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The Final Countdown In Enthoria !!

Art By @artisticwolfprints & @zombiecheshireproductions

It's been 2 and a half years with my creepy Sphynx Cleric, here’s an update on her Fate & the rest of the group  💀

We all survived, barely making it out. We were fighting an old god 'Steve' (real name too much for mortals & I don't want to spell it) There were a lot of close calls, our Kenku was mazed & our Gold Dragon aly arrived late to eat the thing & nearly exploded from a spell! (Thank the Gods for Dragons having Chonky health, I would have been soo upset If we lost him!) 

The bastard shot our pet mimic, but discovered it was actually mazed as well in the end! It fueled the team with soo much rage to destroy this guy.(We all Screamed In sync) 

We almost lost half our team, a couple of them coming out with 1hp & luckily multiple of us had healing. Mimsy (Our Mimic Puppy) Evolution from Coin to Bag. 

The group went off to do their own things after. Some retiring from adventuring. Akash'ra resides at her Manor now called "Akash'ras Home for the Recently Undead" & she has a portal connecting to her temple of Anubis, she can always keep close. (I plan to do some art & of course I'm not done with her story) What Next? She lives on in ElderScrolls & I will continue to play her perhaps in other games/One shots, maybe different timeline versions of her. This will not be the end of Creepy Cat Mom.  (Now I must finished the wholesome group art I’m making of our family) Thanks for reading my DnD Ramble :P 

The Last Story

𝚒𝚏 𝚢𝚘𝚞’𝚛𝚎 𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚙𝚢 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝’𝚜 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚖𝚊𝚝𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚜. 𝙸 𝚌𝚊𝚗’𝚝 𝚋𝚎 𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚏𝚒𝚜𝚑 𝚗𝚘𝚛 𝚞𝚙𝚜𝚎𝚝. 𝙸 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚠𝚒𝚜𝚑 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚋𝚎𝚜𝚝. 𝙰𝚗𝚍 𝙸 𝚙𝚛𝚊𝚢 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚖𝚢 𝚘𝚠𝚗 𝚙𝚎𝚊𝚌𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚜𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚗𝚒𝚝𝚢. 𝚃𝚘 𝚋𝚎 𝚊𝚋𝚕𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚊𝚝𝚝𝚊𝚌𝚑𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚝 𝚑𝚊𝚜 𝚋𝚎𝚎𝚗 𝚊 𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚙𝚛𝚘𝚐𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚜. 𝙸𝚗𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚊𝚍 𝚘𝚏 𝚍𝚠𝚎𝚕𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚘𝚗 𝚑𝚘𝚠 𝚖𝚞𝚌𝚑 𝙸 𝚖𝚒𝚜𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜, 𝙸’𝚍 𝚛𝚊𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚛𝚎𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚒𝚜𝚌𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚋𝚎 𝚐𝚛𝚊𝚝𝚎𝚏𝚞𝚕 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚠𝚎 𝚑𝚊𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚜𝚎 𝚘𝚙𝚙𝚘𝚛𝚝𝚞𝚗𝚒𝚝𝚒𝚎𝚜. 𝙼𝚢 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚊𝚕𝚠𝚊𝚢𝚜 𝚋𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚋𝚊𝚋𝚢. 𝙱𝚞𝚝 𝚖𝚊𝚢𝚋𝚎 𝙸’𝚖 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚖𝚎𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚏𝚛𝚘𝚖 𝚊 𝚍𝚒𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚎. 𝚂𝚘 𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎’𝚜 𝚝𝚘 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝.

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I had a dilemma. 

Dilemma- stay where I am at or go back and fix my past relationship. 

Thoughts: I debated for 2-3 days straight and received some advice from friends/family/etc. 

I still do not know if I made the right decision. I want to be with my ex. but at the same time we already been broken up for 4-5 months. Our 6 years relationship is one of the biggest reason why I am so confuse and frustrated. I do not know the answer and do not know what to do.

Although, I don’t know what to do I decided to tell her to not wait anymore. I told her that so she can move on and it will be fair for her. I do not want to waste her time. It’s me not her. I use to think this line is full of bullshit, but in this situation it is true. I am the confused one. She does not deserve any of this. 

The biggest question I ask myself is whether I will regret this decision or not. This time it will be permanent. Can I see the rest of my life without this woman? Will I regret it? Will I miss her for the rest of my life?