@slvttybvys | Cont.
"You haven't failed at anything," James promised, welcoming the kiss to his forehead. No, he had. And this wouldn't have been the first time a boyfriend got mad at him for putting a stop to things... Plus, Logan had gone through so much effort to make tonight special for him.
They'd been on Logan's bed, gotten stripped down to their underwear by that point, but then James...got overwhelmed. Panicked a little. Asked to stop. And now he felt bad about it.
He managed a half smile as he cuddled into his boyfriend. "I'm still sorry," he said softly. "You made tonight so nice and I...ruined it." He tucked his face in to Logan's throat, maybe hiding just a little. "I think I'm overthinking this. Too in my head. It's not like this is a big deal." Aaaand there it was. Him gently gaslighting himself because why was losing his virginity such a big deal? He adored Logan. Why couldn't he just...get over it?
