sitting here staring at the enormity of what there is to say abt this queer story & its thematic subtext (+ foretext). and the show's fucking called "heated rivalry"

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sitting here staring at the enormity of what there is to say abt this queer story & its thematic subtext (+ foretext). and the show's fucking called "heated rivalry"

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mmm, i don't think i care for how mel's relationship with the arcane was handled. actually, the entirety of the medarda family drama was incredibly rushed, and i think it may have been better to scrap interesting and more expansive story possibilities in favour of simpler and better-executed plot points
i.e. mel's abilities felt like such a plot contrivance because we didn't see her develop them, we didn't see her learn from them, and we didn't see her use them for much other than ex machining other characters out of death blows. they really did her character a disservice by making her so powerful without having her grow into — or learn from — her power
as for ambessa, i really liked her as a villain, but i would have liked her better if we had seen the kind of threat that the black rose posed to her family. it's not really enough to make hand-wavey claims that they wanted mel and that kino's life was the price to keep her safe. this is a character who is ostensibly motivated by kinship (and power, no doubt, but also by family ties), but we kinda, like, don't really see what moves she makes that demonstrate that? or at least, i don't see how fucking around with piltover's and zaun's affairs could provide any benefit to her and her family, since conquest didn't seem to be her endgame. it's clear that the black rose was the biggest threat to the medardas, and it seemed like this threat is what drove a lot of ambessa's maneuverings, but i didn't really see how ambessa's feud with the black rose intersected with zaun/piltover relations beyond just "oh hey these people have the sci-fantasy equivalent of nukes and some fucked up little scientists... this could be useful for an imaginary war with some spooky magic people who don't really do much to move the plot"
idk, i think i ultimately felt disappointed by the medardas's role in the story because it felt like the story needed a problem to push things forward and needed a solution to tie things up, and ambessa and mel were just two characters who could be yoked to those problem/solution chariots in order to keep the show's urgency intact and keep the pace from faltering. their story would have probably been super compelling if it had the room to breathe and the time to be explored (and i do wish to be in an alternate timeline where we got a medarda-centric season or a spinoff or something), but it didn't do much for me, personally, shoehorned as it was
that being said, i did enjoy this season. don't mind my howling into the void. just trying to keep the ole' noggin sharp by picking apart something i like and tinkering with its pieces
HEWWO??
ilya is the bi representation i've always needed bc if a beautiful autistic wasian man looked at me like shane did in that fucking vegas bathroom i would also get into an 8 year situationship which jeopardizes my life just to top him
shane is like a hop skip & a jump from a himbo. endearingly sweet, kind of stupid, beefy-ish, a jock. but he's kneecapped by his frozen in an ice block introversion, bambi eyes, and boardlike prey animal posture. this necessarily suggests he is the king of cringefail babygirlism. in this essa

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half-formed thought + obligatory Not Slavic disclaimer but, per lrb, i also find how i've seen people talk abt ilya's teasing/ribbing & asshole mannerisms to be strange in the context of a slavic man...as someone who has been with slavic/balkan ppl before that's just how they riff & joke with each other. i've seen at least one russian fan point out how warm & represented it made them feel to see ilya talk & joke the way they do with their friends. it's an affection thing. also he's a fucking hockey player ofc chirping is his love language
'wounded little sheep wanting to be eaten' lit me up like a fucking new years sparkler this is ridiculous. avast perfect fictitious wet brown eyed lamb at the altar bottom relinquish my soul
i started organizing my notes about shane and this is fucking sisyphus's boulder actually. the fuck