hi i wrote a song
Invisible Girl Walking
Vocals: either miku or rei idfk
LYRICS:
[SPOKEN] Hello, my name is Christine Matthews at Troupe [BLEEP], and I will be performing Invisible Girl Walking from [BLEEP], book by [BLEEP] and music by Jade Webmaster.
[INSTRUMENTAL]
I just got unplugged from the experience machine
Guess that life just wasn't for me!
Experiencing loneliness at rates unbound
If someone dies unknown, were they ever around?
I've always been this way, since middle school began
Always making plans, with my short attention span
Begging for validation, all I get is alienation
But maybe, someday, I'll be the starring role
That this pain from my head to my toes
Will cease, I'll finally be complete
But I know that's just a silly pipe dream
All I'll ever be is obsolete!
[INSTRUMENTAL + ACAPELLA(???)]
It's like I'm Mary in her room
Learning about the real world from a vacuum
I'll never be a part of their world, no matter how much I try
Sometimes I just wanna curl up and die!
1 2 3 4!
[CHORUS]
Can someone just tell me what I'm doing wrong?
What harmonies am I fumbling in this great big song?
Because everyone around me seems to immediately click, get along
But it's been years and I can't seem to find anywhere where I belong
I can see your glares of scorn
And while I don't want to signal the alarm
I can't spend all this time being tricked by your charm!
A Boltzmann girl floating through space
My mind is struck in twain
[ANOTHER INSTRUMENTAL, THIS TIME TO SIGNAL THE LIKE. END OF THE CHORUS]
Whenever I ever make a comment, I always get met with a "who cares"
My character work is one not to share
Forever stuck as the ensemble of this pointless play
My happiness is something of yesterday
If just for once, I get a morsel of your attention
Would you realize how much I've been used to your rejection?
How deserving I am of your apprehension?
Do you think I can't read between the kicklines?
Do you genuinely think I'd sit by and let you toss me aside
Well you're right
I'm sick and tired of this harmony
This self-pitying soliloquy
It's time to come clean
You all hate me
It's all a big conspiracy!
So let me die!
4 3 2 1!
[CHORUS]
A melody floats through the air
When silence falls, does no one care?
You ask me "what do you want?"
But in the end that question is only up to me and Kant
They're singing, they're dancing
You're telling me I should be prancing
So I apologize and close my eyes
I don't know what to say
I shouldn't have it my way
[INSTRUMENTAL]
[RAP]
a hivemind, a happy life
these ideals make me feel dead inside
they tell me with their help that they can make me happy
that they'll help me out of this rut
but this peer pressure is just driving me nuts
so please, tell me why you hate me
what am i doing wrong?
cause it's misery as far as i can see
THAT'S WHY IM SINGING THIS DAMN SONG
[INSTRUMENTAL AGAIN]
to be honest, i'll do anything to be a part of you lot
even if it's just for your sick plot
my happiness is a sham
so i'll gladly fall for your scam
i've already been criminalized, antagonized, and dehumanized
what's the harm with being deindividualized?
[CHORUS]
(ahhh) A final bow, A curtain vow
To end my useless life!
I can't pretend
That I can mend
These scars across my face
SAY, if this closing night
Can end my strife
This blight I call my life
I'll let it be
My final story
The bellhop's rendered obsolete
MY LAST LAMENT COMPLETE!
SAY GOODBYE TO EASY STREET!
[END]
