no but the potential all of the possible double dates w bucktommy have has been driving me INSANE
i want bucktommy madney "buckleys found the two softest and dreamiest guys as their perfect match" double date. tommy opening doors for buck & buck helping him wear/take off his jacket. maddie teasing buck about the princess treatment he's getting. tommy offering to fly madney to their dream honeymoon/vacation destination. tommy's eyes fixed on buck almost the entirety of the night.
i want bucktommy henren "nothing but wlw mlm solidarity" double date. them judging each others' celebrity crushes. tommy half jokingly asking karen the secrets to a happy queer marriage, but listening to her answer so intently. buck noticing the longing in his eyes and holding his hand under the table. hen and tommy reminiscing that night at the bar where they showed each other their scars, hen smiling, "you found someone who won't get scared off at last, huh?" bucktommy offering to babysit denny and mara whenever.
i want bucktommy josh & his date "a table for the gays" double date. tommy is surrounded by these queer men in their 30s, sat back, watching them fondly. they remind him of his 30 year old self, how he could have been, had he been out. they talk about anything and everything, the gay dating scene in la, how is it to date a fellow first responder, what their weirdest grindr experience was. their laughter echo through the restaurant.
i want bucktommy bathena "meeting the in-laws but not really" double date. dinner at grant-nash household. bobby telling stories from times tommy was a rookie. tommy refilling buck's glass of wine while buck is enthusiastically talking about something. tommy's hand on his thigh for most of the night. bathena exchanging knowing glances, thinking, oh, he's gonna be so good for him.