#jamiecook

Weddings are bullshit.

That's what you were thinking as you danced across the ballroom, your husband spinning you like a ballerina, delicately, with elegance, but you weren't feeling either happy, in love, or a single drop of joy, because the truth was the man you wanted to be with forever was only a few centimeters away from you, helplessly observing you and your husband, wishing it was him.

He left his feelings imperiled, kept them hidden even though, it was obvious he had huge love and affection for you, he buried what he felt in the deepest crack inside his heart, all because he didn't want to confuse you, but you were already confused enough, the way he was with you, he was just like this dance, delicate, lovely, pleasing to the eye, he treated you like his most precious souvenir, that sunny day of spring you bumped into him at the beach, that was the day that marked your life forever.

Alex walking down the windy beach, with the smell of the salty ocean, and the relucent sun, smiling brightly at the jokes his mates made, you were inside your car about to leave the beach and go back home to your soon-to-be husband, a part of you wanted to see the last of Alex, you were almost drooling over his slipped back hair, and even if you found it a bit odd, you had to admit he looked so hot walking around those tight black jeans and white shirt with his shiny Chelsea boots, when you thought you've seen enough of him, you carried away turned on your engine which sadly had a malfunction, the lustful man you were stalking heard you struggling and helped you get your truck fixed.

Since that day you and Alex became inseparable, you invited him and the rest for drinks and chatted for hours and hours, you were surprised when you found out about their careers, it's true you'd heard about Arctic Monkeys before but at the time you weren't focusing enough, now you knew every lyric to each of their songs.

Loving your husband was very hard, but that love you felt for him began to slowly vanish the moment he asked for your hand in front of your family, you felt forced to say yes, and that's what you did, there was a huge social pressure for you to get married, you were old enough to get married and to have children, but you were waiting for real love to come to you, someone you would love forever, loads of people laughed at you for that but everything changed when you met Alex.

"Give it up for the bride and the groom!" The sound of cheers and claps rained all over the room, you pinched the corners of your mouth and called it a smile, lying to yourself and the rest, Alex grabbed another sparkly glass of sweet white wine from the waiter, to drink down his words and emotions, when you tapped his shoulder he turned around and smiled excitedly, even though you saw some build up tension on the corners of his lips and jaw.

"You were lovely out there, you looked just like a princess," He said with his hand on his chest, as usual, he had his gelled back hair with not a single piece of hair out, a black shirt loosely buttoned up his chest, grey dressing pans that fitted him tight around his thighs and waist, a golden chain around his neck resting on his collarbone, he was perfection.

"Thank you," You said under your breath, "Could've done it better though"

He smacked his lips together and shook his head, "Don't be like that, it was beautiful, you're beautiful, everything about you is just..." He swallowed harshly before he could keep talking, "It was beautiful"

"I think I got it" You both giggled, "Thanks Alex, for coming here and the gifts, you didn't have to" Before Alex could answer you back, you were called to the table for the horrifying toast your husband was about to say, you speed to the table and sat next to him in the center, and on your side your mom and dad.

"Good evening everyone," He said, "I wanted to thank you all for coming to this wedding, that's more than a wedding...is a celebration of a new life, together, just you and me," He grabbed your chin and pecked your lips, you smiled again, the smile faker than the other, at the chapel you were expecting for Alex to stop the wedding if he called for you, you would run to him, it only took two words, "I oppose". Even if he didn't have the same feelings as you, you both knew that you weren't so happy anymore, you felt happier when you were away from who you thought you belonged with, you were happier with the unexpected, with the surprises and joy Alex had brought to your life.

"So here is to us, to a new beginning, to our future family, and love of course" That last word, love, what was even love to you, was it your husband? Or was it the man that stared at you with those puppy brown eyes that were enough to make you go insane? He took another swing of his champagne and grabbed another glass right behind the other.

"I can't do this anymore," You said to yourself, you stood up and walked to one of your closest friends, who had the pleasure to be your bridesmaid at the wedding, you walked towards her at a tiring pace, your feet felt swollen from standing the annoying white heels all day, "Hey," you said to her, bluntly.

"I know just the right cure for your mood... tequila!" She dragged you to the bar, and ordered 6 shots, 3 for you and 3 for her, you downed them like a glass of water, the shot felt like medicine, it cured that anxious feeling you had, "What's wrong?" She asked.

"Everything" You answered, "I can't deal with this, I can't do it" You rested your head on the palm of your hand, it felt heavy from all of the thoughts and stress you were going thru, "I don't love him" You confessed to your friend, she already knew this but you finally had the guts to say it, you didn't feel anything for him, you were married to him because you thought that's what you deserved, you thought he was it, but he was far from being it because he wasn't him, he wasn't Alex, "I just want to run away, get far, I don't care where just far..." You've talked about this with your friend before the wedding even began, early in the morning, you didn't wanna be there, you much rather spend your Sunday morning in bed than in a courthouse, with a dress that was way more saint than mother Teresa, but you had to respect it because it was his mother's dress and that's what you hated the most, Alex and your friend had already seen a dress before at a store but your husband opposed and said he already had a dress picked out for you, the only dress you could choose was the dress you were gonna wear at the venue.

You looked at Alex, he was on the stage getting everything set, he had promised you to sing at your wedding as your promised to sing at his whenever that would happen, your friend look back at you, she empathized with you, both of you weren't ready for getting married yet, "Come here with me let's get you out of that hideous dress, aye?"

"Yes please!" You said, she walked with you into the empty bathroom and locked the door, you tried your best to unzip your dress but in the end, she did it, "God, what am I gonna do?" You stared at yourself in the mirror, wondering if what your heart wanted to do was the right choice.

"Whatever you decide to do, you know I'll be right by your side," She looped her arms around your collarbone and kissed your cheek, "But I'm gonna give you one piece of advice, I've known you for a long time now, and you always think with this" She gave you two gentle taps to your head with her finger, "You never thought about using this for once?" She rested her soft hand on your chest, "We both know what you need" It has always been him, you felt a knot forming in your throat, and you felt bad for leaving your husband but a part of you knew in at least 3 months he would get tired of you.

"I want him," You said, sure of every word that you said, your decision was solid, "I'm gonna go and get him now," You said, but your friend dragged you by the hair before you could leave.

"You're not leaving without your clothes, not yet at least!" She teased making you laugh, but a genuine funny laugh this time, the other dress you chose was more elegant and tight-fitting than the other one, a white silk dress that accentuated the curves of your hips and waist, with an open exposed back, everything about the dress made you feel confident and sexy. Lastly, your friend handed you back your septum piercing you had to take off before the ceremony, you washed your hands and carefully put the thin golden septum back in place.

"And...she's back," Your friend said once she had finished accommodating the straps of your dress, "God I missed you!" She kissed your cheek, hugging you.

"God I feel so much better"

"You look so much better," She said, "I don't know why that asshole wouldn't let you pick a dress for yourself," She said with disgust, you pushed your shoulders up and took the annoying pins off your hair that were stuck inside your scalp, you fixed your wavy hair and some of your makeup.

"Do I look better?" You asked

"You're definitely getting laid tonight!"

"I like your optimism!" You replayed in that same playful tone and went outside to the party, the number of stares the people gave to you made you feel somewhat uncomfortable, mostly the stare your husband gave to you, instead of making you feel wanted he made you feel like a cheap slut, that was until Alex looked at you with his penetrating brown eyes, that looked at you with a burning desire, his mouth was slightly parted and his lips went dry, he licked them and slowly passed his hand thru his mouth down to his chin, he grinned and stared at you, but his stare said more than what he wanted to say, even more, the things he wanted to do to you, he wanted to hunt you down, tear that dress off your skin and have a taste of you, he wished he could do that now, make you his but he took a step back, keeping his distance because he knew if he could touch you, that would be the end.

"You look gorgeous," He said, his tone sounded so sad, you wanted to change things, and now.

"Alex I have to talk to you about something important and I really wanna talk about it out-" You were suddenly interrupted by the annoying ding of the microphone that made your ears wanna bleed out, Matt signed him to go to the stage now and you had to swallow your words before you said something else, the lights went down and the whole place turned darker, Matt's drumsticks had set the tempo and the sweet sound of the familiar melody had made a smile spread on your lips.

"Last nite she said!

Oh baby I feel so down

Oh, it turn' me off when I feel left out

So I, I turned 'round

Oh, baby, don't care no more

I know this for sure, I'm walking out that door"

The way he sang the lyrics was so unique, the way he intonated them, groovy, sexy, smoothly, he turned the song into something else, he kept singing in the same way, adding his famous hip movements and dancing around the stage like a tornado, he often stretched his hand out to you and put it back on his chest, passing his hands thru his soft locks, until the song stopped, you were the first one to clap for them, Alex sang like that fallen angel, he clouded every girl's minds with lust, but mostly yours, and that's precisely what he wanted.

"Thank you, everyone," He said with his thick Yorkshire accent, "I now introduce you to mister Miles Kane, who will be joining us this evening for this next song" You raised your brow, Alex had said before he would be singing with only the monkeys, the girls in the strings had grabbed chairs and sat down tunning their instruments, Miles, and Alex had a quick chat while Miles was tuning his red guitar, Alex glanced at you from time to time and so did miles, you couldn't ask your friend since she was as far as you were from having an answer to what all of this was about.

"This next song was written especially for the bride," He said in a low throaty tone, you smiled at him even though you still were a bit confused, "And I know maybe she'll stop talking to me once this song comes to an end, but I can't keep these secrets anymore...it's only you" With his index finger, from all the people in the crowd he had pointed directly at you, everyone began to wonder what he meant with that, you could see how your husband slowly began to get irritated.

You heard your man let out a sigh, Alex had been wanting to tell you how much he loves you, but he couldn't do it just like that, he needed to break it down deeper, into much more romantic pieces, pieces of him, and you, memories, and adventures, the essence of your most private cherished moments you have lived together, faded motion pictures of your body and what he needed from you, what kind of man has he turned for you. When you handed him the invitation to your wedding, of course, he was happy, but he wished he was the one marrying you, wish he could be the one that spent the evenings looking for a chapel and a place for the party, tasting different types of flavors for the cake, being the one waiting on the chapel to take your hand, he wished he was that... your man.

"I just sort of always feel sick without you baby

I ain't got anything to lick without you baby Nothing really sticks without you baby Ain't I fallen in love?"

You felt your heart starting to palpitate faster, your breathing getting heavier as you walked closer to the front.

"It's just the pits without you baby It's really just the pits without you baby It's like everyone's a dick without you baby Ain't I fallen in love?"

"And all my pals will tell me that I'm crazy You bet I'm loopy alright! And I just don't recognize this fool that you Have made me, I haven't seen him for a while"

You didn't even realize how much you made him feel, for how long had been waiting to tell you this, he lacked some courage before but now when he said his words and sang you the song he made thinking about you, he didn't give two shits if your husband was listening, he only pictured you next to him, the soft feeling of your lips against his, your arms and legs tangled around him, he wanted to be with you and only you.

"And as you're shrinking figure blows a kiss I catch and smash it on my lips Darling I can't seem to quit Completely falling to bits I really might be losing it The idea that you've existed all along's Ridiculous I don't know what to say"

At that moment Alex looked at you, he raised his shoulders making you laugh and smile at him, an honest smile, a smile that could brighten up this dark ballroom, that could warm up the coldest nights, you were all to him, the ways you made him feel, the seeds you had planted on his heart made beautiful honest love bloom in his heart, for you.

"Baby, we ought to fuck seven years of bad Luck out the powder room mirror Could I have made it any clearer?"

He leaned forward closer to you, asking you the question hoping to get an answer, you played with him whispering I don't know, when he made it so clear, the simplicity of his words had gotten deep into you, he also planted those same seeds in your heart, you felt your heartbeat speed up again as the crescendo from Miles's guitar and the melody that the girls in the strings played had gotten to you so deeply, it had taken over you completely, made you feel those tickles of pure electricity all over you.

"It's love like a tongue in a nostril Love like an ache in the jaw You're the first day of spring with a septum piercing"

"Little Miss Sweet Dreams, Tennessee" That crescendo dropped into a beautiful ballad from the angelic strings, he made a song that sounded just like pure love, he threw the microphone to the floor and walked to you, with that tender look he always had when he saw you, you were in shock only thinking of kissing him.

"What the fuck is all of this Alex?!" Your husband yelled at him, your heart sank and your breathing stopped, he pushed him hard, and Miles immediately jumped down the stage to break them apart, you were protecting Alex and he was protecting you at the same time wrapping his arm around you, "What the fuck is this, huh?"

"Please, let me talk to him" You insisted, your husband stared him dead in the eye but to stare into Alex's eyes was like looking down at the barrel of a gun, your husband looked back at you and finally let go pushing Miles away. You dragged Alex outside as everyone turned their faces.

"I want to be with you, and only you... I'm-" You caught him off guard when you pressed your lips against his, when he felt you didn't pull back he pulled you closer by the waist and deepened the kiss, he put your hands below his jaw, and his hand went to the back of your hair, kissing your mouth with burning love, the tangy flavor of the champagne and cigarettes made you wanna kiss him forever, but at one point you had to pull back, you bit his lips showing that you were needy for more.

"I desire you," You said, "I want you too, but this wasn't the right time" He holds your hands for dear life, it wasn't the right place but he had to, he couldn't keep it in anymore.

"There's no end for love, there's no due date for it, there can't be no ending for love, it's always there, and it will be here...after we die, love is always, and it is never too late for it, you just gotta pick the right person... remember?" He quoted the words you told him at a late-night talk with him, "I was scared, I didn't want to lose you, I'm more afraid of losing you than being murdered by your husband"

"I know but Alex-"

"I love you" He shut you up, "I'm willing to give everything to you, he's not half of the man I am for you, and you know it" He punctured your eyes with his shotgun gaze, this was it, he couldn't back away now that it has been said.

"Watch what you say to me Alex, is this really what you want?"

"Of course, and you?" You took him back inside, your heart speeds as your mother tries to stop you, she already knew what you were going to do now.

"I never wanted to marry you" You took your ring off and gave it back to the man that you called your husband, and Alex grabbed your hand and ran to the exit with you, your husband tried to go after Alex but Miles and Jamie stopped him.

Alex got the girl but the girl couldn't leave without taking some of the gifts along the way, your best friend ran behind you two with your purse in hand, Alex quickly unlocked his car, while you put the wedding gifts on the back, at least you left almost all of the gifts to your, now soon to be, ex-husband, you only grabbed the ones from the most important people to you. You weren't an asshole.

"I'll take care of the mess but you two each own me one" Alex opened the door of his black  Cadillac and shut the door.

"You can keep the flowers!" You threw the bouquet at your friend, and she blew you a kiss at the same time she raised her middle finger at you, "I love you too, stay safe I'll call you later!" You saw her waving goodbye at you, and you waved back until you didn't see her anymore, you turned to look at Alex and you squeaked from the happiness, "Pull over" You ordered.

"Yes boss," He said as he turned and smoothly parked in a hidden corner between two buildings, you took off your seatbelt and climbed to Alex's seat, as well as he helped you, grabbing your hips tightly and sitting you down on his lap, you grabbed him by the back of his head and pulled him in for a desperate kiss, he had left you needing a kiss from his addicting lips, you couldn't seem to get enough of his mouth, as well as he thought the same, not only about your lips but from your body that he began to grind against his, "I'm yours, babe, fuck" He moaned into your mouth separating his lips from yours only some inches apart caressing your cheek with his thumb, you could feel his hot breath against your mouth, "All yours," You grinned grabbing his middle and ring finger, taking them past your lips and he pressed the down on your throat, "You wanna take me cock inside your mouth, that's what you want you dirty little cunt"

"I want it, and I want you" You grabbed his cheeks and kissed him once more, he wrapped his arms around your back pulling you closer, no room for air was left, his lips had taken another path, traveling from your mouth down to your neck, sucking and nibbling on your skin as he went further down, he grabbed your breasts kneading them roughly, pushing them together and digging his face in between them, you couldn't handle more, all the moans that came out of his mouth, the sound of his lips tasting and biting your skin, you wanted him to feel you all.

"Let's leave," You said, Alex, left you winded you could barely talk at this point, you could surrender and have sex in the car, not that you minded having it at the back of his car, but today you preferred something more comfortable, he furrowed his eyebrows and kept kissing your tits, "Alex, please..." You breathed out.

"That's what you want sweetheart?" He asked, pecking your lips, his hands around your lower back, you nodded, smiling.

"I want us to go to that hotel room, and spent the night there" His lips curled into a smile that was brighter than yours, and kissed you one last time before you pulled away, he knew once his lips have brushed against yours he wouldn't be able to stop himself, and it took a lot of will power for you to separate your lips from his, it would've been a much better idea to get married in LA, so after this whole scene you and Alex could've run to his house, but instead you got married in Tennessee, your husband was very insistent on it, and you agreed only because you were both from there as well, you loved Tennessee but if you had the chance to get married somewhere else you would've agreed to it, but that was in the past, you for once concentrated on the now, and now your lover was driving down the road at the maximum speed limit, only to prove how much you both loved each other, you wanted to see his golden brown hair get messier, break that shirt he was wearing or throw it as far as you could, your eyes went down, and you saw a huge bulge on his leg, you were shocked at not just the size, the thickness was the cherry on top, you knew tomorrow you wouldn't be able to walk.

His thumb brushed against your lips when he caught on to you, and folded your lower lip down, "You're so fucking beautiful, you'll be good to me tonight?" He asked, and you were about to give up and say yes, but another part of you wanted to tease him.

"And what if I'm not?" You purred, the look in his eyes slowly darkened but the grin between his lips was kept in place.

He pinched your dress and pulled it up revealing a little laze you hadn't really planned to wear tonight, you were happy you chose to wear it at the end. Alex was the fuel that made that fire in you expand, the other guy just turned it completely off, he wasn't as greedy as you, you like different things, didn't want to limit yourself, and he just liked the regular, you didn't mind it but sometimes you wanted something more, and Alex could give you that and multiply it by 3, he could make that fire inside you bigger, just like now, he spread your legs apart and his fingers sneaked inside your dress, feeling the soft skin of your inner thigh, with his finger he felt just how wet your underwear got, the fire in his eyes made you feel hot, "I'm gonna teach you some discipline" His finger pulled your underwear to the side and began to rub your clit in fast circles, you moaned so loudly you had to cover your mouth but Alex didn't want that, he took your hand off  your mouth and kissed it gently.

"Alex, ugh, fuck you're so fucking..." You couldn't even form a sentence, or word how you felt about him, but he was making you feel so good, so good you whined once he changed the pace to a much calmer one, "Oh! come on, please go faster" Your eyes begged for him over and over again, "Please, Alex..." You grind your hips against his fingers, but he still went slower and slower, making you cry out his name, "Alex please, go faster" You grabbed his wrist so he wouldn't even think of getting his hand out of your underwear.

"You'll be good?" He asked raising your chin.

"Yes" You nodded, "I will"

"Atta girl" He grinned, and you smiled back and your little giggle turned into a long moan of his name, his fingers went back on that same fast pace, driving you closer, pumping his two fingers inside you at the same time you rubbed your clit in fast circles, your legs threatened to close, "Don't fucking shut them, keep 'em open for me" You tried your best to keep them as far open as you could, your legs were trembling and your eyes watering, the amount of pleasure and lust took over you, you felt so hot, hearing your little whimpers was music to his ears, the most lovely sound he could hear, "Give it to me, cum around me fingers babe" His fingers went deeper inside you, hitting the exact spot that made your whole body shake, send those shivers up your spine, he touched it over and over again until he felt that hot release coating his fingers, your breathing hit the glass window, a little fog circle close to your mouth had formed, "Is my girl tired?" He said as he licked his fingers, you glared at him and said no.

"Not at all," You said with confidence, but Alex could change that in a few hours.

"We'll see about that"

"You think you can handle me?" He turned the wheel to the right, at the corner you could see the lights of the hotel.

"I'm capable of handling anything" He was confident too, he could handle many other girls but, he often questioned, if he could handle you, there wasn't something quite like you, "But let's see what happens darling" He brushed your hair back and whipped your tears off with the small handkerchief on the pocket of his pants.

"You're a fucking dream come true, you know that?" He giggled and folded the handkerchief putting it back in place.

"I didn't believe it until you said it" He kissed your cheek and went outside the car, crossed the street in three steps, and opened the door of your car like a proper gentleman, he grabbed your hand and you kindly received it with a smile until it turned upside down when you put on foot out of the car, your legs were unusually shaky, it wasn't the regular type of shaky legs you experienced the last few years, even less, they barley shook.

"Have some trouble walking babe?" He said with a chuckle, you punched his shoulder and rolled your eyes.

"Shut up" He giggled once more, hugged you close to him in case you lost balance, he opened the door for you letting you inside first, grabbed your hand, and walked forward to the front desk.

"Hello, good evening," The lady behind the computer said, "What can I help you with?"

"I would like to book a room, do you still have some available?" He talked like nothing had just happened in the car, if nothing would happen when you got inside that room. The lady handed him the card and shook his hand, he politely thanked her and wrapped his arm around your waist, his fingers resting over your hip, you both took the elevator to your room, sadly it was filled with people that also wanted to go up, they made space for you two and you both hid in a small corner, he still couldn't keep his hands off of you, his hands roomed down your waist to your hips dragging you close to him, pressing your back against his warm chest, you felt his hard bulge against your ass you tried to keep it cool but he began to leave some tiny ticklish kisses on your shoulder, and in your ears, you snuggled closer to him, as he whispered in your ear.

"I can't wait to tear that dress apart, make you all mine" He moved your hair to the side resting it on your left shoulder, "Do you think they can see you rubbing your legs together, do you think they can feel how hot you're feeling? do you think they can see me rubbing me cock on you?" His voice was overwhelming, everything about him was, feeling his hands on you, keeping you pressed against him in a possessive way with all these people here.

"Alex, please" You whispered.

"I won't stop, I know that you don't want me to stop either, right love?" You said no with your head, "You'll beg for me to keep going, to say the least, you'll cry for me to not stop" Suddenly the sound of the elevator stopping on your floor snapped you out of it, you walked thru the people and almost ran to your room.

Next thing you know your back was pressed up against the bedroom wall, your hands pinned above your head and Alex's knee between your legs keeping them open, his lips were attached to your neck bitting on your skin, sucking on it, he was just like a vampire hungry for a piece of you, and you the helpless victim who couldn't even process what was going on, you just let Alex take completely over you.

"Come here babe," He said grabbing your thighs and picking you up from the ground, you wrapped your legs around his torso and he laid you down on the bed, flipping you over like a butcher would manage a piece of meat, he wasn't gentle and either way, that's not what you wanted at all, he grabbed the opening of your dress and ripped the soft fabric in half, untangling it from your body, you were just as eager as him, you grabbed him by the collar of his shirt kissing him at the same time you grabbed his shirt and broke it, the buttons of his black shirt flying away, "Fucking 'ell" He whispered on your mouth, you detached your lips from him for a moment, just to unbutton his pans, you couldn't wait any longer, you wanted to see all of him.

You slowly took his cock out from those tight fighting Calvin Klein boxers, and he sighed with relief caressing your hair, his cock was so big you wondered how would he fit inside you, the tip was turning dark red, some veins around him, thick, you pressed your legs together just for thinking of him inside you, a moan escaped your lips when you slipped his cock inside your warm mouth.

"Oh god babe, take it all inside come on, open wider" You didn't obey at first, you took your time sucking his dick at first, swirled your tongue around him, and looked at him with soft eyes, but that fire in him became wilder, he made a fist with your hair, put his leg up on the bed and pushed his dick inside your mouth, you gagged around him and hold on to his thigh for leverage, your eyes watering, you felt him hit the back of your throat multiple times until he took his cock out and allowed you to breathe, "I told you I'd thought you some discipline"

"Can't wait for more" You said with a kind smile, whipping some saliva from your mouth.

"That's what I like to hear" He panted, brushing his hair back before twirling your hair between his fingers, making you take his cock again, the expression on his face of pure pleasure turned you on, his lips parted forming an O shape, his nose and eyebrows scrunched up, while he continued to moan your name over and over again, your hand went down to your underwear, you couldn't handle it anymore and began to rub your clit in fast circles, he noticed right away.

You moan around him, and the vibration from your mouth sends shivers up his spine, his breathing got heavier as he felt closer but it took him so much to pull out of your mouth, "I'm not even halfway done with you, get on all fours babe come on" You turned around, positioned yourself, supporting all your weight in your arms, while you bend your knees and swayed your ass up for him, "You greedy cunt I'm gonna fuck you up"

"I'm waiting for you," You purred and moaned as Alex smacked your ass roughly, he lined up with your entrance, felt his head rubbing your clit just to tease you, and his hard cock brushing against your inner thighs, "You like feeling me cock between your legs don't you?, you dirty fuck" He slipped his cock inside you, the way he stretched your walls, drove himself in and out, he holds your hips tightly pressed against him and you wished you could hold on to the bedsheets with a tighter grasp, he was so rough, so hard, you couldn't get enough of it.

"Holy fuck Alex, ugh fuck!" He grabbed a handful of your ass, digging his nails into your skin, pushed your body forward every time he pounded your red cunt, you pushed your hips at the pace he was going, fucking yourself into his cock, your walls clenched around him as the knot in your belly tightened, and again he pulls out of you once more, your legs tremble and you whimpered at the empty feeling between your legs, "Please Alex, I was so close"

"Get on top of me," He said, "Now" He ordered, he laid down on the bed tugging on his cock with his hand, you never watched him like that before, you stared at him in awe for a moment, "You like watching me, huh?" You gulped and nodded, "Have you ever thought about me like this? touched yourself thinking about me?" You crawled to him slowly, you struggled to say something but it was obvious both of you knew the answer, Alex just wanted to hear it come out of your mouth.

"And you?" You took his hand away and began to stroke his cock, your hand couldn't even close around his cock of how thick it was.

"Fuck babe, you don't even know the things I did to you in me dreams, I had you in every position you could imagine, bend you over in every corner of your house, up against the wall, on the kitchen table, on the settee, and you always came so good for me, moaned so loudly, just like now" He pulled you in for a kiss, his soft lips against yours made you feel sparks, he grabbed you by the thighs and made you hover him over, sat you down on his lower abdomen while he hugged your body close to his, not wanting to let go of your lips for a single moment.

"Ride me babe" He whispered between your parted lips, you smiled and got to your knees, to position yourself with his cock brushing against you, you felt him sink inside you deeper hitting that spot that made your legs shake, you couldn't handle it and you lost some balance, Alex holds you there by the elbows, and pounded your cunt just like that, your tits bounced every time your body collided with his, the sounds of your inner thighs slamming against his filled the room.

"You feel so good Alex, please don't stop" He pushed your elbows back and went faster, you could hear a clap after another progressively getting faster, and harder, that smudge smirk on his lips couldn't leave his face that easily, he knew you so well by now, he knew your body, every curve, every dip, every little beauty spot on it, every sweet spot, he knew just the right way to get to you.

"I love you, babe," He said, "Say that you love me" It sounded more like he was begging for it, he needed that confirmation from you, on the inside he felt bad for what have you both done but he loved you more.

"I love you too Alex," You said with honesty, "I've loved you since the day I saw you" He smiled at you, it was sweeter, tender, there was this redeeming look on both of your eyes, this unusual type of love that you could only feel when you saw a movie, or when you first held hands with a person you fancied, that's what you both always wanted, and you swore on that moment to keep it that way, to take care of it together.

He held your body against him, your chest pressed against his, taking a small break from the pounding only to enjoy each other for a single moment, he couldn't believe he finally said it after all this time, and even more, that you had said it back.

"I'm in love with you," He said, "You're the best thing that could've happened to me, having you here next to me, you're all I need" You could hear the honesty on his subtle voice, "I love you," He said.

"I love you so much" You felt the love, unlike past times, you could say I love you without really meaning it, just said it like any other word, it had no meaning to you, it physically made you feel absolutely nothing, until him, your lips crashed against each other's, increasing the heat between you two, it was hard, pure, raw desire for you each other.

He got on top of you this time, wrapped your legs around his torso, and he put your hand around his neck, "I'm all yours" He said, he slipped inside you with ease, you were soaking wet for him, he kept going faster and harder, tears stinging your face, rolling out from your eyes to your apple-red cheeks, he looped his arms around your back hugging you close, and his lips attached to your neck, your nails scratching his back, his hot breath tickling your skin and his little whimpers and moans, you could hear them close to your ear, "God you feel so good babe, cum for me, cum on me cock love" He said, he hit your spot repeatedly, and that knot that you felt, in the beginning, had come undone, your eyes rolled back and your back arched, he moaned your name when he came deep inside you, drifting away.

"Oh my fucking God" You breathed out, once you came back from your high, "God Alex, you're so fucking good, fucked me so good" He smiled pecking your lips.

"You do me good, love, you really do" He kissed your temple, and slowly pulled out of you, he didn't want to though, he wanted to spend more time like this, he felt satisfied, tired and so did you, "You want me to get some water for you babe, tea? anything of that sort?" He asked you, caressing your hair with his fingers.

"Some water would be good, thanks" He nodded, and got up from bed, you had a good view of his ass, and checked it out without a drop of shame, "Damn Al"

"What?" He opened the mini cooler in your room and grabbed a water bottle for you, served some in a white cup.

"Your ass is even sexy, I don't understand how you do it" He handed you the cup and you thanked him with a nod.

"Being sexy is a dirty job, but someone has to do it, and you and I are excellent at it" He cuddled close to you as you both chuckled, and you spent the rest of the night together, snuggled close to each other, your cheek resting on his chest and his arms around your waist, and before you drifted off to sleep you heard him whisper, "I love you".

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