#itzy au

I woke up with Yeji still against me, her hand resting over my chest like she was keeping me in place through sheer unconscious authority. For a while, I did not move. I only listened to the ocean beyond the balcony and the slow rhythm of her breathing.

When she finally stirred, her first words were not good morning “No chaos.” My eyes were still closed “I haven’t even opened my eyes.”

“I’m setting the tone.” “That feels unfair.” “That feels necessary.”

I opened one eye. Yeji was looking at me with sleepy suspicion, hair messy, face soft, one of my shirts hanging loose over her shoulder. The sight of her nearly made me forget the entire concept of restraint. Then I remembered last night. I remembered Yeji saying she was not made of endless space.

So instead of pulling her closer with every selfish thing I wanted, I kissed her forehead once and stayed still “Less chaos,” I said. Her expression softened “Good.”

“I’m behaving”. She sighed, but her fingers moved once over my side. That felt like forgiveness. Or at least probation.

The morning passed without incident. That was the most suspicious part.

Breakfast was calm enough that everyone kept waiting for the punishment. Yuna had her notebook open but did not announce a single mandatory activity. Ryujin looked bored by peace but did not immediately attack it. Lia drank tea quietly and only glanced at me twice.

Chaeryeong and Momo had somehow formalized breakfast duty into something with rotations, backup rotations, and snack contingencies. Momo accepted this system because it involved food. Chaeryeong accepted this system because it gave her something useful to do with her hands.

By midday, everyone had scattered into small pockets of vacation again.

TWICE drifted between the spa, the pool, and the shaded lounge. John actually took a nap because Jihyo stood in front of him with crossed arms until he stopped pretending he was “just resting his eyes.” Mina approved this outcome with one quiet nod.

Yuna tried to rename napping into “horizontal wellness.” Lia confiscated the pen again I found Lia later near the reading lounge.

Not by accident, not entirely.

She was sitting in the same corner as before, book open, tea beside her, Yuna’s pen placed neatly on top of the table like a trophy. She looked up when I entered.

“You’re not doing a wellness check, are you?” “No.” “Good.” “I’m doing a wellness check-adjacent social visit.”

Her eyes narrowed “That sounds worse.”

“It is less official.” “That does not make it better.”

I sat across from her. For a moment, neither of us spoke. The quiet was different now. Less tense. Less frightened. Lia had changed after last night, but not in a dramatic way. She had not become bold overnight. She was not suddenly Ryujin. She was still careful, still thoughtful, still folding her feelings into smaller pieces before offering them out. But she did not look like she wanted to disappear. That mattered.

“Are you okay?” I asked. Lia sighed “You said this was not a wellness check.” “I might have lied.” “I noticed.” “Answer anyway?”

She looked down into her tea. Then smiled faintly “I’m okay.”

“Actual answer?” She hesitated. Then nodded “I’m embarrassed. But not ashamed.” The distinction landed exactly where it needed to. I leaned back slightly “That’s good.”

“I think so.” her fingers traced the edge of the cup “I thought I would feel worse after asking for more.”

“And?” “I don’t.” She looked up at me. “That is the confusing part.”

I waited. Lia’s eyes lowered again “I keep expecting myself to panic. Or regret it. Or feel like I moved too fast.”

“Do you?” “No.”

Her voice was quiet. Certain enough to surprise herself. Then she laughed under her breath “I think my body is moving faster than my courage.”

“That sounds uncomfortable.” “It is.” “Scary?” “A little.”

She looked at me again “But not bad.” I nodded. Lia seemed relieved that I did not try to solve it too quickly “I don’t want to rush,” she said.

“I know.” “But I also don’t want to keep pretending I don’t want anything.” “You don’t have to.” “I know.”

There was that word again. Still half-belief. Still learning. I smiled gently “You’re getting better at knowing.” Her cheeks turned pink “Don’t sound proud.”

“I am proud.” “That is worse.” “It is true.”

She looked away, but she was smiling. For a few seconds, that was enough. Then her expression changed into something quieter “Does Yeji really not hate me?” The question hurt more because of how softly she asked it “No,” I said “She doesn’t.”

“I know she said that.” “She meant it.”

Lia nodded slowly “I think I believe her.”

“That’s also good.” “She still looked tired.” “She was.”

Lia’s face tightened with guilt. I leaned forward slightly “Not because of you alone.”

“But I added to it.” “Yes,” I said honestly.

She looked at me “And that doesn’t make you wrong. It just means this is real. Everyone affects everyone.”

Lia swallowed “That sounds harder.” “It is.” “Then why does it also feel better?”

I smiled faintly “Because hiding is easier, but it doesn’t always feel better.” She sat with that for a while. Then she nodded. Small. Steady “I don’t want to hide.” That was the most important thing she said that day. Enough that I knew something in her had moved.

Later that afternoon, I found Chaeryeong in the kitchen garden. Or rather, she found me pretending I was not lost. The resort had a small herb garden tucked behind the dining pavilion, mostly decorative, probably maintained by staff who were paid very well to make basil look peaceful. Chaeryeong stood beside one of the raised planters with a small basket over one arm, looking at the herbs like they had asked her a philosophical question.

“You look like you’re about to apologize to the rosemary,” I said. She startled, then smiled sheepishly “I was thinking.” “That sounds dangerous around this group.” “It usually is.”

I stepped closer, keeping enough space between us that she did not feel crowded “Need help?”

“With herbs?” “With thinking.”

She looked down. For a moment, I thought she would say no, then she surprised me “I don’t know where I stand yet.” The words were familiar. But they sounded different here. Less defensive. More honest.

I leaned against the edge of the planter “That’s okay.”

“Is it?” “Yes.”

She looked at me “I think everyone keeps saying that because they don’t want to pressure me.”

“That is part of it.” “And the other part?” “Because it’s true.”

Chaeryeong’s fingers brushed over the handle of the basket “I know more than I did before.”

“I figured.” “Yuna talks.” “She detonates information.”

Chaeryeong laughed softly “She does.” The smile faded. “But knowing is different from standing inside it.” I stayed quiet. Chaeryeong looked toward the dining pavilion, where distant laughter carried through the open air “Yeji unnie knows who she is to you. Ryujin knows what she wants. Yuna is scared, but she jumps anyway. Lia unnie is careful, but she’s moving.”

“And you?” “I watch.”

There was no bitterness in it. That almost made it heavier “I watch and I understand pieces. I understand why they trust you. I understand why they keep choosing this. I understand why it feels less wrong when I see how honest everyone is trying to be.” She looked down at the herbs again “But understanding doesn’t make me brave.”

“It doesn’t have to.”

Her eyes lifted. I continued carefully “You don’t owe anyone bravery on a schedule.” Chaeryeong absorbed that in silence. Then, very quietly “What if it isn’t only fear?”

I watched her. Her fingers tightened around the basket handle “What if part of me wants to stay outside because outside feels safer, and part of me hates that I want to be invited in anyway?” That was the real confession. Not desire. Not yet. The ache before desire had a shape.

I softened my voice “Then both parts are allowed to exist.” She looked at me like she wanted that to be true. I let the silence hold it “I don’t want to be pitied,” she said.

“You’re not.” “I don’t want to be treated like the one who needs extra care because I’m behind.” “You’re not behind.” “I feel behind.” “That doesn’t make it true.”

Her mouth pressed together. For a moment, Chaeryeong looked younger than the rest of them. Not childish. Just tired of being measured by a race nobody had officially started.

“I don’t know what I want from you,” she admitted. “That’s okay.” “But I think I want to stop pretending I don’t want anything.”

The echo of Lia’s words from earlier hit me quietly. Different women. Different fears. Same retreat pulling truth out of people one careful thread at a time. I nodded “Then we start there.” Chaeryeong looked at me “No pressure?” I gave her a small smile “No pressure.”

“No expectation?” “No expectation.” “And if I change my mind?” “Then you change your mind.”

She studied me for a long moment. Then her shoulders loosened. Just a little “Okay.” She nodded. Then, because the universe refused to let emotional maturity live unbothered, Momo appeared at the end of the garden path.

“Chaeryeong?” Chaeryeong turned “Yes?” Momo lifted a hand “The kitchen asked if we need more basil.” Chaeryeong looked down at the basket. Then at the herb planter. Then back at Momo “We are literally standing beside the basil.” Momo nodded “That is why I came.” I looked between them “Diplomacy.” Chaeryeong laughed. Not big. Not free completely. But easier than before.

The rest of the day passed without collapse. That alone made it feel unreal. There were small moments. Yuna tried to schedule sunset reflection and was outvoted by everyone including herself once snacks arrived. Ryujin behaved badly enough to reassure the group she had returned to normal. Lia sat closer to me during dinner than she had before, not touching, not announcing anything, just no longer treating distance like protection.

Chaeryeong spoke more. Not a lot. But enough. Yeji noticed all of it.

That night, when we returned to our room, she leaned against the door and looked at me with quiet approval “Less chaos,” she said. I smiled “I tried.”

“You did.” “That sounded surprised.” “I am.” “Fair.”

She crossed the room and kissed me. Soft. Proud. The kind of kiss that felt like being allowed back into warmth. Then we went to bed without incident.

The next morning, I woke before Yeji. The room was still blue with early light. The curtains moved faintly from the air-conditioning, and the ocean beyond the balcony sounded softer than usual, as if even the waves had agreed to behave for once.

Yeji was tucked against me, her back to my chest, my arm around her waist.For a while, I only held her. I remembered the day before. Lia choosing not to hide. Chaeryeong admitting she did not know where she stood. Yeji watching all of us with that careful love that made room and asked, finally, to be given room back.

I remembered her saying I was loved. Difficult. But loved. The thought moved through me slowly. A pull toward her that had nothing to do with chaos. No jealousy. No joke. No wife privileges being weaponized at a dinner table. No public teasing. No emotional disaster. No one else’s need.

Just Yeji breathing softly in my arms. Just her warmth against me. Just the sudden, quiet realization that I wanted her. Not because she had provoked me. Not because I needed comfort. Not because the day had broken me and she was where I returned.

Because she was there. Because I loved her. Because wanting her did not always need to be an emergency.

I lowered my mouth to the back of her neck. The first kiss was barely a touch. Yeji shifted slightly but did not wake. I kissed her again, slower this time, just below her hairline. Her breath changed. I felt it before she moved.

“Ben?” she murmured. “Morning, beautiful.” my voice came out lower than I intended. She made a sleepy sound and leaned back against me “Morning.”

I kissed her shoulder through the loose fabric of her shirt. She stilled. Not tense. Aware “Are you awake?” I asked.

“Mostly.” “Good.” “That sounded suspicious.” “It was sincere.” “That is sometimes worse.”

I smiled against her skin. She turned slowly in my arms until she was facing me. Her hair was messy. Her eyes were half-lidded. Her face had that soft morning openness she never carried outside the room for long. I kissed her before she could rebuild herself. Then again.

Her hand found my chest, not pushing away, just resting there while she understood the shape of the morning. The kiss deepened lazily. There was no rush. No spark thrown into gasoline. Just warmth gathering where our mouths met.

Yeji’s fingers curled slightly into my shirt. I pulled her closer. Not hard, but enough. Enough that she felt me. Her eyes opened against mine. For a moment, neither of us moved. Then her cheeks flushed.

“Ben.” “I know.” “You’re…” “I know.”

Her eyes flicked away. Embarrassed. That surprised me more than it should have. After everything between us, after every joke and every almost-wife comment and every time she had learned exactly how to undo me, this still made her shy. Maybe because this time, nothing had started it. No catalyst. No provocation. Only me, only me wanting her.

She swallowed “What started this?” I brushed a strand of hair away from her face “You.” Her blush deepened “I didn’t do anything.”

“That’s the point.” She looked at me then. Really looked. The room seemed to quiet around us. I kissed the corner of her mouth “I don’t want chaos this morning.” Her voice softened “Then what do you want?” I let my hand settle at her waist. Not pulling yet. Just there, letting her know “You. Slowly. Properly.” I paused, holding her gaze. “If you want me too.”

Something in her face shifted. Embarrassment first. Then understanding. Then a softness so deep it almost hurt.

“Benjie.” “I mean it.” “I know.” “No. I want you to know why.”

She stayed quiet. I touched my forehead to hers “Yesterday, you told me you needed room too. And all I kept thinking about was how much I want to give you that. How much I want to love you without making you carry everything first.”

Her fingers tightened in my shirt “This isn’t because something happened,” I whispered. “It’s not because I’m reacting to anyone else. It’s not because I need you to fix me.” Yeji’s breathing had gone shallow. I kissed her once. Then said the rest “I woke up beside you, and I wanted you because I love you.”

Her eyes shone. Not enough to cry. Enough to make me feel reckless in a completely different way. She looked down between us again, cheeks still warm “So your body is being romantic?” I laughed softly “Trying its best.”

“That is a terrible sentence.” “It is emotionally accurate.”

She covered her face with one hand.

“I cannot believe I love you.” “I can.”

Her eyes peeked through her fingers

“You can?” “Yes.” “I made a mistake.” “Too late.”

She lowered her hand, trying to glare. It failed. Completely. Then she kissed me. This time, she was the one who made it deeper, but deliberate. A yes without saying it too quickly.

I held her closer, and she let herself be pulled into me. Her leg shifted against mine. Her hand slid up to my neck. The kiss turned warmer, slower, less sleepy now but still gentle enough to keep the morning intact.

When she pulled back, her cheeks were flushed.

“You’re sure?” I asked. Yeji blinked. Then softened “You’re asking me?”

“Yes.” “After all of that?” “Yes.”

Her mouth curved.

“You really are trying.” “I am.”

She touched my face “I want you too.” The words settled into me like sunlight. I kissed her again, and the morning changed shape around us.

The blue light of the early morning filtered through the curtains, casting a soft, ethereal glow over the room. The ocean breathed outside, a rhythmic, distant pulse that mirrored the steady thrum of my own heart. I didn't move for a long time, just held Yeji against me, her warmth a solid, comforting weight in the quiet.

I shifted, rolling her onto her back and hovering over her. My weight was supported by my forearms, my chest barely grazing hers. I looked down at her—really looked at her. Her eyes were still heavy with sleep, her lips slightly parted, her expression stripped of the armor she wore for the rest of the world.

"You're staring," she whispered, her voice a low, raspy velvet. "I'm appreciating," I replied.

I leaned down, capturing her lips in a kiss that tasted of sleep and intimacy. It wasn't a kiss of urgency or desperation. It was a promise. I felt her hand slide up my back, her fingers curling into my skin, pulling me deeper into the contact.

"I love you, Yeji," I murmured against her mouth.

She let out a shaky breath, her eyes fluttering open, searching mine. "You really mean that. Right now. Not because of the chaos."

"Especially not because of the chaos. Just because it's you."

A small, vulnerable smile touched her lips. "I love you too, Ben. So much." I kissed her again, more deeply this time, my tongue sweeping against hers in a slow, deliberate dance. We weren't rushing. The world outside the door didn't exist. There were no schedules, no expectations, no roles to play. There was just the heat gathering between us.

My hand slid down from her waist, brushing over the curve of her hip, while my other hand found the hem of her shirt. I lifted the fabric slowly, exposing the creaminess of her stomach, the soft dip of her navel. She arched slightly, a soft moan vibrating in her throat. I followed the line of her skin with my lips, kissing the valley between her breasts, the sensitive peak of one nipple through the lace of her bra "You are so beautiful," I whispered, my voice thick.

"Ben..."

I worked the clothes away with a slow, focused intensity. The shirt went first, then the bra, then the thin fabric of her underwear. I took my time, savoring the reveal of every inch of her. When she was finally bare beneath me, I felt a surge of protectiveness and desire so potent it made my hands tremble slightly.

I stripped off my own clothes, tossing them carelessly aside. When I settled back between her thighs, the contact of skin on skin felt like a revelation. I began to roam, my hands exploring the familiar landscape of her body, but with a new sense of reverence.

"I love how your skin feels," I said, my hand cupping the weight of her breast, my thumb grazing her nipple. "I love the way you breathe when I touch you here."

I moved my hand lower, tracing the line of her ribs, the softness of her belly.

"I love your strength," I continued, my voice dropping an octave. "The way you hold everything together. But I love this more. I love that right now, you don't have to hold anything. You can just be mine."

Yeji’s breath hitched. She reached up, one hand cupping my jaw, her thumb stroking my cheek, while her other hand drifted lower. Her fingers brushed against my thigh before closing around the length of my cock.

I groaned, my hips jerking instinctively. She didn't grip hard; she just held me, her palm warm and soft. As we kissed, her hand began to move, a slow, rhythmic slide that sent sparks shooting straight to my brain. She guided me down, moving the head of my cock toward the center of her heat.

I felt the first touch of her pussy—the slick, hot folds of her labia meeting the tip of my glans as the tip was slowly drenched in her nectar.

She rubbed me slowly against her clit, a teasing, circular motion that had me seeing stars. She let out a long, shuddering moan, her hips lifting to meet me, seeking the entry.

"Please," she whimpered into the kiss.

I broke the kiss, pulling back just enough to look into her blown-out pupils. I pressed a lingering kiss to her cheek, then her jaw.

"Not yet," I whispered. "Ben…" "Trust me."

I shifted my weight, sliding down her body. I started with her breasts, my mouth enveloping one nipple, sucking firmly while my hand massaged the other. I heard her gasp, her back arching off the sheets. I moved lower, my tongue tracing the line of her abs, tasting the salt of her skin. I lingered at her navel, swirling my tongue there before moving further down.

I kissed the inside of her thighs, the skin there tender and pale. I could smell her now—the heavy, musky scent of her arousal, her sweet aroma. I felt her legs tremble, her thighs opening wider, inviting me in.

I reached the outer regions of her pelvis, my breath hot against her skin. I used my fingers to part her, revealing the glistening, pink depths of her pussy. She was soaking, a thick trail of her juices coating her clit and dripping onto the sheets. I looked up at her, seeing the desperation in her eyes, the way she was biting her lip to keep from screaming.

I leaned in, my tongue flicking once, sharply, against her clit.

Yeji shrieked, her hands flying to the sheets, gripping them tight. I didn't stop. I dove in, my tongue sweeping through the length of her pussy, tasting the creaminess of her. I used a combination of broad, flat strokes and sharp, pointed flicks, focusing all my attention on the tiny, pulsing nub of her clitoris.

The sounds filled the room—the wet noise of my tongue working against her folds, the sound of my saliva mixing with her nectar. I used my fingers to stretch her open, sliding one, then two, deep into her tight, pulsing channel. I felt her walls clamping around my fingers, milking them, while my tongue continued its relentless assault on her clit.

"Oh god, Ben... I love you... I love you so much!" she cried out, her voice breaking.

She wasn't talking about the sex. She was sobbing the words, her voice thick with emotion. I increased the pace, my tongue vibrating against her, my fingers pumping deep inside her, hitting her G-spot with every thrust.

"I love how happy you make me!" she wailed, her body beginning to stiffen. "Ben! I love you!"

The orgasm hit her like a tidal wave. Her pussy clamped down on my fingers in violent, rhythmic spasms, and she let out a long, guttural scream, her entire body shaking under the force of the climax. I stayed there, continuing to lick her softly, tasting her release, holding her through the aftershocks until her breathing slowed.

I slid back up her body, pressing my forehead against hers. We were both breathing hard, our skin slick with sweat and fluids "I love you," I whispered, my voice raw. "Just you."

Yeji closed her eyes, a single tear escaping and rolling down her temple. "I love you too. Please... I want to feel you. I want you inside me."

I didn't need to be told twice. I positioned myself, the head of my cock probing the entrance of her pussy. She was wide open, dripping and eager. I pushed in slowly, feeling the incredible tightness of her walls stretching to accommodate me. The sensation was overwhelming—the heat, the wetness, the way she seemed to mold herself around me.

"Fuck, you're so tight," I groaned, burying my face in the crook of her neck. "Don't stop," she whispered, her legs wrapping around my waist, locking me in.

I began to move, slow and sensual. Each thrust was deliberate, a deep, sliding motion that felt like we were merging into one person. I could feel every ridge of her interior, the way her pussy gripped my shaft with every inch I gained. We weren't just making love; we were communicating. Every moan, every shift in rhythm, every tightened muscle was a word in a conversation only we understood.

The sound of our bodies meeting became a steady rhythm—the wet slap of our skin making contact, the sound of our juices being churned together. I watched her face, the way her expression shifted from pleasure to an almost spiritual intensity.

"You're mine," I whispered, thrusting deeper, hitting her cervix. "Yes," she gasped, her eyes locking onto mine. "Yours. Always yours."

I shifted our position, sliding her down the bed and hooking her legs over my shoulders. This angle allowed me to drive even deeper, my cock bottoming out inside her with every thrust. The friction was incredible, the heat building in the base of my spine. I could feel the pressure mounting, the inevitable cliff approaching.

Yeji’s moans turned into short, sharp pants. She was close again, her internal muscles pulsing around me, squeezing my cock with an intensity that nearly broke my resolve.

"Y-yeji," I gasped “I’m close."

I accelerated, my thrusts becoming harder, faster. The shlicking sound intensified, the bed creaking under the force of our movement. I felt her peak starting, her pussy tightening in those familiar, violent waves. I drove myself into her one last time and holding it there, my cock pulsing deep inside her as I erupted.

I felt the hot jets of my cum filling her, flooding her channel, while she screamed my name, her own orgasm crashing over her in a final, blinding wave of pleasure. We collapsed together, our hearts hammering against each other's chests, the silence of the room returning, save for our ragged breathing.

For a few minutes, we just lay there, entwined, the feeling of the connection slowly fading but the emotional weight of it remaining. I kissed her forehead, her nose, her eyelids.

Then, Yeji shifted. She pushed herself up, her eyes shimmering with a renewed hunger. She looked down at me, a playful, predatory glint in her eyes that I knew all too well.

"I'm not done with you," she whispered.

Before I could respond, she swung her leg over me, sliding off my cock with a wet pop. She settled herself on top, her breasts swaying above me. She gripped my shoulders, her gaze unwavering.

"My turn," she said.

She lowered herself onto me, guiding my cock back inside her with a slow, agonizingly steady descent. I groaned, my head hitting the pillow as she took all of me in one go. She didn't start moving immediately; she just sat there, letting us both feel the fullness of the connection.

Then, she began to move.

It wasn't the frantic pace of before. It was a rhythmic, grinding motion, her hips circling as she slid up and down. She leaned forward, hugging me, her breasts pressing firmly against my chest. We kissed deeply, our tongues intertwining as our lower bodies worked in perfect harmony.

"You feel so good," she moaned into my mouth, her voice a soft, airy sound. "I love feeling you inside me like this."

I reached up, my hands finding her hips, helping her drive herself down harder. The sound of our skin slapping together echoed in the quiet room, a primal, honest sound. I could feel her clit rubbing against the base of my cock with every downward stroke, adding another layer of pleasure to the friction.

Yeji’s moans became more frequent, more melodic. She was lost in it, her head tossing back, her throat exposed. I watched her, the woman who led, the woman who cared, now completely undone by her own desire.

"Ben... I'm... I'm going again," she whispered, her voice trembling. "Go for it, babe. Just let go."

She increased the speed, her movements becoming more erratic, more desperate. She was clinging to me now, her nails digging into my shoulders. I could feel her pussy tightening, the walls beginning to ripple around me. I thrust upward, meeting her halfway, our rhythms synchronizing into a frantic, driving pace.

We hit the peak together. Yeji let out a long, high-pitched keen, her body shuddering as she came, her pussy clamping down on me with a strength that forced a loud groan from my lungs. I followed her immediately, my own release triggering as I pumped the last of my seed into her.

We crashed back down into the pillows, limbs tangled, skin glued together by sweat and love. The morning sun was higher now, the room brighter, the world outside beginning to wake up. But inside the bubble of the resort room, time had stopped.

I pulled her into my arms, tucking her head under my chin. I kissed the top of her head, breathing in the scent of her hair.

"I love you," I whispered. "I love you too, Benjie," she murmured, her voice sounding sleepy and completely satisfied.

We lay there in the quiet, the only sound the distant ocean and the steady, synchronized beating of two hearts that had finally found their center. There was no chaos here. No noise. Just the two of us, and the lingering warmth of a morning where we had finally seen each other for who we truly were.

For a while, neither of us moved.

The room had grown brighter by then. Morning light slipped through the curtains in warm, soft strips, touching the sheets, the floor, the discarded clothes neither of us had the energy to care about yet.

Yeji stayed tucked against me, her cheek on my chest, her breathing slow and heavy with the kind of satisfaction that made the rest of the world feel unnecessary.

I kissed the top of her head. She made a small sound and tightened her arm around me “No.”

I smiled “No what?” “No moving.” “I did not move.”

“You were thinking about it.” “That is still not a crime.” “It is today.”

I laughed quietly, careful not to disturb her too much. For a few more minutes, we stayed exactly like that. No chaos. Just Yeji warm in my arms, one leg tangled with mine, her fingers drawing lazy shapes against my chest like she was reminding herself I was still there.

Eventually, the silence became too peaceful to trust. Yeji lifted her head first. I immediately pulled her back down. She laughed against my skin “Benjie.”

“No.” “We have to go to breakfast.” “No, we do not.” “Yes, we do.” “They’ll survive.” “Ryujin won’t let us.”

I sighed “That argument keeps working.”

“Because it’s true.”

She pushed herself up enough to look at me, hair messy, cheeks still pink, eyes softer than I had ever seen them. The sight of her almost made me forget what breakfast was. Almost. She noticed “Do not look at me like that.”

“Like what?” “Like you’re about to suggest breakfast is optional again.” “I was thinking it respectfully.” “It does not help that I am starting to agree with you.” I immediately sat up a little “Then we can stay?” Yeji looked at me “Ben…” “We could.” “No.” “We don't have to go.” “Yes, we do.” “It sounds like even you don't want to.”

Her expression softened despite herself.

“It's tempting. Staying here glued to you.” “See?” “But no.” “Cruel.” “Responsible.” “Same thing sometimes.”

She narrowed her eyes.

“That sounded like Ryujin.” “I’m sorry.” “You should be.”

I reached up and brushed her hair away from her face. Her expression softened before she could stop it “I don’t want to go either,” she admitted.

That made my chest warm “Then don’t.” “I said I don’t want to. I didn’t say we shouldn’t.”

She leaned down and kissed me. It was supposed to be quick. It was not.

The kiss lingered, slow and warm, her hand sliding to my jaw while mine settled at her waist. It did not turn frantic. It did not try to become anything else. It only stayed there, deep enough to make leaving feel like a personal betrayal.

When she pulled away, I followed. She pressed two fingers to my lips.

“No.” “That was cruel before, and it’s cruel now.” “It still works.” “I hate that.” “You love me.” “I do. Insanely so.”

Her face softened again. For a second, the playful wall dropped and there she was: loved, wanted, still glowing from it, still a little shy about how much it showed. Then her stomach made a small sound. We both froze. I looked down. Yeji closed her eyes.

“Do not.” “I said nothing.” “You are smiling.” “It was romantic.” “It was not.” “It was your body agreeing with breakfast.”

She covered her face.

“I hate you.” “You love me.” “Unfortunately, I insanely do.”

I laughed, and she hit my chest lightly before sliding out of bed. The room instantly became colder. I sat up and watched her gather the sheet around herself. She looked back over her shoulder.

“Shower.” “Yes.” “Care to join me?”

I opened my mouth. She pointed at me clearly seeing how I sprang back up to life.

“Think carefully.”

I closed my mouth. She smiled. Then, after a second, her expression softened into something dangerously gentle “Together,” she said “But we behave.”

My brain stopped. She walked toward the bathroom before I could recover.

“Yeji.” “Behave,” she repeated, not looking back.

I followed her because I was a man in love, not a saint and the shower was a test of character. A difficult one.

Warm water ran over both of us, washing away the evidence of the morning while doing absolutely nothing to cool the feeling between us. Yeji stood in front of me, head tipped back under the spray, eyes closed, water running down her face and throat.

I tried to be respectful. I really did. Then she opened one eye.

“You’re staring.” “I am admiring.” “That excuse is exhausted.” “God forbid a man admire his incredibly beautiful and sexy lover.”

Yeji turned her head just enough to give him a look.

“A tragic injustice.” “The greatest.” “Your bravery will be remembered.” “I suffer every day.”

A laugh escaped her despite herself “Such a liar.”

I stepped closer and pressed a quick kiss to the back of her neck. Then another and another.

“Ben.” “I’m admiring respectfully.” “You are absolutely not.”

I smiled against her skin and left one last peck there. Yeji shook her head, trying—and failing—not to smile. Then she felt it. Her eyes closed immediately.

“Ben.” “What?”

She turned enough to look at him. He already knew.

“Seriously?” “I am literally standing in a shower with my girlfriend, it’s weirder if I don’t get hard.” “That is not a defense.” “It feels like a defense.”

Yeji pointed a finger at him.

“No.” “I know.” “No starting over.” “I know.” “We are not having shower sex.” “Ughhh, fine.” I sighed dramatically. “To be fair, shower sex has been on relationship bucket list for a very long time.”

Yeji starred at me “I know.” I blinked “You know?” “Ben, you’ve been clearly planning that ever since we started dating.” “Accusatory” “You once sent me a reel about romantic couple showers and pretended it was about bathroom design.”

I opened my mouth then proceeded to close it. Yeji’s expression turned smug.

“That was one time.” “It was not.” “Ok maybe twice.”

She looked at me.

“Fine. More than twice.” “Thank you.” I sighed dramatically again “Kill a man’s dream why don’t you?”

She laughed. The sound nearly made the whole conversation worth it. Then she turned around, water slipping over her shoulders, and looked at me with the calm authority of a woman who knew exactly how much trouble she was causing.

She turned around, water slipping over her shoulders, and looked at me with the calm authority of a woman who knew exactly how much trouble she was causing.

After a moment, her expression softened.

“Next time.” My brain stopped “What?”

Yeji immediately regretted saying it. The pink creeping into her cheeks confirmed it.

“I said next time.” I stared at her “Yeji.” “Do not make this weird.” “You just put shower sex on the calendar.” “I did not.” “You absolutely did.” “I said next time.” “Exactly.” “That is not the same thing.” “It is literally hope.”

She covered her face for a second.

“Breakfast.” “Yeji.” “Breakfast.” “I'm going to remember this forever.” “I know.” “You have changed my life.” “You are impossible.” “And yet, next time.”

She pointed at me again “No celebrating promised shower sex.”

“I am celebrating internally.” “You are smiling.” “I can't help it.”

She shook her head, still blushing “Ben.”

“Sorry.”

I was not sorry. At all.

She stepped closer anyway. That was unfair. Her hands rested on my chest, fingers spreading over my skin as if she was smoothing me back into place after taking me apart. I lowered my forehead to hers, and for a moment, the water filled the silence between us. Then she kissed me. Slow. Careful. The kind of kiss that said she knew we had to stop, but wanted one more reason to regret it.

My arms went around her waist. She let me hold her. The kiss deepened for a few seconds. Just a few. Enough for the heat to return. Enough for my hands to tighten. Enough for her breath to catch against my mouth. Then she pulled back, eyes closed, lips still close to mine.

“Breakfast.” I groaned softly “I am starting to resent breakfast.” “You will eat.” “I am emotionally nourished.” “You also need rice.” “That sounded like Momo.” “Momo is wise.”

She kissed me once more, quick and devastating, then turned away to finish rinsing her hair.

I stood there under warm water, deeply in love, deeply frustrated, and deeply aware that Yeji had won. Again. Although technically, I had also won. A little. The words “next time” were going to sustain me for months.

By the time we dressed, the morning had fully arrived. Yeji chose something casual and light, but there was something different in the way she carried herself. Not louder. Not performative. Not trying to announce anything. Just comfortable.

When I opened the door, she stepped beside me, then slipped her hand around my arm. Not my hand. My arm. She leaned into me lightly, shoulder brushing mine, fingers resting against my forearm like it was the most natural thing in the world. I looked down at her. She looked ahead.

“What?” “Nothing.” “You’re smiling.” “I like this.”

Her cheeks warmed, but she did not let go.

“Good.”

That single word almost ruined me.

We walked to breakfast like that. Not hiding. Not rushing. Not pretending we had only coincidentally arrived together. By the time we reached the dining pavilion, most of the others were already there. Which meant we had an audience. Of course we did.

Yuna saw us first. Her spoon stopped halfway to her mouth. Then her eyes dropped to Yeji’s hand around my arm. Then to Yeji leaning against me. Then to my face. Her mouth slowly opened. Lia, without even looking up from her tea, said, “Choose wisely.”

Yuna closed her mouth. Ryujin leaned back in her chair, sunglasses pushed into her hair “Oh.”

Yeji did not let go. Ryujin’s smile widened “Oh, that’s new.” “It is not new,” Yeji said calmly.

The table went quiet for half a second. Because Yeji answered. Calmly. Without backing down, without dropping my arm. Without pretending Ryujin had not noticed. I looked at her. She looked at the table. Then lifted her chin slightly.

“It’s just more visible.”

The dining pavilion detonated. Nayeon slapped the table once “There it is!” Sana clasped both hands under her chin “She said it.” Dahyun raised her imaginary microphone. “Breaking news: Hwang Yeji upgrades public attachment policy.”

Jihyo pointed at her. “No reports before breakfast.” Dahyun lowered her hand “After breakfast?” “No.”

Mina looked at Yeji, then at me, then back to Yeji “Visibility is a practical adjustment.” John stared at her “Why did that sound like a corporate memo?”

Mina blinked “It was supportive.” “It was terrifying.”

Yeji sat down beside me, still composed, though the tips of her ears had turned pink. Yuna leaned forward, eyes sparkling “So are we allowed to comment or is this one of those moments where commenting gets us killed?”

Yeji looked at her. Yuna sat back “Understood.” Ryujin smiled into her drink “I like this Yeji.” Yeji glanced at her “This Yeji can still remove you from the breakfast table.” “I respect this Yeji.” “Good.”

Lia covered her smile with her cup. Chaeryeong, who was helping Momo arrange fruit plates, looked between us with a small, warm expression “At least they made it to breakfast.”

Momo nodded seriously “That is important.” I pointed at her “Thank you.”

Momo was about to place a bowl in front of me when Yeji leaned over first and pecked my cheek “Benjie, eat.” she said.

“Yes, babe.” I replied immediately.

The reaction was instantaneous. My head turned toward the food before my brain even caught up. The entire table watched it happen.

Silence.

John slowly lowered his fork. Ryujin blinked. Yuna's jaw dropped. Nayeon slapped the table.

“There he is!” “Good Lord, he’s been fully domesticated.” Lia muttered into her tea. “Did anyone else see that?” Ryujin asked “That was command-response.”

“It was not,” I said. “It absolutely was,” Yuna said.

She reenacted the whole thing and Yuna pointed dramatically.

“You didn't even hesitate!” “I was hungry.” “You turned toward the bowl before she finished the sentence!” “That is a coincidence.” “That's a trained dog.” “Yuna,” Yeji warned. “No, no, let me cook.”

Nayeon pointed at John, he was getting dragged into this without his consent “John. Take notes.” John immediately sat up straighter “Already doing it.”

“You cannot learn this power,” I said. “Watch me.”

Ryujin leaned forward “Actually, I think we're witnessing advanced boyfriend conditioning.” “Advanced?” Dahyun asked. “This is years beyond advanced.” “Thank you,” Yeji said calmly.

The table lost it.

“SEE?” Yuna yelled. “She thanked the research!”

Momo looked between us. Then nodded thoughtfully “Good dog.” The pavilion exploded. I dropped my head into my hands “Et tu, Momo?”

“Eat,” Momo repeated.

I immediately picked up my chopsticks. The screaming somehow got louder. John pointed at me “Unbelievable.”

“John,” Jihyo said. “Yes?” “Take notes.”

The table collapsed again. Even Jihyo looked amused. Across from me, Yeji had gone pink. But she was laughing too. The soft kind. The happy kind. The kind she only did when she forgot to be embarrassed for a second. Then her eyes met mine. And just like that, she leaned a little closer.

Nayeon leaned toward Yeji with a grin “So.” “No,” Yeji said. “I didn’t ask anything.” “You were going to.” “I was going to say you look nice.”

Yeji stared at her. Nayeon held the stare for two full seconds, then folded “Fine. You look very rested.”

The table went loud again. Yeji’s face went pinker. But this time, she did not hide behind her hands. She did not deny it. She only picked up her chopsticks and said, with as much dignity as anyone could possibly have in this group “Breakfast is getting cold.”

Ryujin looked delighted “She’s not running.” Yuna nodded, impressed “She’s also evolving.” “I am sitting right here,” Yeji said. “That’s the evolution,” Ryujin replied.

I tried not to laugh. Failed quietly. Yeji kicked my ankle under the table. Not hard. I looked at her. She looked back, still pink, still embarrassed, but steady. Her hand found my arm under the table this time.

I smiled. She narrowed her eyes like she wanted to scold me for it. Then her mouth softened instead. Breakfast continued around us. Yuna attempted to rename the day “Visible Attachment Wellness” and was rejected unanimously.

Dahyun tried to classify Yeji’s arm-holding as a policy change and was shut down by Jihyo before she finished the sentence.

Mina suggested that formalizing policy language would reduce misunderstandings, which made John put his head in his hands.

Momo asked if policy came with snacks. Chaeryeong said she could arrange that. That accidentally revived the debate.

Through all of it, Yeji stayed beside me. Leaning closer than before. Not clinging. Not performing. Just allowing the room to see what had already been true in private. And every time someone teased, she blushed. But she did not pull away. That was new. That was hers. And for once, the chaos did not feel like it was taking something from us. It felt like the world making noise around something that had finally grown steady enough to be seen.

After breakfast, the day tried to behave. Not perfectly. That would have been suspicious. But close enough that everyone kept looking around like peace had been planted as a trap.

The group scattered after the meal without needing a formal plan. TWICE drifted toward the pool and shaded lounge. John was immediately intercepted by Jihyo and Mina, both of whom looked like they had silently agreed he was getting another nap whether he believed in free will or not.

Yuna disappeared with Ryujin. Not loudly. That was the first warning.

Usually, Yuna disappeared with enough commentary to qualify as a public service announcement. This time, she only grabbed her notebook, exchanged one quick look with Ryujin, and followed her toward the far side of the resort.

I noticed. Yeji noticed me noticing

“Ben.” “I am not interfering.” “You are spiritually interfering.” “I am observing.” “That is the first stage of interfering.”

I looked at her. She looked back. Then she gently squeezed my arm, the same arm she had refused to let go of all breakfast.

“Let them cook.” I blinked “Did you just say that?” Her face immediately changed “I hate that I did.” “I love you.” “Do not reward me for that.” “I love you more.”

She pushed lightly at my shoulder, but she was smiling.

Across the pavilion, Lia had stayed behind, slowly finishing her tea while pretending not to watch Yuna and Ryujin leave together. Her expression was thoughtful, but not panicked. That alone felt like progress. Yeji saw where I was looking.

“Go talk to her.” “Are you sure?”

She gave me a look.

“Benjie.” “Right. Not a report. Not a crisis.” “Just talk.”

I nodded. Then, because I was apparently incapable of leaving her without one more mistake, I kissed her cheek. The nearby TWICE table noticed immediately. Nayeon inhaled. Jihyo pointed at her without looking “No.”

Nayeon exhaled dramatically through her nose. Yeji’s ears went pink, but she did not move away from me. Progress everywhere.

I found Lia near the open lounge, half-hidden by the shade, book open in her lap. It was the same book she had been carrying since yesterday, which meant either it was very good or she had read the same paragraph seventeen times. She looked up before I said anything.

“This is not a wellness check, is it?” “No.” “It looks like one.” “It is a social visit with suspiciously caring undertones.” “That is worse.” “I’ve been told.”

She closed the book around one finger to mark her page “Sit.” I sat across from her. For a few seconds, we let the resort noise fill the space between us. Pool laughter. Dishes being cleared. Momo somewhere in the distance asking a question that sounded important to the survival of lunch. Lia looked toward the direction Yuna and Ryujin had gone “They’re planning something.”

“Yes.” “You know?” “No.” “That worries me more.” “Same.”

She smiled faintly. Then the smile softened into something quieter “I’m okay today.” I turned my attention back to her “Actual answer?”

“That is the actual answer.” I waited. She sighed “Mostly.” “There it is.” She looked down at her hands “I woke up embarrassed again.”

“That makes sense.” “But not ashamed.” I nodded “That matters.”

“I know.” Her fingers moved against the book cover. “That’s the part I keep coming back to. I thought wanting more would make me feel like I had done something wrong. But it doesn’t. It only makes me feel… exposed.”

“Exposed is not wrong.” “No. But it is uncomfortable.” “Still not wrong.”

She looked up at me, and there was a quiet steadiness in her face now that had not been there before “I don’t want to jump.”

“I know.” “But I think I’m done pretending I’m standing still.”

That line landed softly. I leaned back, giving it room “Then we move at whatever pace you can actually breathe in.” Lia’s eyes softened “That sounds nice.”

“It should.” “And if I ask for more and then stop again?” “Then you stop again.” “If I get embarrassed?” “You get embarrassed.” “If I change my mind?” “You change your mind.”

She stared at me for a moment. Then laughed once under her breath “You make it sound simple.”

“It isn’t.” “No.” “But maybe it doesn’t have to be complicated every time.”

That one stayed with her. I could see it. Lia looked away, toward the bright resort path where the others moved in and out of sunlight.

“I want to try again,” she said quietly.

My breathing changed. Not much. Enough. Her cheeks turned pink, but she kept going “Not now. Not today, maybe. But soon.”

“Okay.”

Her eyes flicked back to mine “That’s it?” “That’s it.” “No lecture?” “I am fighting several instincts.” “I can tell.” “Good.”

She smiled. Small. Then she reached across the table. Not for my hand. Not fully. Just enough to place her fingertips lightly over my wrist. A small touch. A deliberate one “I’m telling you before I scare myself out of it,” she said. I looked at her fingers on my wrist, then back at her “I heard you.”

She nodded. Her hand stayed there for one more second. Then she pulled away and reopened her book like the entire conversation had not just moved something important between us “Good,” she said.

“Good?” “I’m reading now.” “You have been on that page since yesterday.”

Her eyes narrowed “I am emotionally processing the paragraph.” “Of course.” “Leave before I regret being brave.”

I stood. But I was smiling. And so was she. By midday, the resort had settled into the kind of rhythm that made it easy to forget how strange all of us were. For about twelve minutes. Then Yuna returned from wherever she and Ryujin had been. Alone.

That was the second warning.

She moved too normally, which was always unnatural for Yuna. Her notebook was tucked against her chest, closed, and her face had the focused look of someone trying very hard not to look focused. She passed Lia. Lia looked up. Yuna smiled. Too innocent.

Lia immediately said, “No.” Yuna stopped “I didn’t say anything.” “That is why I’m saying no early.” Yuna looked wounded “I am being profiled.” “You are being recognized.”

Ryujin appeared behind her with sunglasses on and the kind of relaxed smile that had historically preceded bad decisions, expensive decisions, or both.

Lia looked at Ryujin “No.” Ryujin lifted both hands “I also didn’t say anything.” “That makes it worse.” Yuna leaned toward me as she passed “Hypothetically—” Yeji’s voice came from the shaded lounge “No.” Yuna froze “How did you hear that?” Yeji did not look up from her drink “I felt it.” Ryujin smiled “Terrifying.” “Effective,” Lia said.

Yuna sighed and continued toward the pool. I watched her go. Then I felt Yeji’s eyes on me. I turned. She gave me the look. Not the dangerous one. The reminder one. I held up both hands “Not interfering.”

“Good.” “Concerned, but not interfering.” “That’s allowed.” “For now?” “For now.”

That was probably the best deal I was going to get. Later, I found Chaeryeong in the kitchen garden again. This time, she was not staring at the herbs like they owed her an answer. She was actually cutting basil into a basket, focused and careful, with Momo standing beside her holding a bowl like a sacred object.

Momo looked up when I arrived “Do you know if John likes soup?” “I think John likes anything that arrives without emotional requirements.” Momo nodded seriously “Soup is good for that.”

Chaeryeong laughed softly. It was easier than yesterday. Still gentle. Still small. But easier. Momo seemed to notice too, because she looked between us and then down at her bowl “I will ask the kitchen about more soup.”

Then she left. Subtle as a landslide. Chaeryeong watched her go “She did that on purpose.”

“Yes.” “She is getting better at it.” “That worries me.”

Chaeryeong smiled, then returned to the basil. For a moment, we worked in quiet. She cut. I held the basket when she needed both hands. The simple usefulness of it seemed to help her more than another sit-down conversation would have.

Eventually, she said, “I thought about what I said yesterday.”

I kept my voice light “The rosemary apology?” Her mouth curved “The other thing.” “I know.”

She placed a few basil leaves into the basket “I still don’t know where I stand.” “That’s okay.” “I know.” She glanced at me. “Or I’m trying to know.” “That counts.”

The breeze moved through the garden, carrying the smell of herbs and salt. Chaeryeong kept her eyes on her hands “I think I’ve been waiting to either feel completely ready or completely uninterested.” “And?” “And I don’t think either is happening.”

That was honest. Maybe the most honest she had sounded yet “I don’t feel ready,” she continued. “But I don’t feel outside of it anymore either. Not completely.” I nodded slowly. She looked up then “I don’t want you to pull me in.”

“I won’t.” “I know.” Her voice softened. “That’s why it’s getting harder to pretend I don’t want to step closer.”

I let the words settle. No pressure. No rescue. No answer too big for what she had offered “Then step closer only when you want to,” I said. “Not because the door is open. Not because anyone is waiting. Because you choose to move.”

Her fingers tightened around the stems “What if I only move one step and stop?” “Then you moved one step.” “What if everyone else is already far ahead?” “This is not a race.” “It feels like one sometimes.” “I know.”

Her eyes lowered. I shifted the basket in my hand “But if it helps, I don’t think you’re behind.” She looked at me.

“I think you’re careful because whatever you choose, you want it to mean something. That is not being behind.” For a second, Chaeryeong did not answer. Then her eyes softened in a way that made the whole garden feel quieter “Thank you.”

“You’re welcome.” She took the basket from me, our fingers brushing briefly. Not dramatic. Not electric. Just a touch she did not immediately retreat from.

Then, from the path, Yuna’s voice called “Unnie! Lia is abusing her pen privileges again!” Lia’s voice followed, flat and immediate “Because your pen privileges are criminal.” Ryujin added, “I support crime.” Yeji called from somewhere beyond them, “You do not.”

“I support supervised crime.” “No.”

Chaeryeong looked at me. I looked at her. She smiled “Everyone is insane.”

“Yes.” She held the basket closer “But it feels less scary today.”

That was the step. Not toward me exactly. Toward the room. Toward the door. Toward not standing outside alone. By late afternoon, the day began moving faster. Not because anything happened. Because something was clearly being hidden.

Yuna and Ryujin kept vanishing in small increments. Five minutes near the pool. Ten minutes by the side path. A suspiciously long discussion near the resort staff area that ended with Ryujin looking too pleased and Yuna looking like she had just survived a negotiation with herself.

From my perspective, all I got were fragments. Yuna closing her notebook too quickly. Ryujin saying, “Not that one,” before noticing me and changing the subject to fruit. Lia watching both of them with the exhausted certainty of someone who knew disaster had been scheduled.

Yeji watching me watching them.

“Ben.” “I am not interfering.” “You are staring.” “With restraint.” “Barely.”

I leaned closer to her “Do you know what they’re doing?”

“No.” “You’re lying.” “I know enough.” “That is not comforting.” “It is not meant to be.”

I stared at her. She took a calm sip of water.

“Yeji.” “They are not ready to tell you.” “But they told you?” “Not exactly, it’s more of a leader instinct.” “That is worse.” “It is their choice.”

I sat back. She reached under the table and squeezed my hand once.

“Trust them.” “I trust them.” “Trust Ryujin too.”

I hesitated. Yeji’s eyebrow lifted.

“I am working on it.” “She is reckless. She is not careless.” “You said that before.” “It remains true.”

Across the lounge, Ryujin suddenly turned and gave me a thumbs-up. I narrowed my eyes. She smiled. Yuna slapped her arm down. Lia closed her eyes. Yeji patted my hand.

“Do not chase the problem.” “I hate how often your advice is correct.” “I know.”

Dinner came without disaster. Which meant the disaster had matured enough to wait. The table was loud, warm, and full of the kind of teasing that no longer felt like it was trying to puncture anything. Yeji stayed close to me again, not quite wrapped around my arm this time, but close enough that every time our shoulders touched, she did not move away.

Lia sat near Yuna and spoke more than usual. Chaeryeong helped Momo explain the soup. John declared soup emotionally neutral. Mina disagreed and said soup could carry emotional context depending on preparation. John stared into his bowl like it had betrayed him.

Dahyun tried to report on the sociological implications of soup. Jihyo stopped her before the sentence became dangerous. For once, I barely said anything. I watched.

Lia not hiding. Chaeryeong not shrinking. Yuna trying not to look nervous. Ryujin pretending not to be protective. Yeji beside me, steady and visible.

The vacation was working. That was the strangest part. After dinner, everyone scattered more slowly than usual. No one wanted to admit they were tired, but the day had softened the edges off everyone.

Yeji and I walked back to our room under the garden lights. She had been quiet since dinner. Not heavy quiet. Thinking quiet. I opened the door for her, and she stepped inside first. The room was dim and cool, the ocean dark beyond the balcony glass.

I closed the door behind us. For a second, neither of us moved. Then Yeji turned around and looked at me “What?”

I smiled faintly “Nothing.” “You’re doing that thing.” “What thing?” “Looking at me like you’re about to say something very emotional and very inconvenient.” “That is a broad category.” “It is a frequent category.”

I stepped closer “I was just thinking today was good.” Her expression softened “It was.”

“Lia looked lighter.” “She did.” “Chaeryeong too.”

Yeji nodded “She’s still scared.”

“I know.” “But she’s not outside anymore.”

That was exactly it. I looked at her “You noticed that too?”

“Of course I did.” “Of course.”

Her mouth curved “And Yuna?” I sighed “Cooking something with Ryujin.” “Yes.” “Do you know what?” “Enough to know not to ask too much yet.”

I gave her a look. She touched my chest lightly.

“Benjie.” “I know.” “Let them come to you.” “I know.”

She smiled “You’re learning.”

“Slowly.” “Still counts.”

I leaned down and kissed her. It was meant to be soft. It stayed soft. For a while. Then her hands slid up my chest. Not urgently. Not accidentally. With decision. I pulled back just enough to look at her “Yeji?”

She did not answer immediately. Instead, her eyes moved toward the bathroom. Then back to me. My brain stopped. She saw it happen.

Her cheeks turned pink, but she did not look away “You remembered,” she said. I stared at her “I have thought of nothing else since this morning.”

“That is concerning.” “It sustained me.” “You are impossible.” “You said next time.” “I did.” “Is this next time?”

Yeji’s face went redder. But she stepped closer. Her fingers curled into the front of my shirt. “I was thinking,” she said, voice quieter now, “that today was good.” “Yes.” “And peaceful.” “Mostly.” “And we made it through breakfast.” “A heroic achievement.” “And dinner.” “Even soup.”

She smiled despite herself. Then the smile softened into something warmer “So maybe,” she said, “we can end the day how we wanted to start it.” My heart stopped being useful “Yeji.”

She swallowed, embarrassed but holding her ground “I’m initiating,” she said, as if she needed to make it clear before her courage changed its mind “I noticed.”

“Don’t make me regret it.” “Never.”

The word came out too serious. Her expression softened. I reached for her slowly, giving her every chance to turn it into a joke or walk it back. She did neither. Instead, she took my hand. The same hand she had held at breakfast. The same one she had rested on her waist that morning, she paused and looked back. Still blushing. Still Yeji.

She smiled then and when she pulled me into the bathroom with her, the door closed softly behind us, leaving the rest of the resort outside where it belonged.

The bathroom lights were soft, casting a warm, intimate glow. Yeji turned on the shower, and the sound of water drumming against the tiles filled the space, creating a private world just for us. Steam began to curl, softening the edges of the room, making everything feel hazy and dreamlike.

She turned to me, her hands finding my chest, her fingers tracing the line of my collarbone. I reached for her, my hands cupping her face, my thumbs stroking her cheekbones. Our eyes met, and the last vestiges of shyness melted away, replaced by a raw, burning desire.

“Benjie,” she breathed, her lips parting.

I leaned in, capturing her mouth in a kiss that was both tender and hungry. Our lips molded together, soft and yielding, then became demanding, urgent. Her tongue flicked out, a playful dart against mine, inviting me deeper. I accepted the invitation, my tongue exploring the warm cavern of her mouth, tasting the sweet, clean taste of her. A low groan rumbled in my chest as her hands slid down my torso, fingers spreading wide across my hips, pulling me flush against her.

The heat of her body pressed against mine, skin to skin, electric. My cock throbbed, aching for the release only she could provide. Her hands moved lower, finding the base of my spine, pressing me even closer until there was no space left between us.

The water was warm now, pouring over us as we stepped into the shower stall. It sluiced over our skin, mingling with the sweat already beading on our bodies. Her head tilted back, letting the spray cascade over her face, her eyes closed in pure sensation. I watched the water run down her throat, over the curve of her breasts, down her belly.

“God, you’re beautiful,” I murmured, my voice hoarse. She opened her eyes, a slow, languid movement. “You’re staring again.” “I’m appreciating. Respectfully.”

She laughed, a low, throaty sound that vibrated through my chest. Her hands slid lower, past my hips, until her fingers wrapped around the base of my cock. A jolt shot through me, hot and immediate. My hips instinctively bucked forward, seeking the delicious pressure.

“Ben!” she gasped, her eyes widening in surprise at her own boldness.

Her thumb stroked the underside of my shaft, a feather-light touch that sent shivers down my spine. The warm water cascaded over us, making her touch even more slick, more sensual. She squeezed gently, her fingers wrapping around my throbbing member, feeling its length, its hardness “You like that?” she whispered, her gaze intense.

I could only nod, my throat tight. My hands found her waist, pulling her even tighter against me, my cock brushing against the soft, wet curls of her pussy. She was already slick, her juices mingling with the shower water, a heady mix of arousal.

“I love how you feel,” she said, her voice husky, as her hand continued its rhythmic stroking. “So big. So hard.”

I groaned, my head falling back against the tiled wall, the water pounding on my face. Her touch was exquisite, delicate yet firm, teasing me to the brink. I wanted to bury myself inside her, to feel her tight, wet heat engulf me. But I wanted to savor this. Every delicious moment of her initiation.

I pulled away slightly, my hands sliding down her back, cupping her ass. “Let me… clean you,” I whispered, my voice thick with a lie that was barely convincing.

Yeji’s eyes narrowed playfully “Clean me?”

“Yes. You know. Attentive boyfriend duties.” I tried to sound innocent, but the hunger in my eyes betrayed me.

A soft chuckle escaped her, but she didn’t resist as I knelt before her, the warm water soaking my hair. My tongue, however, had other agendas. I parted her legs gently, her thighs soft and yielding against my shoulders. The scent of her arousal, musky and sweet, filled my senses, mingling with the clean smell of soap and steam.

Her pussy, glistening and swollen, was a vibrant pink, her clit a tiny, hard pearl peeking out from its hood. A trail of her juices, clear and thick, ran down her inner labia. I leaned in, my breath hot against her skin, and flicked my tongue once, sharply, against her clit.

Yeji shrieked, a high, surprised sound that was quickly swallowed by the rushing water. Her hands flew to my hair, gripping tight, her body arching back under the spray. I didn’t stop. I dove in, my tongue sweeping through the length of her pussy, tasting the creamy, salty nectar that flowed freely from her.

The sounds were incredible— the wet sounds of my tongue against her folds, the gurgle of the water, and Yeji’s increasingly desperate moans. I used a combination of broad, flat strokes, swirling my tongue around her clit, and sharp, pointed flicks that made her hips buck involuntarily. My fingers found her inner labia, stretching them open, giving my tongue better access.

“Oh god, Ben… Benjie… yes!” she cried out, her voice ragged with pleasure. “Don’t stop… please don’t stop.”

I intensified my assault, my tongue working fast and hard, mimicking the thrust of a cock. I felt her muscles clenching around my face, her whole body trembling. She was close. So close.

“I’m going to… oh god… I’m going to cum!” she wailed, her fingers digging into my scalp.

Her body stiffened, a full-body tremor that shook her from head to toe. Her pussy clamped down on my tongue, milking me as she let out a long, guttural scream that was half-drowned by the shower. Wave after wave of pure, unadulterated pleasure crashed over her, her body spasming violently against my face. I stayed there, licking her clean, tasting her climax, holding her through the glorious aftershocks until her breathing slowly returned to normal.

I slid back up her body, pressing my forehead against hers, both of us breathless, slick with water and her juices. “That was… incredible,” I whispered, my voice raw.

She opened her eyes, unfocused and glazed with lingering pleasure. “You’re insane,” she managed, a soft smile gracing her lips “And I love you for it.”

I kissed her then, a deep, lingering kiss that tasted of her and felt like coming home. The water continued to pour over us, a warm blanket. My cock, still throbbing, pressed against her belly.

“I want you inside me,” she whispered, her voice still shaky.

I pulled back, lifting one of her legs and wrapping it around my waist. The water streamed down her inner thigh as I positioned myself, the head of my cock pressing against her entrance. Her pussy was still pulsing from her orgasm, incredibly sensitive and incredibly wet.

“Fuck, you’re so hot,” I groaned, pushing in slowly.

Her body stretched around me, tight and slick. The sensation was overwhelming, an explosion of heat and friction. I felt her walls grip me, pull me deeper, until I was buried to the hilt inside her.

“Oh… Ben,” she gasped, her leg tightening around my waist, pulling me closer.

I began to move, a slow, each thrust a full, deep plunge. The sound of our bodies meeting was a wet and rhythmic, echoing in the enclosed space of the shower. The water streamed over us, making every movement effortless, yet intensely sensual.

“I love you,” I whispered, my lips brushing her ear. “I love you too,” she responded, her voice trembling. “But you’re just excited about shower sex.” I chuckled, thrusting deeper. “I’m excited about shower sex ‘with you’. That’s the important part.” “Shut up and kiss me,” she giggled, her fingers tangling in my hair, pulling my mouth down to hers.

I kissed her, my tongue intertwining with hers as I continued my slow, insistent thrusts. The water pounded around us, the heat building, the pleasure mounting. She bit my lower lip, a soft nip that sent a jolt through me, then she moved to my neck, her teeth grazing my skin. I felt a sharp, delicious pain as she sucked, her lips creating a vacuum against my throat. A hickey. A mark. Hers.

“Mine,” she growled against my neck, her hips bucking to meet my thrusts.

The shower sex was everything I had imagined and more. The water, the steam, the raw intimacy of it all, stripped away every inhibition. She was wilder, more vocal, her moans echoing off the tiles. I felt myself nearing the edge, the pressure building, but I wanted to make this last.

I shifted, keeping my cock buried deep inside her, and turned her around until her back was to my chest. I still held her leg high, wrapped around my waist, giving me an incredible angle for deeper penetration. My hands wrapped around her waist, pulling her back against me, her ass grinding against my hips with every thrust.

“This feels amazing,” I whispered, my lips pressing against her wet shoulder. “Oh god… it does,” she panted, her head falling back against my shoulder. “Harder, Ben. Faster.”

I obeyed, my thrusts becoming more frantic, more urgent. The wet slap of our bodies intensified, a primal rhythm in the steamy shower. I could feel her clit rubbing against my pubic bone with every movement, sending waves of pleasure through her. Her moans turned into gasps, short, sharp cries of ecstasy.

“I’m close… I’m so close!” she wailed, her body trembling violently.

I pumped into her, hard and fast, feeling her internal muscles clench around me, milking me dry. Her orgasm hit first, a long, high-pitched keen that tore from her throat. Her body convulsed, squeezing my cock with an intensity that made me cry out. My own release followed immediately, hot jets of cum flooding deep inside her.

We collapsed against the tiled wall, breathless and spent, the water still cascading over us. Our hearts hammered against each other’s backs, the only sound the rhythmic drumming of the shower and our ragged breathing.

“Wow,” Yeji whispered, her voice barely audible. I kissed her shoulder, my lips tasting the salt and water. “Wow indeed.”

After a few minutes, Yeji pushed herself away from the wall, turning to face me. Her eyes sparkled, a mix of exhaustion and exhilaration. She looked down at my still-hard cock, then met my gaze, a playful, mischievous glint in her eyes.

“I’m not done with you,” she whispered, her voice a low purr.

Before I could respond, she slid down, kneeling before me in the shower. The water ran over her hair, over her shoulders, but her focus was entirely on me. Her hands wrapped around my shaft, her fingers exploring its length, its girth. Then, slowly, deliberately, she lowered her head.

Her lips closed around the tip of my cock, warm and wet, her tongue flicking once, gently. I gasped, my head hitting the wall again. The sensation was incredible, her mouth a hot, slick cavern around me. She began to suck, pulling me deeper, her tongue exploring every inch of my glans, the sensitive ridge of my foreskin.

She took me deeper, her throat working, her cheeks hollowing with each suck. Her tongue danced around me, swirling, licking, teasing, making my cock throb with renewed intensity. I felt myself hardening even further, already on the brink again.

“Yeji…” I groaned, my hands gripping the tiled wall.

She pulled back, her mouth still slick, a thin trail of my pre-cum glistening on her lips. She looked up at me, her eyes dark with desire. “We can’t shower forever, Benjie.”

My heart hammered against my ribs. “No. We can’t.” “Let’s take this to bed.”

My blood roared in my ears. I reached down, pulling her up into my arms. She wrapped her legs around my waist, her arms around my neck, her body fitting against mine like a second skin. I carried her out of the shower, water dripping from our bodies onto the bathroom floor, leaving a trail of wet footprints.

We kissed as I carried her, a frantic, desperate kiss that tasted of water and sex and pure, unadulterated passion. My cock, still rock-hard, pressed against her belly, aching for the feeling of being inside her.

I carried her into the bedroom, the cool air a shock against our heated skin. I didn't put her down immediately. Instead, I leaned her back against my arm, her legs still wrapped around my waist, her head tilted back. I kissed her neck, her jaw, her collarbone, my hands supporting her hips, tilting her just so.

She arched into me, a soft moan escaping her lips. “Benjie… I want you.”

I lowered her onto the bed, but before she could fully settle, I flipped her over, pulling her on top of me. She straddled my hips, her knees bent, facing away from me. My cock, still slick and throbbing, pressed against her ass, seeking entry.

She looked back over her shoulder, her eyes wide, a playful smirk on her face. “Like this?” “Like this,” I confirmed, my hands finding her hips, guiding her down.

She lowered herself onto me, a slow, agonizing descent that made me groan. The head of my cock found her wet, tight pussy, and she swallowed me whole, a deep, satisfying thrust that made both of us gasp.

“Fuck,” I breathed, my hands gripping her hips, holding her in place.

She began to move, a slow, sensual grind that made my head spin. Her hips rotated, pushing my cock deeper with every circular motion. She leaned forward, her elbows resting on the bed, her back arched, giving me a perfect view of her swaying ass, the way her muscles flexed with each movement.

“You like this view?” she purred, her voice husky. “Love it,” I admitted, my hands reaching around to cup her breasts, my thumbs teasing her nipples.

She sped up, her movements becoming more urgent, more demanding. The bed creaked under the force of our coupling, a rhythmic symphony of skin on skin, the wet schlicking of our bodies intertwining. I watched her, mesmerized by the raw, uninhibited passion that radiated from her. This was a side of Yeji I hadn’t seen before, a wild, untamed goddess of desire.

“Ben… I’m going again,” she panted, her head falling back, her eyes closed in ecstasy.

I matched her rhythm, thrusting up into her, meeting her halfway, driving her closer to the edge. The pressure built, a delicious, unbearable torment that promised an explosive release.

“Almost there, baby,” I whispered, my voice rough with my own impending climax.

Just as I felt the first tremors of my orgasm, I shifted, pulling her down with me. She flipped onto her back, her legs wrapping around my waist, pulling me on top of her. I positioned myself, her legs still wrapped around me, my body pressing against hers, our hips locked together. My hands cupped her breasts, my thumbs circling her nipples, teasing them into hard peaks.

“Benjie,” she gasped, her eyes wide, her breath catching in her throat.

I thrust into her, deep and hard, feeling her pussy clench around me. Her hands tangled in my hair, pulling my mouth down to hers. Our kiss was desperate, frantic, our tongues intertwining as our bodies bucked and twisted.

“I love you,” I whispered against her lips, pumping into her one last time.

Her body stiffened, her pussy clamping down on my cock. She let out a long, shuddering moan, her back arching off the bed as her orgasm crashed over her. Her hands gripped my hair, pulling me closer, and I felt the hot jets of my cum flooding deep inside her, filling her with my love, my seed.

We collapsed together, our bodies slick with sweat, our breathing ragged. I stayed buried deep inside her, unwilling to break the connection. Her legs were still wrapped around my waist, her arms around my neck.

“Wow,” she whispered again, her voice soft, almost bewildered. “That was… incredible.” I kissed her forehead, then her nose. “It was. You were incredible.”

She shifted slightly, her internal muscles still pulsing around my cock. “I… I want to try new things with you. All the things”. A warmth spread through my chest, deeper than any physical pleasure. “I love this explorative Yeji.”

She chuckled, a soft, happy sound. “I want to fall asleep with you inside me.” My heart swelled. “I’d like that very much.”

I pulled her closer, spooning her against me, my cock still buried deep inside her. I wrapped my arms around her, one hand finding her breast, my thumb teasing her nipple. I buried my face in the crook of her neck, inhaling the intoxicating scent of her, her skin, her sex, her shampoo. I felt her body relax against mine, her breathing evening out. I kissed her neck, my lips lingering, and felt the faint suction as I left another mark on her skin. Hers.

We drifted off to sleep like that, tangled together, my body a warm anchor in the quiet room, the sound of the ocean a distant lullaby, and my cock still impossibly, wonderfully, deep inside her.

The next morning, I woke to the feeling of her shifting against me. The room was bathed in the soft, early light of dawn, painting the curtains in hues of rose and gold. My arm was still wrapped around Yeji, my hand resting on her breast, my thumb idly stroking her nipple. My cock was still buried deep inside her, pleasantly full and warm, and already stirring to life.

She turned in my arms, her eyes fluttering open, a soft, sleepy smile on her lips. Her hair was a mess, her cheeks flushed from sleep, and her eyes held that soft, open vulnerability that was just for me.

“Morning, Benjie” she murmured, her voice husky. “Morning, beautiful” I replied, my voice thick with sleep and desire.

She stretched, her body arching against mine, and I felt my cock stir further, pressing deeper into her. A soft gasp escaped her lips, and her eyes, now fully open, met mine. A mischievous glint appeared in their depths.

“You’re still inside me,” she observed, her voice a playful whisper. “Hard to leave a good thing,” I countered, my hips instinctively pushing forward a fraction.

She giggled, a light, airy sound. Her hands found my shoulders, pushing me back slightly, then she shifted, her body moving with a deliberate grace. She rolled onto her side, pulling me with her, until we were facing each other, her legs still wrapped around my waist. She lifted one of her legs, bending it at the knee, and tucked it over my hip, pulling me even closer, creating an intimate, almost intertwined position.

“Still exploring, are we?” I teased, my hands finding her hips, pulling her tighter. “Always,” she purred, her eyes locking onto mine, dark with renewed desire. She began to move, a slow, rhythmic grind that pushed my cock deep inside her, twisting, turning, teasing.

“Oh god,” I groaned, my head falling back against the pillow. This was even better than the shower. The direct, intense friction, the way her muscles clenched and released around me with every movement.

She leaned in, her lips brushing my ear. “I want you to cum inside me again, Benjie.”

My breath hitched. Her words, spoken with such raw, uninhibited desire, sent a jolt of pure pleasure through me. I wrapped my arms around her, pulling her close, burying my face in her neck. I kissed the soft skin there, sucking gently, leaving another mark.

“Yes,” I whispered, my voice rough. “More than anything.”

I began to move with her, matching her rhythm, our bodies a symphony of thrusts and moans. The bed groaned under us, a testament to the passion that consumed us. Her hips bucked, her back arched, her moans becoming louder, more desperate. She was on the edge again, and she was pulling me with her.

“Ben… oh god… Benjie!” she cried out, her body stiffening, her pussy clenching around my cock in violent spasms. My own climax hit me immediately, a wave of pure, unadulterated pleasure that shook me to my core. I pumped into her, hard and fast, feeling the hot jets of my cum flooding deep inside her, a primal release that left me breathless and utterly spent.

We collapsed together, our bodies slick with sweat, our hearts hammering against each other’s chests. The morning sun streamed through the curtains now, painting the room in bright, golden light, a stark contrast to the dark, intimate passion that had just consumed us.

I pulled her closer, burying my face in her hair, inhaling the scent of her, my love, my life. She was still trembling slightly, her breathing ragged.

“You’re amazing, Yeji,” I whispered, my voice thick with emotion. She chuckled softly, her fingers tracing lazy patterns on my back. “You too, Benjie. You too.”

We lay there, entwined, our bodies heavy with satisfaction, our hearts beating in a synchronized rhythm. The world outside could wait. In this moment, there was only us, and the quiet, radiant aftermath of a love that had finally found its steady, joyful, and deeply passionate center.

We lay there in each other’s arms, cuddling like the world outside could wait. Unfortunately, the world outside had breakfast that couldn’t.

By the time Yeji and I finally made it out of the room, the sun had already climbed high enough to accuse us of poor time management.

We walked slowly. Not because we were trying to be dramatic. Because both of us had earned the right to move like people who had survived something beautiful and exhausting.

Yeji stayed tucked under my arm, one of hers wrapped around my waist. I had my arm around her shoulders, fingers resting lightly against her upper arm like I had forgotten there were other ways to walk. Every few steps, she leaned a little more into me. Every few steps, I pulled her closer without thinking.

She noticed. Of course she noticed.

“You’re doing it again,” she murmured. “What?” “Acting like I might vanish if you don’t keep holding me.” “That is a serious vacation risk.” “No, it isn’t.” “It could be.”

She looked up at me, cheeks still faintly pink, hair tied back loosely, eyes soft in a way that made the entire resort feel irrelevant.

Then she smiled. I almost walked into a decorative plant.

“Careful,” she said. “I’m trying.” “No, you’re staring.” “Admiring.” “That excuse is dying.” “It will be buried with honor.”

She shook her head, but did not pull away. The dining pavilion came into view. Noise reached us before the table did. Not the usual chaos. A lower, heavier kind.

The sound of people who were awake against their will.

When we stepped inside, everyone turned.

The entire ITZY side looked like they had been dragged through war by audio alone.

Yuna had her cheek pressed to the table beside her closed notebook, one hand still resting protectively over it as if even sleep deprivation could not make her abandon documentation. Ryujin wore sunglasses indoors again, but this time nobody questioned it because she looked like she needed them medically. Lia had both hands around a cup of tea, eyes half-lidded, expression peaceful only because she was too tired to be judgmental. Chaeryeong was not in the kitchen.

That was the first sign something was wrong.

Instead, Jeongyeon stood near the serving table with a pair of tongs, plating food with the expression of someone who had been promoted against her will. Chaeyoung stood beside her, pouring drinks and yawning into her shoulder.

Momo hovered nearby, looking emotionally conflicted.

“You two are late,” Jeongyeon said.

Her voice was flat. Dead. Dangerous.

Chaeyoung pointed at the food. “We covered for Chaeryeong.”

Chaeryeong lifted one hand weakly from the far end of the table, where she sat wrapped in a light cardigan and blinking at her bowl like it had personally betrayed her.

“I’m sorry,” she said softly. Momo patted her shoulder “Sleep is food for the brain.” Jeongyeon looked at Momo “That was almost normal.” Momo nodded “I’m tired too.”

Then Ryujin slowly lifted her sunglasses and looked at us. Her eyes landed on Yeji first. Then on me. Then back to Yeji. Then lower. Her entire face changed.

“Oh.” Yuna did not lift her head “What?” Ryujin pointed vaguely toward Yeji’s neck “Evidence.”

That woke Yuna halfway.She raised her head with the speed of a dying person hearing gossip “What evidence?”

Yeji froze. I looked at her neck. Then closed my eyes. The hickey was not subtle.

It sat just low enough near the side of her neck to be technically coverable, but not hidden now. A reddish mark against her skin, unmistakable to anyone with eyes, which unfortunately meant everyone at the table.

Yeji’s hand flew to her neck. Too late. The room inhaled.

Nayeon leaned back slowly, eyes widening “Oh, that is bold.” Sana clasped both hands over her mouth, delighted “Yeji.”

Jihyo’s eyebrows went up, not leader-disapproving— woman-impressed.

Momo blinked “That is visible.” Tzuyu tilted her head “Very visible.” Jeongyeon stared at me “You brought her to breakfast like that?” “I did not bring her. We walked together.” “With your arm around her like a crime scene escort,” Chaeyoung said.

Yeji turned red all the way to her ears. I pulled her closer on instinct. That made everyone worse. Lia, despite looking half-asleep, took one quiet sip of tea and said, “That did not help.”

“No,” Yuna mumbled, now fully awake enough to suffer. “It helped the evidence.” Ryujin lowered her sunglasses again “I wanted to make a joke, but I’m too tired to be good at it.” “That has never stopped you before,” I said. “I think I heard things last night that rewired my personality.”

The ITZY side groaned collectively. Yeji covered her face with one hand.

“Oh my God.”

Chaeryeong spoke from her bowl without looking up “I thought the resort walls would be thicker.” “They are,” Lia said.

That made everyone look at her. Lia blinked, then realized what she had implied “I mean— generally.” Ryujin slowly turned toward her “Generally?” Lia closed her eyes “I’m too tired for this.” Yuna raised a limp finger “Motion to classify last night as hostile wellness.” “No,” Lia said immediately. “Worth a shot.”

Across the table, Nayeon suddenly looked toward Jihyo. Not teasing now. Accusing. Then Jeongyeon followed. Then Tzuyu. Then Chaeyoung. Then Then Momo, though she looked less menacing and more like she had remembered something unpleasant during breakfast.

The only ones not joining the stare were Mina, Sana, and Momo for half a second, until Sana realized she had been present for the current suffering but not the old one.

Jihyo looked around “What?” Nayeon pointed at her “You.” Jihyo blinked “Me?” Jeongyeon pointed at Dahyun “And you.” Dahyun, who had been unusually quiet and drinking coffee like an innocent civilian, froze “Why am I involved?” Chaeyoung pointed at John “And him.” John slowly lowered his coffee “I do not like where this is going.”

Nayeon’s eyes narrowed “Noise-cancelling headphones.”

The words landed like a courtroom charge. Dahyun’s face changed immediately. John looked toward the ocean like it might offer asylum.

Jihyo closed her eyes “Oh no.” Jeongyeon leaned forward “Do you remember what happened last time?” Dahyun cleared her throat “Define last time.” “When I cashed out the Blue Moon Card,” Chaeyoung said “When Mina, Sana, and Momo unnie went to Japan.” Tzuyu nodded “We had to protect ourselves.” Nayeon pointed toward the ITZY table “And now look at them.”

Everyone looked. Yuna had given up and placed her forehead back on the table. Ryujin raised one hand weakly “Send help.” Lia whispered, “Tea is not enough.” Chaeryeong, still barely awake, said, “I was supposed to help cook.” Jeongyeon lifted the tongs “We know. We covered you.” Chaeyoung nodded “You owe us nothing. You are a victim.”

Yeji made a strangled sound beside me. I squeezed her shoulder. She elbowed me lightly. Jihyo rubbed her temple “This is not the same situation.”

Nayeon stared “You allowed the privacy package.” “Mina arranged the resort package,” Jihyo said. Mina looked up calmly from her tea “It was efficient.” John pointed at her “That word is dangerous in this group.”

Dahyun set her coffee down and finally spoke, not with the fake reporter voice this time, but with the blunt seriousness of someone who had been personally offended by history repeating itself “I am just saying,” she said, “when TWICE had to wear noise-cancelling headphones, everyone called it mature problem-solving. When ITZY needs them, suddenly we are revisiting old crimes.”

Jeongyeon stared at her “Dahyun.” “What?” “You were one of the old crimes.” Dahyun paused. Then nodded “That is fair.” John dragged both hands over his face “I would like to remove myself from the historical record.” Jihyo looked at him “You were aggressively responsible for the record.”

Everyone made a sound. Even Mina’s mouth twitched. John pointed at Jihyo “Do not phrase it like that.”

Chaeyoung leaned back “No, she phrased it perfectly.” Nayeon smiled wickedly “If I remember correctly, someone was very aggressive that time.” John stood halfway “I am leaving.” Sana looked far too happy “Sit down, oppa.” “I am not safe here.” “You never were,” Tzuyu said calmly.

John sat back down. Defeated by accuracy.

Then Sana’s gaze drifted back to Yeji’s neck “But honestly, Yeji,” she said, smiling softly, “that mark is very…” “Do not finish that sentence,” Yeji said. “Romantic,” Sana finished anyway.

Yeji groaned.

Momo looked at the hickey again “It is hard to hide.” “Thank you, Momo,” Yeji said weakly. “I am helping.” “You are not.”

Nayeon turned to John with theatrical betrayal “You never leave marks like that.” John stared at her “Do you want a worldwide scandal?” Jeongyeon pointed at Yeji’s neck “He has a point.” Sana leaned toward John “But hypothetically—” “No.” Dahyun tilted her head “Strategically placed?” “No.” Tzuyu looked thoughtful “Concealer exists.” John stared at her “Tzuyu, please do not join the criminal planning.” Tzuyu took a sip of water “I was only contributing logistics.” Mina nodded “Logistically, she is correct.” “Mina.” “What?”

John pointed at me, clearly desperate to redirect the trial “And what about him? He left a mark on Yeji’s neck.” I tightened my arm around Yeji without thinking “Actually, that would benefit me.” The table went silent. Yeji slowly turned her head toward me “Ben.” I looked around with absolute seriousness “If the fans see that she is taken, they might back off from my wife.”

One full second of silence. Then the room collapsed.

Yuna lifted her head just enough to whisper, “Hah, he called her his wife again.” then dropped it back onto the table like the word had taken all her remaining strength. Ryujin removed her sunglasses completely “Are we too tired to riot?” Lia raised her hand weakly “Yes.” Chaeryeong nodded into her bowl “Please.” Nayeon slapped the table once “He said it in public.”

Sana was laughing into her napkin. Dahyun pointed at Yeji’s neck “Honestly, the branding is consistent.” Jihyo covered her mouth, trying and failing not to laugh. Jeongyeon looked at John “Take notes”. John looked at me like I had betrayed the entire male population “Do not encourage them”. Mina looked between me and Yeji “It is an inefficient scandal-prevention strategy.”

I stared at her “That sounds like you have a better one.” “I do.” John immediately stood “No.” Mina blinked “I had not said it yet.” “You had the tone.”

Yeji finally broke out of her embarrassment long enough to pinch my side “Ow.” “Do not call me your wife while using a hickey as public relations strategy.” “But—” “No.” “I was defending our love.” “You were making it worse.” “Same thing sometimes.” Ryujin pointed at us “That one was Yeji logic.”

Yeji glared at her. Ryujin slowly put her sunglasses back on “I am sleep-deprived and legally immune.” “You are not legally immune,” Lia muttered. “I am emotionally unavailable for prosecution.” Yuna, still face-down, lifted one finger “Seconded.”

Dahyun looked at the ITZY side and shook her head “You know, I actually feel bad.” Everyone turned to her. She shrugged “What? I do. They look dead.”

Chaeyoung nodded “Yuna has not pitched a single activity in ten minutes.” “That is medical,” Ryujin said. Yuna gave a weak thumbs-up. Jeongyeon pointed at me and Yeji “You two owe them breakfast peace”. Yeji straightened immediately “Yes. You’re right.” I looked at her “We owe them?”

She looked at me. The hickey on her neck made the glare less effective and more devastating.

“Yes.” I nodded “Completely fair.” John leaned back, satisfied to no longer be the sole defendant “Good. Accountability.” Nayeon turned to him “You are still guilty too.” John closed his eyes “I hate breakfast.” Momo pushed a plate toward him “Eat.”

He opened one eye. Then took the plate “Thank you”. Momo nodded. The table slowly settled after that. Mostly because everyone was too tired to sustain the interrogation.

Food passed around with less shouting than usual. Chaeyoung and Jeongyeon continued covering for Chaeryeong, who kept apologizing until Momo gently placed more food in front of her and told her that eating was also helping. Lia guarded Yuna’s notebook from Yuna herself. Ryujin tried to start one comment, failed halfway through, and simply drank water like a defeated menace.

Yeji stayed beside me. Still pink from embarrassed. Still close. When she reached for her cup, the hickey caught the light again, and three people noticed at once. I felt her tense.

So I leaned closer and whispered, “For what it is worth, you look beautiful.” She turned to me, eyes narrowed “This is your fault.” “Yes.” “You sound very proud.” “Also yes.”

Her mouth twitched.

“Benjie.” “What?” “Later, I am stealing every shirt you own with a high collar.” “That is fair.” “And you are helping me cover this.” “Shall I cover it with more hickeys?” “Don’t you dare.”

She sighed. But her hand found mine under the table. Not hidden as quickly this time. Not fully public either. Just there. Across the table, Jihyo noticed. Her expression softened.

Then she looked at the sleep-deprived ITZY side, the still-accusing TWICE side, John trying to eat without being dragged back into testimony, and the faint red mark on Yeji’s neck that had apparently become everyone’s problem.

She exhaled “Today,” Jihyo said, leader voice returning but softer than usual, “is a low-volume day”. Everyone turned to her “No major activities. No forced schedules. No investigative comments before lunch.”

Nayeon opened her mouth. Jihyo pointed at her “No.” Nayeon closed it. Dahyun raised one finger. Jihyo looked at her. Dahyun lowered it.

Ryujin whispered, “Can chaos be postponed?” Jihyo heard her “Yes.” Yuna lifted her head “Rescheduled chaos?” Lia immediately said, “No.” But Jihyo, to everyone’s surprise, only sighed “Rest first. Then we’ll negotiate.”

Yuna’s eyes widened. Ryujin slowly smiled. Even sleep-deprived, that was dangerous.

Yeji squeezed my hand under the table. I looked at her. She looked back, cheeks still warm, hickey still visible, eyes still soft beneath all the embarrassment. No chaos, she had said. Just us.

GENRES: slice of life, romance, comedy

PAIRING: secret-admirer!jay x f!reader

STARRING: xdinary heroes’ gaon and jooyeon, aespa’s ningning and karina, itzy’s yeji, le sserafim’s kazuha, the whole enhypen.

WARNINGS: a lot of actual unhinged things going on, author is a bit too obsessed with astrology so you’re now forced to learn about it, cussing, some lame sexual jokes (I promised it’s lame), they all tell each other to give up and kts, reader is not jlo’s biggest fan because she’s a mariah carey’s fan. the whole band is so broke for some reason. 

A/N: SURPRISEDDDD…. tried my hands on writing smau because too much angst kills me. I hope you guys enjoy it and if you want to be in the taglist, comment on this one.

STATUS: ON-GOING

FORMAT: SOCIAL MEDIA AU

UPDATED: EVERY TUESDAY-WEDNESDAY-THURSDAY

RELEASED DATE: 08 NOVEMBER 2023

END DATE: UNKNOWN.

ASTEROIDS

✭ INTRODUCTION/PROFILES

VICTIMS OF CAPITALISM | 7 DUCKLINGS

✭ MOST POPULAR ASTEROIDS

(001) - BOYFRIEND APPLICATION

(002) - FORM FILLED

(003) - PERSONAL OPINIONS & FAVORS

(UNCUT 003) - FIRST IMPRESSION MATTERS

(004) - CHART ANALYSIS

(005) - MEET UP (+ written)

(006) - SHE HATES ME

(UNCUT 006) - REPLY IF I SHOULD…

(007) - THOUGHTS ON ZODIAC SIGNS?

(008) - BANNED ON KAKAOTALK

(009) - KURT COBAIN’S FANSIGN

(UNCUT 009) - USERNAME CHANGES

(010) - LOSING TO IDGAF WAR

(011) - GOOD THINGS ARE COMING SOON

(012) - THE RECORD STORE HANGOUT (+ written)

(013) - TUMBLR GIRL ERA (SELF SABOTAGE)

(014.01) - BABY

(014.02) - BABY

(015) - SORRY (BUT I’LL DO IT AGAIN) (+ written)

(UNCUT 015) - THE IDOL, THE FAN

(016) - CONCERT ANNOUNCEMENT

(017) - PICKUP LINES TO USE FOR CONCERT GOERS

(018) - CONCERT'S PARADISE (+ written)

(019) - SYNASTRY AND THE SIGNS

(020) - THE COFFEE KISS (+ written)

(021) - ACCEPTING MY FATE

(022) - JEALOUSY? (+ written)

(UNCUT 022) - WHAT TYPE OF LOVER ARE YOU QUIZ

(023) - STEP UP MY GAME

(024) - THE DAY THAT YOU'RE FINALLY MINE (+ written)

(025) - I LET YOU INTO THE DARK SIDE

(UNCUT 025) - FREE CHART READING

(026) - AWKWARD ROMEO AND JUILET

(027) - COUPLE ANNOUNCEMENT

EPILOGUE 001 - TRUST FUND BABY

Looking around the sacred building and its surroundings, you saw a lot of people, probably less than the batch who were gathered an hour earlier, judging by the number of individuals who left and headed home as you showed up at your destination. That didn't seperated them for a difference that majority  of them wears a smile in their faces, it is unknown whether what's going on through their minds but certainly for sure you knew that they're glad that they got to experience having a Misa De Gallo with their loved ones.

Misa De Gallo or Simbang Gabi if you will translate it in Tagalog, is a part of Filipino culture, mainly influenced from the Spanish during their time of colonization in the Philippines, through their intention of implementing and propagating the religion known as Catholic to the Filipino people.

As part of the religious beliefs ingrained in Filipino culture, it is believed that if you attend evening mass on all nine nights—the ninth being known as Misa De Gallo—your one special wish for the upcoming year will be fulfilled. Aside from your enthusiasm to pray to God to express your gratitude and requests for guidance in life, that is precisely your intention for coming to this church. Over the previous several years, you haven't had the opportunity to complete the Misa De Gallo because, either at first, you weren't interested, or after you and your family attempted to go, you established a premise that primarily links your decision to participate to the availability of your family.

However, you haven't been able to experience Misa De Gallo for a long time because of some personal circumstances that they have been going through for the past two years following the lessened strictness of the safety guidelines for COVID a year prior to that, allowing people to attend with more freedom and caution. Not until today.

Knowing that your siblings won't be able to start over again that automatically brought your parents also to remain and check upon them, you've decided to do it alone this time. You're left with no option but to finish the nine night masses by yourself.

Entering the chapel, you could convey how serene and bizarre it is to experience this all by yourself regardless of the fact that you're still being a little bit sleepy along with the people present inside since it was still quite early in the morning when the sun hasn't risen yet. The unexaggerated noises of the crowd sufficient to keep yourself quiet while waiting for the mass to be prepped up, the dazzling decorations around the chapel and the graceful ambience of the holy structure says it all. About almost half an hour later, the mass is ongoing. The priest starts to pronounce his first prayer after the insightful sermon he just recited to the devoted crowd. You tried to admire the view of all of the people politely listening to the wise words from the Bible with grace and when you were looking around, a side profile of a very intriguing woman drew your attention for a while. Throughout the remainder of the time, your eyes never left on the woman sitting beside you, mesmerized at how beautiful her appearance was. Her presence almost created this strange vibe as if the people around became blurry and the only ones that exists are you and her in the midst of the glimmering lights from the divine chapel.

You walked home, successfully finishing your first single night mass with a smile on your face, astounded by it while being curious at the same because of encountering that woman.

On the third night, you were looking for some available seat when you unbelievably spotted again the same woman that you met from the first two nights. Yesterday you have got to see her but unfortunately she was on the other row of the aisle rather.

Noticing that she doesn't have anyone with her yet, you made the initiation on taking the opportunity to sat beside her.

"Let us offer one another a sign of peace." The priest extends his hands to the air, giving the signal for the crowd to follow. Everybody exchanged short messages of "peace be with yous" to those they can set their eyes for. You looked at each your sides, and for the first time; the girl has captured your gaze. "Peace be with you." She bowed at you and flashed her cute grin. You couldn't help but to smile in delight too at how contagious her display was, along with your own words in return for her.

You walked home, successfully finishing your third single night mass with a smile on your face, uplifted by it while being intrigued at the same because of encountering that woman.

On the fourth night, they have once again sat at the same chair, almost got you into wondering if this has became a fate that was casted for you as an additional christmas gift sent from God herself to often meet this woman. You and her both noticed the empty space between them as it was brought by the mutual shyness, prompting you into surmising that she may have started to find it suspicious now too. You could just hope that she won't take it a wrong turn.

A mother with her child appeared on their row, and you had no choice but to adjust yourself closer to her. You didn't look at her to get her out of thinking you may have stalking her everyday, but in your surprise, the woman talked to you for the first time.

"Aren't you the same guy I've seated with from yesterday and the days before that?" You finally heard her voice. It suited her alluring and hypnotizing looks, kind of deep and sultry.

You inclined your head, giving her the look of acknowledgment. "O-oh yeah, wait a second. You do are right.", fakely amazed as you pointed the obvious. "Now it got me wondering the same too."

The girl laughed and my oh my it was so pleasant to hear. "This is beyond just a simple coincidence now, I should say. It's our fourth straight in a row meeting at this point.", she mentioned through her impressive English with a hint of that Korean accent that you have observed, putting you into another observance that she's probably a foreigner too. "I wouldn't be surprised now if we did get to make it happen again for tomorrow." You chuckled. The woman shared the same sentiment and nodded at you.

Through that, it started to provide you a wider sense of recognizing each other praying and listening together respectfully to the entirety of the mass. You walked home, successfully finishing your fourth single night mass with a smile on your face, contented by it while being lucky at the same because of finally accomplishing that you get to communicate with that woman. On the fifth night, they have sat again at the same spot and made a deal that they'll continue this through the remaining masses before Christmas. This also marked your first exchange of greetings with her too, adding a more wholesomeness to it.

As the Our Father (or commonly known as Ama Namin in Tagalog) prayer began, you felt an unusual damp of touch to your free hand. You looked to the side and your eyes widened, realizing that the girl took your hand in her own will.

Your fingers slowly curled and clamped on her grip and nervously sang with her. In your mind was thoughts running in imagination that the heavens might probably singing together with them as they witnessed this lovely spectacle.

Before you and her parted ways, they both decided that in order to make their interaction more comfortable and welcoming, they decided started to get to know each other more at the conclusion of the mass.

Being true to their words, they have indeed continued to do so on the following 6th, 7th, and 8th nights. They've done it through exchanging social media accounts, and it has come to your knowledge that her name is Shin Ryujin, sharing the same age as you in 22 years and she is half Korean and half Filipina from her mother's side.

There were other times that you have done a more daring and challenging attempt to get closer on her, taking the time when you escorted her on her house after she noticed that there's no transportation available due to the stampede and traffic outside the church.

"I-I can take you home if you want to." You offered, remembering that you have your own motorcycle with you. Fortunately, only motors can pass through in this not so tight traffic.

"Y-you sure, YN?" Ryujin checked. "It must be embarassing for me to-"

You interrupted her words, wanting her to feel not shy and guilty that she may have pressuring you to do this. "No, I swear I'm being absolute generous right now, Ryujin. You said that your parents may have been looking now for you, and we don't want them to keep waiting longer in worry, don't we?"

Ryujin sighed and tightlipped. She lowered her head, still a sign of shame atleast that she just had somebody she just newly met had to accommodate and adjust for her sake. "You don't have to do this but... if that's what you want then I won't be resisting much more." She slowly nodded and frowned. "Sure, I'll come with you."

You are thankful for her trust that you have earned, and you have no intentions to ruin and waste it. Quickly setting up your motorcycle, you let her sit first before you do like a true gentleman. Starting your engine, you gripped onto the handles and fixed your helmets properly first before rolling the wheels.

"Hold on to me if you want to so that you may not fall, okay?" You gave her one more tip before leaving the chapel together and finding an alternate way to pass through the traffic.

You were busy on keeping your sight on the road until your body was sent into shivers and beats of your heart almost chasing the speed of your driving when you unexpectedly felt that Ryujin's body is pressed on your back, with her arms wrapped around your waist.

Through her directions, you and her reached her safe haven as you discovered her place for the first time also. Parking in front of her house, you hopped out first so that you can help her also hop out from her seat.

Removing your helmets, she looked at you and bowed down in gratefulness. "Thank you so much for taking me home, YN. I really appreciated sparing me from out there." She felt touched at your kind act.

"No problem, I couldn't just let you there be alone and feeling lost, especially that you haven't been familiar yet around there." You said.

"Take care on your way home, okay?" She patted you in the shoulder. "I still need to see you tomorrow."

You blushed and laughed at her silliness and heartfelt favor. "I will, Ryujin. We will meet again, don't worry."

You and her gave waves of goodbye to each other before you ride your motorcycle and drove all the way now to your home. You then found out on the 8th night that the reason she said that was to treat you for some street foods after the mass as her way of expressing her appreciation more for your kindness.

They made it together at the very end. on the 9th and last night before Christmas arrives, Ryujin detected a glimpse of your uncomfortable and sullen demeanor. She sweared that she could atleast barely see you smiling genuinely through the whole length of the mass, and she hated how you're easily making her sympathy for you without having to know the story behind of it yet.

That's why she decided to ask it straightforward to you, especially that she did felt something's wrong based from your lack of focus to your surroundings. It got interrupted shortly when you invited her to try this famous Filipino delicacy during Christmas season known as Bibingka.

You bought each one for you and her. She didn't ate it yet because of it's too much hotness since it was freshly cooked. You did the same, and Ryujin didn't want to spend another time being uneasy at the silence developing between you and her so she poured her confidence to ask you.

"What's gotten into you? You seemed quiet tonight." Ryujin spoke out her observings. You looked at her with that pale expression. "Cmon don't be like that, we literally just finished all the nine night masses. Do you have a problem? You can share it to me if you want."

Ryujin passed the wrapped Bibingka on the plastic back and forth in her hands to endure its heat before trying to place it on her clothed lap. You sighed and looked at her in sorrow, feeling bad for making her worry. "I'm sorry, I just had this realization since earlier this morning."

"Care to tell?" Ryujin pardoned.

"Well, you just said that tonight's the last Misa De Gallo, and now we're about to greet Christmas later." You said in a melancholic tone. "Doesn't it mean that this might be one of our last or... i don't know, exactly the last time that we'll get to share a moment like this?

Because I must say, it has become awesome for me. So much that I didn't want to end it yet, with you."

Ryujin stares at you, allowing you to speak what's boggling through your heart and mind. She did smiled at your note that you're enjoying her company throughout these 9 nights of meeting her.

"I'm not just speaking it as from what I experience from all those nights I've spent on getting along with you, this is me being the guy whom you managed you steal my attention since the beginning." You said to her, not leaving your sight on her while you sincerely releasing all of the sensation  she had caused that is lingering into your insides.

"I'm interested on you, Shin Ryujin."

Ryujin's eyes blinked rapidly, her mouth partly gaped and cheeks reddened on the spot when you declared your admiration for her. "I know it was a bit fast, that I only got to meet you for only less than 2 weeks, that's why I didn't fully recognized it already that I love you already or what, but I know i'll get there. I mean, it always comes to that way when you couldn't get to turn your eyes away at that one person right, and that is you for me, Ryujin."

Ryujin wheezed and scratched her forehead. She sighed and smiled at you. "And now you're trying to get through my feelings, I thought I wouldn't get to witness it at all, but now I did."

You gave her the opportunity to speak on her own behalf now, while albeit nervous at what she's going to say, brought by the fear that this may have cost your shortly built closeness with her.

However, it aged like a milk when her next words made you brought back everything you've thought it'll turn up to be.

"Funny how you just said it, so we're having similar impression stored within ourselves through all this time then?" She chuckled.

"Uhh can you elaborate for me?"

Ryujin knocked your head, making you rub your head at the stinging pain. "Idiot, I-I'm also interested with you too." she pouted and cutely hid her face away from you.

You stopped your movement as your senses malfunctioned after processing what you just heard from her. "H-huh what? You do?"

"Remember that first night? That's when I actually saw you for the first time." She recalled, revealing that she had already noticed you secretly too in the first night. "And I don't know why I can't contain myself to sneak glances at you. Then the second night came, I saw you again, there's a want in me that urged me to sit on you but sadly I couldn't. There's someone beside you already, so I went on to do some couple of watches on you again."

"And finally I got to do it when you sat near from me on the third night." Ryujin formed a satisfied curve on her lips before lightbulb popped in her mind, her face sprung wide and slowly turned towards you.

"Uhh what's with the look?"

"Aha! So that's why you did the first move to sit beside me huh!" She teasingly bumped you on the arm, smirking at your super ashamed state. "Very slick of you, YN."

"W-wait there was this mother and her son who wanted to sat with us o-okay? That why I adjusted myself!"

"But you were thinking of wanting to sit together with me too, don't you?"

You stammered before choosing to shut your mouth as Ryujin finally got you busted. She just laughed at your embarassed condition.

"That was funny... and very cute of you, YN." Ryujin gave a cheeky smile, making you blush intensely again. "Yeah, I'm not gonna make it longer and cheesier. I'm also interested in you, YN LN."

She laid her head on top of your shoulder and started to unwrap the Bibingka on her hand. "And I am giving you a chance to earn my heart more. I expect to see other things you can do for me, YN."

You respectfully took the opportunity she allowed to install on you wholeheartedly for the sake of the emerging love that has begun to develop from the first contact you had with her. "I'd be happy and honoured to introduce it all only for you, Ryujin. Thank you."

The two then happily continued eating bibingka together, with their anticipation for what's more to come between them arises.

1 year later, you and Ryujin attended another traditional Misa De Gallo but this time with their own respective families.

During the offering of peace led by the priest, they instead exchanged kisses to one another, a symbol of your successful and healthy 5 months of relationship with her.

But the most meaningful and unforgettable memory you will ever cherish is your hands holding tightly onto Ryujin's. Little did you know that the true and greatest christmas present you never thought you will be having last year aside from finishing Misa De Gallo without being alone, is her.

Through their desire of not wanting to let loose of their hands anymore after that very first Ama Namin and your intention to give her the Bibingka as a sign of claiming his destiny, they fortunately obtained what they deserved as it all manifested their wishes to come true in the end.

The moonlight shines gently on you, casting your body in a gentle glow that captivates Ryujin when she stumbles through your front door.

"Ryujin..." You trail off as you quickly stand up and approach the doorframe in preparation to catch Ryujin if she succumbs to her injuries.

"You look heavenly." She shifts her weight onto one foot, and you notice that her left foot is lifted slightly into the air.

"You look like you're about to see heaven." Your eyebrows furrow with worry as you gently take her arm and wrap it around your shoulder. "Is your ankle broken?"

"Sprained," She corrects you before leaning on you, "and it's sweet to see you so worried about me."

You bite your lip before shaking your head.

"Please tell me that the other boxer looks worse." You sigh as you try to navigate yourself and Ryujin towards the bathroom.

"Yujin couldn't even walk out of the ring." Her triumphant smile cause your worry to fade for a moment before she curses in pain.

You pause to shift the majority of Ryujin's weight onto yourself, and you hear her sigh in relief as she relaxes against your body.

"Don't pass out on me now." You mutter under your breath before taking the final steps towards the bathroom.

~

You set Ryujin on the counter before grabbing the plastic boot and a pile of bandages from your bathroom closest.

"Can you manage-"

"I'll be fine, Doc." She offers you a weak smile as you hand her the materials.

She takes off her black boot, and you nearly gag at the sight of the purple and black bruises around her ankle. She weakly laughs at your reaction before coughing into her arm.

"No blood?" You ask as she checks her arm.

"No blood."

"Thank goodness." You mutter as she laughs again.

You reach towards the bathroom cabinet and pull out your first aid kit along with a gallon-sized bag of bandages.

"I hate how prepared you are." She says as she wraps her ankle.

"I hate how easily you manage to injury yourself." You shoot back.

"Touche."

You close the toilet seat before setting the medical equipment on the toilet lid. You slip past Ryujin, and the skin contact of her hand on yours sends your mind spiraling into a romantic wonderland of endless possibilities.

Don't think about that until she's thinking clearly - her brain is still in adrenaline mode from the fight, and she's going to say something that she doesn't mean.

That's, at least, what you tell yourself every time Ryujin comes crashing into your apartment in the middle of the night.

An insomniac made by inconsistent night shifts, late night worries, and one too many cups of caffeine, you were always up at late hours. You knew your neighbor was one too, as you often would hear her leave in the evening and return in the earliest hours of the morning, but you were shocked to see her crashed against the outside of your door one night.

You had no medical training or first aid kits, but she was breathing, and when you tried to call an ambulance, she gently grabbed your arm and insisted on trying to get back to her place. You, of course, refused, and with the help of YouTube and Ryujin's guidance, you managed to patch her back up.

You steadily improved in your skills as Ryujin's injuries became worse. Your hand still shaked when you did stitches, but that was because of Ryujin's words and actions. She'd take your other hand and squeeze it or flirt with you until you dug the needle too far in her skin.

"Why don't you say these sweet things to me when you're not bleeding excessively, huh?" You said as you cleaned her wounds with a disinfectant.

"This is the only time I ever see you. Come swing around my place, and I'll happily tell you everything you want to hear and so much more." She coyly says before locking eyes with you.

~

You return to the bathroom with a bottle of cheap whiskey and two plastic glasses.

"You ran out of disinfectant?" Ryujin asks as she latches up the last velcro strap on her boot.

"I wonder why." You mumble before quickly taking the cap off the whiskey and pouring two glasses.

You offer her one before taking the other glass.

"Thanks," She says as you gently press your glas against hers, "but I prefer the more expensive stuff."

She takes a small swig as you down the glass that you filled.

"Rough night?"

"Yeah, I had someone I care about show up at my door with very substantial injuries." You brush past her again to grab the first aid kit, a few bandages, and a wash cloth that's hanging off of a nearby towel rack.

You discard your empty cup before dabbing the washcloth with alcohol. You set the bottle on the ground after putting the cap back on.

Ryujin's eyes never leave you as you stand back up.

"Can you, uh..." You vaguely gesture to her shirt.

"Take off my shirt?"

"No, I just need you to lift it up." You shyly look away as she lifts it up a few inches from her waist.

While trying not to stare in admiration, you work on disinfecting her wounds.

"Fuck," She mumbles before taking a sip of whiskey, "I'm sorry about this."

"Huh?"

You step away for a moment to grab three bandages.

"The only time I ever see you is when I'm hurt," She bites her lip as you swiftly apply the bandages, "and I feel like I'm bothering you."

The softness in her eyes and the genuineness of her words causes you to pause.

"You're not... a bother, Ryujin," You study her body for a moment before deciding to work on her arms next, "and I actually look forward to seeing you if that doesn't sound fucked-up."

"Not in the slightest."

You grab her arm as a comfortable silence surrounds you two. You feel a sense of domestic comfort, like you two were always met to meet like this.

Her eyes don't leave you for a moment, but you don't feel scrutinized or uncomfortable under her gaze.

When you make your way to her face, you pause as your eyes connect. The unspoken tension between you two comes unbelievable visible, and you're suddenly aware of your close proximity to Ryujin's face.

"You know, I'd kiss you if you didn't have a cut on your lip." You tease as you line up a small bandage on her lip.

"Damn, I would've kissed you anyway."

You don't hesitate to toss the bandage on the floor before placing a hand on her cheek. She pulls you close, and her lips melt against yours.

When you taste a familiar metallic sting on your lips, you quickly pull away before wiping off her lip and yours with a towelette from the first aid kit.

"That hurt," She touches her lip with her finger while stating at the blood, "but it was so fucking worth it."

You laugh before grabbing the bandaid from the floor.

"Ready to finish up?"

"Y'know," She finishes off her whiskey before tossing the cup in the bin, "I think another kiss would help me through the pain."