “Ya need to go home?”

You immediately shook your head, removing the tear with your hand and looked down at all the files you held for Rita. “I can’t. I need to stay and help Rita”

Sonny nodded and watched you dry your eyes just in time to hear the heels walking closer. “De Luca, you ready?”, Rita asked and you nodded giving her a tight smile. Sonny eyed you for a moment, making sure you would be fine before turning to the defense attorney.

“Yeah miss Calhoun”

“Good. Let’s go to my office. We have a few things to discuss”

You nodded and turned to Sonny who leaned in and kissed your forehead. It reminded you of the days where you would visit him with your mom. “See ya Sunday”

You let out a small chuckle and hugged him tight. “See you Sunday”

Sonny smiled and watched as you took the elevator with Rita. Rita noticed your interaction and once the doors closed, she took the opportunity to let her curiosity get the best of her.

“You’re quite familiar with mr. Carisi”, she said and you turned to her, not expecting the remark.

“What?”

“You and mr. Carisi. You’re pretty close”, she said again.

“Oh. Yeah, he’s my brother”

That was not what Rita had expected. You did not look alike at all, the age difference was significant and you certainly didn’t sound like him either.

“Yeah. I get that face a lot”, you said noticing how surprised she was. “Same mom, different dads”

“I see your mother has a weakness for Italian men”, she commented and you couldn’t stop yourself from chuckling.

“Yeah… yeah I guess she does”

The rest of the way to her office was silent and you somehow found yourself enjoying the silence with her. Most people you met had this awkward silence aroma around them and you cringed every time you had to be alone with them, but with Rita it was different.

She made everything so comfortable and calm. It had been a long time since you met someone who had that aroma, and it was nice for a change.

Once in the office, Rita around her desk, instantly looking down in the files you had placed on the desk. “Alright, first case over. You’ve done good. You obviously know what you’re doing and talking about. And somehow despite all of the things we’ve seen, you seem to enjoy it. I’m impressed”

“Thank you. I do enjoy it yeah”, you said softly and she smiled at you.

“I’m glad to hear that. Not every person would”

“Yeah, I guess I’m just different”, you said and Rita nodded.

“You definitely are”

You gave her a smile and she sat down in her seat, motioning for you to do the same in the chair in front of the desk, which you immediately did.

“If you want to continue being my assistant, I need to make sure you’re capable of actually following rules”

You frowned at her for a moment, not sure if she was joking or not. “I will not se slouching, laughing in inappropriate situations, your clothing must be nicely dressed at all times you’re with me, skirt or pants, your choice”

You listened carefully to all of her rules, and hell there were many. “If you can’t remember them all, it’s in the contract”

You nodded and Rita looked at you. You felt your heart pound. “Now that, that is over, tell me about yourself”, she said leaning back in the chair.

“Well I was born in Boston, lived and grew up alone with my ma”

“You didn’t live with mr. Carisi?”

“God no. Sonny was nineteen when I was born. He had already moved out by the time my ma found out she was pregnant with me”, you explained and Rita nodded taking the information in.

“And your interest in law, when did that start?”

“When I was in 6th grade. Sonny told me about the day he started at the precinct as a detective. He was so proud”, you said remembering how amazed you were by his description of the job.

“6th grade? When did he start?”

“2014 if I remember correctly”, you said and Rita frowned.

“You’ve must’ve skipped a few classes then, if I’m not mistaken”, she said pulling out a file from her drawer and you instantly recognized it as your file.

“I did yeah. I basically skipped entire middle school, starting in high school right after elementary”

Rita raised her eyebrows in surprise and you smiled in pride. “Really? I could imagine the high school students when they saw a 13 year old starting”

“12 actually”, you corrected her softly and she chuckled.

“Wow you are one of a kind aren’t you?”

“I don’t know, I guess so”

Rita smirked and looked down at your file once again. You sat in silence for a few minutes, her reading your file like it was her favorite book and you could swore you saw her smile.

“A GPA scale of 4.0 with 99 percent. That’s impressive”, she commented. You gave a tight smile and a nod and Rita noticed how your attitude immediately changed. “You’re not satisfied?”

“I’m satisfied, I just…”, you didn’t know how to explain it without sounding like a spoiled brat.

“It’s okay darling, tell me”

Something in her voice made you feel you could tell her anything and everything and not a single sound of judgement would come your way.

“I wanted to beat the highest GPA Harvard had ever had. But I only got 99. Someone got 100 and they wouldn’t give me a name”

You heard a small chuckle and looked up meeting Rita’s eyes. Without a word she reached in the drawer before standing from her seat. You frowned at her movement and watched as she walked around the desk and leaned against it right in front of you.

She gave you the file and you hesitantly opened it. Once it was fully open, you looked down and read Rita’s name on the top. You read further down and suddenly a gasp escaped your lips, looking up at her.

“You?”

Rita gave a nod with a smirk forming on her face and you smiled looking back down in the file. It was nothing but A+ after A+ all the way down the paper, in every subject.

“This is impressive”, you whispered and she chuckled sitting down in the other chair next to you.

“What subject didn’t you get A+?”

You froze, not sure if you wanted to answer that and Rita noticed. “If you don’t want to answer, you don’t–“

“Economics. Hated it with all my gut”, you said. Rita actually laughed at that and that strange pounding of your heart began again, making you realize what was happening.

You were falling for her.

•

As soon as you opened the door to your apartment, you heard footsteps running towards you and a smile crossed your face.

“Hi Gio”, you whispered and greeted him with a hug. The dog licked your face, but sensed your sadness and cuddled up against you.

“You’re home late”, a voice said and you looked up and met Sonny’s eyes. You sighed and stood from the floor, immediately bringing your arms around him in a tight hug and the man felt himself worry. “Everything alright?”

You nodded but didn’t say anything and despite still feeling the worry, he nodded and let it be for now. “I made ya some dinner, it’s in the fridge”, he said pulling back and you gave him a soft smile with a nod.

“Thanks D”

Sonny was about to say something else when his phone rang. He picked it up and you already knew who it was. It was quickly over and he turned to you as soon as he hung up. “I gotta go. Are you okay? You need anything?”

You shook your head and hugged him one last time. “It’s fine. Go”

He nodded and kissed your forehead before leaving the apartment. You let out deep sigh and went to the couch, sitting down. Gio immediately got on top on you and you chuckled softly, stroking his hair.

“Is it nice boy, hhmm?”

He let out a small bark and you chuckled. That certainly would not change anytime soon. Your mind wandered back to the last two days and you groaned as you kept coming back to Rita.

God why was it so difficult?! She was just a woman. Nothing else. Why were your heart pounding every time she smiled, laughed or even just spoke? Why did you blush every time she looked at you?

You groaned out in frustration and Gio noticed it immediately making you chuckle. “I’m fine boy. Don’t worry”

He nudged his head closer to your chin and you smiled, kissing his head.

•

The rest of the week went by fast, rapist after rapist coming into Rita’s office and asking her to represent them. Some of them were actually decent human beings, just being misunderstood, but most of them were generally just a disgusting pig.

Rita hadn’t exactly gone any less gorgeous and that frustrated you. Immensely. She was your boss! You couldn’t go around and have a crush on your boss. It’s just not how things work.

Nothing good came out of it. Especially with your age as well. Sure you may be mature for your age but she might not see that. All she probably sees is an 18 year old girl who skipped middle school.

Wednesday was a quick day, a man walking in with an accusation of raping his own wife. Rita had told you how many wives accused their husbands of raping them, when they threaten to leave them and wouldn’t leave a penny to survive.

This man was one of this victims and it was quickly discovered by the end of the day. That night you and Rita sat in the offices, a cup of coffee in each your hand.

She told you about her time at Harvard, how she had taken the boys and the parties. It was then she revealed she played on both sides which had made you blush furiously.

“What? Weren’t expecting that answer?”, she had asked with a smug on her face and she had touched your arm lightly, caressing it. Whether it was intentional or not, you did not know.

And when you had told, you were only into girls, you could have sworn you saw her pupils dilate.

Thursday, you needed to find a way to save a man on death penalty. He had captured and held women prisoners for more than three decades, raping and torturing them.

“This is the most disgusting thing ever”, you had said and Rita couldn’t help but agree. Normally you weren’t soft for those kind of things, taking it all like a champ.

But when the videos of the torture of the women were discovered and given to both the prosecution and defense, it was then you broke.

Rita had given you the task of looking the videos over and see if you could find anything useful. The first couple of videos were of him torturing the woman with plastic bags over their head, strangling them over and over again.

One of them he raped one of the women while she was screaming and shouting at him to stop, him slapping her so hard she passed out. The video never showed her waking up again.

But the hardest one was a woman sitting in a bathtub, several electric wires going from massive energy boxes and around her body and in the tub. The woman was sitting in the tub, screaming and shouting in pain as the wires shocked her over and over again.

The screams were the most terrifying thing you’ve ever heard. Rita had stopped you the moment she watched you cry in front of the computer screen.

“Y/n” She shut down the computer and sat down next to you, immediately pulling you into a hug, holding you tight. You may be mature for your age and braver than most, but you were still 18.

“It’s okay darling. It’s okay”

You cried harder into her shoulder, letting her hold you. It had taken you good ten minutes to calm down and once you were relaxed, you fell asleep against her, feeling save in her arms.

That night Rita gave you dinner and drove you home. Making sure twice that you were okay before leaving you alone.

You didn’t sleep that night, the screams filling your mind.

You were absolutely drained when Friday rolled in and you were going out with your friends to a bar. It had been weeks since you last drank, and you couldn’t need it more. Not since the videos yesterday.

“Who’s got you smiling like that?”, Rita asked as you sat in her office going over some paper work for the upcoming trial. She noticed you had pulled out your phone as it vibrated. She was glad to see you smile again after yesterday’s horror and she found herself liking the smile.

“Oh it’s my best friend, Jasmin. We’re going to a friend, who’s having a party”, you explained and Rita smiled.

“Well be careful out there. Wouldn’t want to lose my best assistant before her first week is over”

You chuckled and shook your head. “Don’t worry, I will”

Truth be told, you were very excited to get out of the world of law and drink your ass off. Though you knew you weren’t old enough to drink, you still did it anyway.

“How are you feeling? After yesterday?”, Rita suddenly asked, placing her hand on top of yours on the desk and you sighed looking down.

“I’m… fine. I’m fine, really”

Rita nodded and watched you for a moment, looking down at your hands on the desk. You felt your heart pound at the touch while Rita felt herself becoming more and more confused. Why were these feelings suddenly coming up? And of all people, why would the feelings come up around you?

•

That night when Jasmin arrived at your apartment, you both got ready before heading to the party together.

You took a taxi and once there you immediately knew where the party was. The house was full of people, the front yard already filled with people. Some younger, some older.

“This is amazing!”, Jasmin said, a huge smile on her face and you chuckled. “Let’s try and find Brent”, she said and you recognized the name as the boy who held the party.

You walked inside and the house was as huge inside as well as outside. “Hey girls! Glad you could make it!”, a voice said and you both turned to see Brent coming towards you.

He hugged you both, before walking over to a table, taking two drinks. “Here you go, party up!”

You took the glasses but quickly stopped Jasmin before she could take a sip. “What?”

“We don’t know where those drinks have been. Anyone could have touched them or put something in it. We will make our own drinks”, you said and threw them in the dish.

“I got booze”, you said and pulled out a vodka bottle and two RedBulls.

“Damn girls you’re ready”, Jasmin chuckled and you started the party.

•

Sonny walked into the precinct, his bag in his hand and greeted Kat and Amanda by their desks. “Hey, what did the judge say?”, Amanda asked as she stood from her seat and Carisi leaned down, kissing her softly, her hand lightly covering his cheek.

Kat smiled at the kiss, happy to see her friends finally together. “Luckily he denied the bail. Jackson isn’t getting out anytime soon”, he said and the two defectives let out breaths of relief.

“What about–“

“Alright I want all hands on deck!”, Liv suddenly said as she and Fin came out of the office.

“Cap what’s going on?”, Rollins asked and Liv turned to her.

“Just got a call about a rape at a party down at the suburbs. Fin and Rollins you go with, Kat stay here in case anyone comes in”

“Yes Captain”

•

You drank more than you probably should’ve. But you enjoyed it. You and Jasmin drank more and more as time went by.

You stood at one of the bars in the backyard with a drink in your hand. You didn’t know where Jasmin was, but right now you didn’t care. Right now you were looking at some of the girls playing in pool.

“Wow that looks nice!”, a boy came up and said and you found yourself nodding. “And the look right here, doesn’t look too bad either. I’m Daniel”, he then said, flirtation in his voice. You rolled your eyes placing your drink on the bar before turning to him.

“You’re cute, but not my type”, you said and Daniel stood tall, looking down at you. It was obvious he was drunk. Very drunk.

“At what’s the matter huh? I’m not man enough for you?”

You chuckled shaking your head. “Oh no that’s exactly the opposite. You’re too man”

You went back to your drink and downed it before leaving the bar and boy behind, Daniel smirking as he watched you leave.

He turned his head and met his mate’s eyes who nodded and the followed you to the bathroom.

The moment you reached the hallway, you felt your head turn a thousand times. You’re vision started to blur, and you felt yourself almost falling asleep immediately.

“Wow are you okay?”, a voice asked and you felt an arm around you, another from the other side. “Let’s get you to a room”, they said and you felt yourself lose control of your body.

You ended in a room and they placed you on the bed, closing the door. “Hehe let’s go. Alright you go first”, Daniel’s friend said and Daniel laughed and opened his pants.

Suddenly the door bursted open and Jasmin walked in. “What the hell is happening here?!”

She was pissed. Absolutely pissed. Here her best friend laid, obviously drugged and completely out of it. “Wow take it easy girl, we were just having fun”, Daniel said and Jasmin looked at the boy.

“You call this having fun?! Raping an unconscious girl?! Get out before I call the police!”, she yelled and people began to come to the room, hearing the screaming.

“What’s going on?”, Brent came and asked and Jasmin turned to him.

“Some of your friends were about to rape my best friend. What a party!”, she yelled and Brent frowned and turned to his friends who stared back at him.

“We were just having fun”, Daniel’s friend said and Brent hardened his eyes.

But before he could say anything. Sirens were heard and they looked at each other. “The cops are here?”, Jasmin asked and Brent turned to Daniel and his friend.

“You two stay here”, he said and left the room. Jasmin walked over to you, turning you onto your back and looked at your face.

“Y/n? Y/n wake up”

She heard the doors open to the house and two women told everyone to get out. Footsteps were heard and a woman stepped in. Jasmin looked at her. Definitely a detective. The moment the detective saw you on the bed, she froze.

“Shit”, she whispered and looked around at the others. “What happened here?!”

“They were about to rape my best friend when I came in!”, Jasmin immediately said and the two boys started defending themselves.

“Alright you two, up against the wall”, she said and walked towards them, before pulling out her walkie talkie. “Liv, we got a situation”, she said into it. “Down the hall”

A few seconds later, Liv stepped in and saw the two boys against the wall. “Rollins wha–“, she stopped as Amanda nodded towards the bed and Liv turned and saw you laying unconscious.

“Oh no”, she said pulling out her walkie talkie.

“Calling central, I need a bus now!”, she called and ran over to the bed, feeling your pulse point. It was there but very faint.

“God please don’t die, Carisi will kill me”, she whispered and called into the walkie talkie. “Fin come to the master bedroom down the hall”

A few seconds Fin came in and saw you on the bed. “Oh fuck”

“I know, I know, let’s just get her out of here”

Fin walked over and took you into his arms. “Oh man Carisi is gonna kill her”

Jasmin watched as they carried you out and Liv walked over and cuffed Daniel’s friend, walking them out.

----------