#izalys

that damn post has me thinking abt izalys ofc it’s got me thinking abt izalys ... me serving him with my body me serving him my body. i’m not just using my body to serve him. what i serve him is my body. fuck

i can’t even think of any scenarios right now but know izana is at the front of my mind

screaming crying throwing up i love izana so much

i wanna rework and change izalys lore i think. i don’t think enemies-ish to lovers is right for us anymore. i think we’re friends to lovers

last post mainly inspired by the very vivid image of me kissing along izana’s fading top surgery scars. btw

i’m alsooo thinking about lazily crawling on top of izana after some morning cuddles. crawling up far enough to press kisses to his sternum, his collar bones, his neck, his jaw, and finally his lips, his arms wrapped more or less loosely around your neck. just a chaste peck at first; a little tease he chases with his lips. you push his head back down onto the pillows before you kiss him again, again, again. slow and drawn-out. he opens up his mouth willingly, and you push your tongue past his lips. he pulls you in closer, readily letting you explore every inch of his mouth, and whenever you part for breath, he chases after your lips for half a moment before relaxing back against the pillow

i am also once again thinking about waking up next to izana on a day neither of us have any obligations. we just wake up whenever we wake up. he’s already awake when i open my eyes at like 10am and i turn around in his hold and curl into his chest as he smiles at me and we continue cuddling for a bit because there is no rush and i almost fall asleep again but he tickles my side because he notices my breathing slowing down and i grumble at him but i love him so it’s okay

i still see izalys in everything i’m so gay