#itstoolong

// thinkin about changing my url again,, thoughts? 

#dontread #itstoolong July wasn't exceptionally a fantastic month, it took away a lot from me, no complains, I'm a strong believer that everything happens for a reason. I walked out of 3 toxic relationships that I was in for 4 years, one which actually I accepted and went back but never as the same person, another one I wish will come back to me and the other one I'm trying to make peace with the thought that it's over, I need to move on with life. July was a roller coaster month, emotional drained since it involved people and relationships. In the midst of all these crazy moment, a very dear person to me, decided it was essential to teach me a lesson by quitting speaking to me which eventually agonised me more coz I expected the person to stand by me during my lows, but unfortunately that wasn't the case. Substantially, I learned that all of us are replaceable in due course of time, and given an option everyone would choose something/someone better than you. So, obviously July wasn't easy, it was so much breaking downs, tears, consoling, depression and pain though I was wearing my best smile on my face throughout 😁 Now, two days before the month ended, I received a wonderful surprise from a wonderful soul, it came totally unexpected leaving me to think what did I do to receive this much of love from her. So @chandran_naagu and I usually exchange quotes we see on insta where we came across this poet that we adored and felt so related to me. She survived depression and published a book at age of 23!! Kuttyma constantly encourages me start writing back coz I tend to express myself better in words. I'd always wanted to get @r.dhalwriter 's #memoriesunwound but boyyyyyy, it was expensive so I dropped the plan. Imagine receiving something you wanted so badly and finally accepted it's ok to not have it, but uffff someone surprises you with the exact thing!!😭 (I cried, literally, which is very unlikely of me haha chalu had tried countless time) I honestly don't know if I deserved that much effort, love and attention but thank you so much 💜 from the bottom of my heart. When I count my blessings, I use to count you twice but now I'll count you multiple times 💜 https://www.instagram.com/p/Bl8dp-Jnw4tyZ0zyHFmuxwAl6mYI1RkN11Dt240/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1su6qfjo9j4cu

It's a good hair day. 💈✂😍 #itstoolong #needahaircutagain #fade #haircut #mensbuzz #buzzcut #shorthair

Every now and then, I pick out my afro to see how much it has grown and send my dad texts about how my fro is better than the one he had growing up. #itstoolong #wherearemyshears

Spire #spire #streetphotography #Dublin #HolyDublin2016 #holiday #travel #europe #ireland #igers #enjoyinglife #huawei #travelingram #street #sculpture #itstoolong #veryverylong #urbanexploration #cityscape #people #walks (at Spire of Dublin)