Im the host of my system, and i have been like the body was 12. What i think happened was, i split into existence and the original host went dormant when i split. I didnt realize i was a factive until today and im realizing how much ive grown away from my source (the body is almost 18 now). Its not a bad feeling, but i am in a lot of shock. Im still trying to understand that im this body isnt just mine and fighting against denial and realizing my source is a huge step. A few weeks ago was when i realized the old host and i were different. It all happens in steps i guess.
The biggest thing was keeping me from realizing my source was the fact that I and my source are different genders. I used to spell my name more closely to my source but recently changed my name some.
-Jacqui, a jacksepticeye introject
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