#jackyboy.

Have you ever loved someone so much yu cannot fathom a single second without them? You know you eventually will have to go to work, or like myself and him, go on tours and be separated for weeks...sometimes months. And it's hard to comprehend at that time that you have to leave their perfect smile and warm embrace - even though you are coming home to them - but you still have to be apart from them and it depresses you. (And no I'm not referring to it being actually depression - Although I know what that feels like and struggle with it daily.) It makes you feel alone ever if your best friend is beside you. Even if your actual band is a part of your family and you love spending that time with them and bonding and drinking beer and being fucking idiots. But still, a small part of you just want to be back in your partners arms. I've felt this way for...15 months now. From the moment we kissed. It was like a pure addiction. You changed me...you helped me flourish into an absolutely caring and family providing man. And I love you for that. We never really get noticed around here - which I'm also grateful for. But I wish people knew just how happy we are - together. Even if our minds sometimes are a little clouded, there is always that parting of sunshine as soon as we are back together. I love you Jacky Vincent Bell. And I probably always have. Thank you for being the most amazing friend - husband - father and inspiration I know.

Today is @wolfish-shenanigans birthday. He is 82. We can wear grandpa slacks together 😘. Happy Birthday my love.

I'm so disgustingly in love I can feel my chest tightening and my heart beating so rapidly in my chest. Did you ever think in a million years that love could feel so easy and perfect? I never thought I could be as happy as I am, and have been for almost a year. We don't usually talk about our relationship that much because it is ours and we do like to keep a lot of it private, but I'll tell you this. I have the most kind and generous husband. Someone who doesn't care that I go out with my friends and comes home a little wasted. Someone who will hold my hand even if we're just sitting on the couch and he's watching F1 and I'm watching some shitty reality tv show on my tablet. Someone who knows EVERYTHING about me but has never held a single mistake against me or made me feel like crap for something I did wrong. We have never argued. We have never considered not being together. We have taken things slow and fell in love gradually and I hope truly that everyone on this planet gets to feel something as special as this. I'm gonna go be a sap and cry now because I'm feeling really very emotional today for some reason. I love you all 😘😘😘😘

Bonus for being married to an english man: Best tea makers in the world.