#j;posts

To my close friends: ixseul, minakwn, pxjiyeonnn, soeunu, lotusxhanji, junielx, phsco, rougedxred, vivaxeric, jvngexnji, trekmin, notyourjr and to all the others, thank you for staying by my side. Some have been there from the very beginning, others have appeared later, many have left but would still hold a special place in my heart. Thank you for those who didn't know how to comfort me, but tried anyway. Your presence was enough. I could never thank enough for that. I'm also sorry that you had to deal with a Junhee who wasn't the usual smiley Junhee. I'm sorry for being stubborn and letting my feelings overcome me. I'm glad to say that I'm fine now. I have grown stronger and will keep smiling from now on.

To my label mates: yonghwans, jongerbread, yongxhwa, drummerkang, johnhyeon, shnhyjng, gminel, seoyvna, choijjonghun, choayaa, fxni, hxngstar, choiminarii, jaejxn, sseolhyun, sonqsari and all the others, thank you for being amazing and dorky siblings. You guys are totally a second family to me. I hope we'll stick together for a very, very long time and that this family will only grow bigger in the future.

To my friends and acquaintances: gminzz, jxh0pe, jxyoungmin, heedoyu, prksvo, jvmvn, eunaessi, princexiachan, princexialu, sxnwoo, bvxivn, ynbora, ynbbm, minpossible, hxnryz, jinxai, yxxnacorn, nxtkim, bamkii, jaeebum, airism, couleurx, magicflowershop, rovkim, jclectic, kwnxx, jvnguji, jungdaehun, sweetiexsihyun, sanqwoo, lethalisoo, indxhwn, raynejng, namrien, kriie, fromzelo, zephyrxs and many, many others, thank you for being part of my life. Although it might not be much, I do hope we can get closer or talk more this year! I'm really looking forward to that! Most of you can already be considered close friends as I feel very comfortable around you. Thank you very much for being my friend! Wah-- I met too many great people I wish to speak to more, but I can't really name everyone...

To all my neighbors at Cheonguk: I apologize for being very inefficient when it comes to greetings. I apologize for not being a good neighbor as I'm always moving in and out of the complex, always in a hurry. I'm sorry! I will try my best to change that this year. I really want to get to know my neighbors and welcome them!

To all my workers at 달콤한추억: Thank you so very much for working constantly despite the little ups and downs and the awful lack of presence coming from the owners. I'm also sorry about you all working without any proper guidance from Soyul Unni and I... Surely, this year, we will put more time into it, so things won't be like it was in 2014. Fighting!

To those who passed by in my life briefly and left: You reserved some of your time to speak to me. Thank you for distracting me when I didn't feel like being myself. You probably would never know that detail, but it was enjoyable to have new people to talk to, even for a short moment. I'm sorry you won't be able to see a more cheerful me though... Hopefully, you are all doing well wherever you are!

To those who I haven't spoken to yet: mxvha, wyuifan, fxrsxkn, kngsvl, jenniebrr, chiaso, baezzy, congelesfleur, shxnhve, blvkdahlia, jaewk, eunjistar, icarusuho, jomnho, ulsaen, sovou, kxseungyoon, yientuxn and literally 90% of my followers, I wish we'll get the chance to speak and befriend this year! Thank you for following me up till now and I sincerely apologize that we haven't talked properly yet. Let's change that soon!

And finally, to my boyfriend, jungkxxkie: I have a lot to say, but I'll try to keep it short and simple. You see, there are many things that I have left unsaid to you, many things I wish to tell you that will explain why it took me a while to reciprocate your feelings-- but they won't change the fact that I let myself fall for you. Thank you for staying by my side, for being very patient with me, for making me smile and laugh countless times. Time was probably what I needed and you gave it to me. We keep saying that we like each other very much... so I'll start the new year with another way to express my feelings for you: I love you. Let's be happy for as long as we can be together. Let's create many happy memories together. I love you, Kookie. ♥