It was almost too easy to convince Rinâs parents to let her come over for the weekend. Of course, he was hardly just anyone , but last heâd heard, Sesshomaru was being a real hard ass about the kids studying adequately for their end of year exams.
He nor Sango had qualms about returning the gifts that Miroku helped them choose should those report cards return with anything less than Aâs lining the columns.
âYou are my savior.â Rin huffed. She fell into his arms, giving him a sideways hug before heading, almost immediately, into his kitchen to ransack his cupboards. âDad hasnât given us a break sinceâŚâ he heard the cabinet close and the plastic seal of the cookie container come squeaking open. âSince summer break, probably. If I have to face one more equation Iâm gonna put my head in the toilet.â
âYour parents have always been hardcore.â He knew that his cookies were not long for that world, so he snagged one from the pack and picked a seat. âWhen Sango and I were in highschool she used to beat me during study sessions. Justâ.â He grabbed the paper towel roll and made an example out of his counter. âThwack, thwack, thwack.â
âIf you think Iâm going to say that sheâs not like that anymore.â Around the cookie she shoved into her mouth hole, Rin continued, âIâm not. And, on top of that, theyâve been making us eat especially healthy food for the past few weeks.â She ranted for a few minutes about the way her parents had fashioned themselves into drill sergeants. When they were young they would order slices of cake from the cafe, sharing off of the plate while Sesshomaru went through cigarettes like they were going out of style.
âGet enough sleep. Eat healthy. No caffeine. No sugarâ.â Rin bit into another, her tongue darting out to collect the crumbs that escaped her violent chewing. âItâs like theyâve never been young before. Dad especially.â
âYour dad was a menace before he adopted you.â Miroku assured her. âHe threw away so many things for your sake. If heâs a littleâŚutilitarian, itâs because he loves you.â And because he was a bit of a control freak.
âLoving me doesnât give him the right to act insane.â
Miroku managed to snag a second cookie. The process of eating it would help him avoid saying too much or revealing secrets that he had no sole claim over. âAct? Now Rin, surely you know it isnât an act. He popped out of a crazy mother, was raised by a crazy father, and still managed to feign sanity. At this point it wouldnât be right to blame him for what he canât help.â It was a joke, or, at least Miroku thought it was, but the way her eyes dipped and her appetite suddenly died was startling.
âHe does plenty of judging.â She assured him. âIf things arenât the way ânature intended themâ then boom. In the trash. I donât think Iâm wrong to judge a little in return.â
âNo! Because he threw away that decaf coffee you brought him back from Kyoto all because it wasnât ârightâ.â
This was very clearly not about coffee, that much didnât need to be acknowledged, but he sat quietly, waiting for her to explode. Though, he would be making Sesshomaru pay for that coffee. Miroku had chosen those beans especially for him. According to Sango, the rotten old bastard hadnât been sleepingâtoo busy pacing the length of their bedroom muttering to himself until well into the night.
âJust imagine what heâll do to me.â
âOver a cookie binge?â Miroku shrugged his shoulders, feigning ignorance. âHe might make you go on a run with him, but I donât think heâs taking you back to the orphanage over that one.â
âItâs not just the cookies.â She groaned. Her head hit the counter with a dull thump. âI'm failing English, they want me to bring my nonexistent boyfriend to christmas dinner, and all the while my girlfriend is introducing me to her parents on new years.â
âArenât you a little young for a girlfriend?â
âIâm fifteen, Miroku! Iâm not a baby anymore.â
âWhen you were a baby you banged your head on the counter, ate all my food, and cried when your papa didnât cuddle you enough.â
âIf anyone understandsâ.â
âItâs me.â Miroku stood, collecting her how he did when she was still so small he only needed the one arm. âBut Iâve been saying it since you sat down. Your father loves you. So much. Youâre his daughter, his family. Nothing could get in the way of that.â
âHe hates uncle InuYasha,â she murmured into his chest. For someone who was very much not a baby, she still seemed to be soothed by the sound of his heart thudding against her ear.
âAnd that has nothing to do with the fact that he was born aunty InuYumi.â
âNot my story to tell.â
Rin pulled back. Most of her tears had already fallen by then, but she still brushed at her cheeks to be sure. In moments like those, when she was such a stunning combination of the people who had been ready to raise her, Miroku knew heâd done the right thing stepping away from the two people heâd loved the most. He hadnât been ready. Heâd resented Rin. Raising Kohaku after Sangoâs parentsâ passing had been too much, but to add on an infant? They held nothing against him when he took that massive step backwards, and he eventually found his own happiness, but there were days when they were reminiscing over their youth, that heâd wished theyâd chosen him.
Today was not one of those days. She was a product of their connection, and calling him uncle instead of papa somehow made that connection burn brighter.
âYou say that your father hates when things arenât as theyâre intended to be, but you have not been altered. So, donât you think that would mean that this inauthentic version of yourself is the one heâd actually hate?â
She considered that for so long he worried sheâd shut down on him. Then, finally, she sat back down and rested along the cradle she made of her arms.
âIf they disown meâŚâ
âI have a spare room.â He assured her, and then, as an afterthought, âand an old sutra with your old manâs name on it.â
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