It was almost too easy to convince Rinās parents to let her come over for the weekend. Of course, he was hardly just anyone , but last heād heard, Sesshomaru was being a real hard ass about the kids studying adequately for their end of year exams.
He nor Sango had qualms about returning the gifts that Miroku helped them choose should those report cards return with anything less than Aās lining the columns.
āYou are my savior.ā Rin huffed. She fell into his arms, giving him a sideways hug before heading, almost immediately, into his kitchen to ransack his cupboards. āDad hasnāt given us a break sinceā¦ā he heard the cabinet close and the plastic seal of the cookie container come squeaking open. āSince summer break, probably. If I have to face one more equation Iām gonna put my head in the toilet.ā
āYour parents have always been hardcore.ā He knew that his cookies were not long for that world, so he snagged one from the pack and picked a seat. āWhen Sango and I were in highschool she used to beat me during study sessions. Justā.ā He grabbed the paper towel roll and made an example out of his counter. āThwack, thwack, thwack.ā
āIf you think Iām going to say that sheās not like that anymore.ā Around the cookie she shoved into her mouth hole, Rin continued, āIām not. And, on top of that, theyāve been making us eat especially healthy food for the past few weeks.ā She ranted for a few minutes about the way her parents had fashioned themselves into drill sergeants. When they were young they would order slices of cake from the cafe, sharing off of the plate while Sesshomaru went through cigarettes like they were going out of style.
āGet enough sleep. Eat healthy. No caffeine. No sugarā.ā Rin bit into another, her tongue darting out to collect the crumbs that escaped her violent chewing. āItās like theyāve never been young before. Dad especially.ā
āYour dad was a menace before he adopted you.ā Miroku assured her. āHe threw away so many things for your sake. If heās a littleā¦utilitarian, itās because he loves you.ā And because he was a bit of a control freak.
āLoving me doesnāt give him the right to act insane.ā
Miroku managed to snag a second cookie. The process of eating it would help him avoid saying too much or revealing secrets that he had no sole claim over. āAct? Now Rin, surely you know it isnāt an act. He popped out of a crazy mother, was raised by a crazy father, and still managed to feign sanity. At this point it wouldnāt be right to blame him for what he canāt help.ā It was a joke, or, at least Miroku thought it was, but the way her eyes dipped and her appetite suddenly died was startling.
āHe does plenty of judging.ā She assured him. āIf things arenāt the way ānature intended themā then boom. In the trash. I donāt think Iām wrong to judge a little in return.ā
āNo! Because he threw away that decaf coffee you brought him back from Kyoto all because it wasnāt ārightā.ā
This was very clearly not about coffee, that much didnāt need to be acknowledged, but he sat quietly, waiting for her to explode. Though, he would be making Sesshomaru pay for that coffee. Miroku had chosen those beans especially for him. According to Sango, the rotten old bastard hadnāt been sleepingātoo busy pacing the length of their bedroom muttering to himself until well into the night.
āJust imagine what heāll do to me.ā
āOver a cookie binge?ā Miroku shrugged his shoulders, feigning ignorance. āHe might make you go on a run with him, but I donāt think heās taking you back to the orphanage over that one.ā
āItās not just the cookies.ā She groaned. Her head hit the counter with a dull thump. āI'm failing English, they want me to bring my nonexistent boyfriend to christmas dinner, and all the while my girlfriend is introducing me to her parents on new years.ā
āArenāt you a little young for a girlfriend?ā
āIām fifteen, Miroku! Iām not a baby anymore.ā
āWhen you were a baby you banged your head on the counter, ate all my food, and cried when your papa didnāt cuddle you enough.ā
āIf anyone understandsā.ā
āItās me.ā Miroku stood, collecting her how he did when she was still so small he only needed the one arm. āBut Iāve been saying it since you sat down. Your father loves you. So much. Youāre his daughter, his family. Nothing could get in the way of that.ā
āHe hates uncle InuYasha,ā she murmured into his chest. For someone who was very much not a baby, she still seemed to be soothed by the sound of his heart thudding against her ear.
āAnd that has nothing to do with the fact that he was born aunty InuYumi.ā
āNot my story to tell.ā
Rin pulled back. Most of her tears had already fallen by then, but she still brushed at her cheeks to be sure. In moments like those, when she was such a stunning combination of the people who had been ready to raise her, Miroku knew heād done the right thing stepping away from the two people heād loved the most. He hadnāt been ready. Heād resented Rin. Raising Kohaku after Sangoās parentsā passing had been too much, but to add on an infant? They held nothing against him when he took that massive step backwards, and he eventually found his own happiness, but there were days when they were reminiscing over their youth, that heād wished theyād chosen him.
Today was not one of those days. She was a product of their connection, and calling him uncle instead of papa somehow made that connection burn brighter.
āYou say that your father hates when things arenāt as theyāre intended to be, but you have not been altered. So, donāt you think that would mean that this inauthentic version of yourself is the one heād actually hate?ā
She considered that for so long he worried sheād shut down on him. Then, finally, she sat back down and rested along the cradle she made of her arms.
āIf they disown meā¦ā
āI have a spare room.ā He assured her, and then, as an afterthought, āand an old sutra with your old manās name on it.ā
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