I only play these games ‘cause you’re playing them, too | Suguru Niragi; part iii
title taken from “Blue Faces, Blue” by Bu|rrell
was listening to “spitting off the edge of the world by yeah yeah yeahs and it kind of infected some of the pacing ruh roh
genre: drama, romance, angst
pairing(s): niragi/reader, chishiya/reader
prompt: we’re all assholes here. i’m an asshole. y/n is an asshole. Niragi’s an asshole. Chishiya is DEFINITELY a lil asshole.
summary: Jealousy’s a bitch. You thought, watching the idiot in front of you drown in the same river.
warnings: mostly gender neutral reader, one use of gendered language (girl), this is toxic LMAO, curse words, implied/threatened violence, body touching/holding, kithing, bad writing, etc.
extras: WHOSE GOT TWO THUMBS AND NO SHAME OR TIME PERMANENCE? ✋🏽🥹 3 years is a long time but hopefully this will reignite my passion for this story. chishiya got more love than I expected in part 2 💀 I got some comments that wanted some more of him and so with no plan I stuck his ass in here. I had like two drafts of this that I got overwhelmed by just cause I don’t know wtf I’m doing lol but I hope yall like it.
BANNER CREDIT: @uzmacchiato
“Seriously, you ass, fuck off!” You shouted, struggling to pull away from Niragi’s iron grip as he dragged you away. Chishiya was somewhere behind you smirking, though you didn’t know how he could grin so wide with a split lip.
Niragi ignored your struggles, using his annoying long legs to speed walk out of the crowded room. He had dragged you all the way to his room before you broke away.
“What is your deal?!” You huffed, readjusting your swim suit as it had shifted slightly in your kidnapping.
“What’s wrong with you? Why did he touch you like that? Why did you let him?” Niragi spit back, his shoulders tense as he stared you down.
You squinted at him. You rolled a response around in your head, trying to figure out how to play your part in Chishiya’s half-baked plan.
“Why does anyone let another person touch them? It felt good.”
“He was practically fucking you.” Niragi hissed, stepping closer as you laughed. He was such a hypocrite.
“What do you want, Niragi? I thought you and I weren’t on speaking terms.” You refused to speak in Japanese for this conversation, you didn’t want to give him anything else to shit on you for.
“Why, did you miss me, sweetheart?” He cooed mockingly, the words cutting you deeper than he realized. You scoffed. He was still moving closer to you.
“Nah, I just realized how quiet it is without you breathing down my fucking neck all the time.” He swung his rifle up to rest on his shoulder, taking on an incredulous look.
“I breath down your neck? That bastard just licked you—“ your skin tingled at the reminder, especially as Niragi’s eyes fixed themselves to the spot Chishiya claimed.
“Yeah, so? Maybe I wanted him to.” You interrupted, stepping closer to Niragi this time, he was silent and you could practically see his blood boil as his lip curled into a snarl. You huffed a laugh as your dragged a hand up from your hip, trailing the tips of your fingers along your sternum until your reached Chishiya’s new territory. Niragi’s eyes followed the path, his hand tightening on his rifle.
“And weren’t you just sucking face with some girl? Why does it matter who I let lick me or not?”
“Were you watchin’ me, baby? Wanted to make me jealous? Get my attention? Well you’ve got in now, girl. You’ve fucking got it now.” He hissed, completely ignoring the accusation hidden in your words. Taking a step closer, he bent slightly to meet your gaze carefully watching for your reaction. Your face burned at being caught.
“You’re such an asshole, not everything is about you, Niragi.” You retorted sharply and stepped back, internally wincing at your mistake, he’d never let it go now.
“You were, you were watching me, huh? How cute, you really did miss me.”
You took a deep, calming breath. You needed to steer the conversation away from this, he’d only walk all over you if you let him think he had that much power.
“Not everything is about you” you reiterated, “maybe I wanted him all fucking over me, and if you hadn’t butt in maybe I would’ve reciprocated. You weren’t going to be the one to do it, why not let someone else?” That should do it.
You watched the clench in his jaw, slightly distracted by the ticking muscle in his cheek as he formulated a response.
“You think I wouldn’t have? That I didn’t want—“
“That’s exactly what I fucking think, Niragi. You didn’t want to or else you would have, don’t pretend to be interested just because someone else is.” You couldn’t help the frustration creeping into your words but you bit your tongue before you could go on and crossed your arms, unable to deny your feelings anymore.
Jealousy’s a bitch. You thought, watching the idiot in front of you drown in the same river.
“I’m not fucking pretending—“ he cut himself off with a rough wipe of his face, and you were shocked to see something akin to vulnerability in his eyes as they met yours again. His chest began to heave in his anger.
“You really think I’ll just stand by and let that bastard—“ he hesitated, something darker swimming in his eyes. “You don’t get to just— he doesn’t—“ he cut himself off with a quick breath. “I’ll kill the next one, Y/n.” His voice had lowered to a murmur, taking his rifle off his shoulder, the muzzle pressed a cold ring into your sternum but your eyes never left his.
“Do you even hear yourself?” You whispered, disbelieving and irritated beyond all measure as you processed each new pile of bullshit he spewed. He’d never admit it. Not unless you forced it out of him. He scoffed but his gaze seemed to soften at your tone. The grip on his gun wavered, but he didn’t lower it, his pride would never let him.
“Say it then. Say you want me.” You demanded, unable to raise your voice any higher. Niragi froze, his lips parted and some small part of you rose up in hope. You didn’t dare show it on your face as he took a breath in.
“Chishiya can’t have you.” Coward. The burn of tears was hard to ignore but you fucking did it, you’d be damned before he’d see you cry.
“I’m fucking over this conversation, Niragi. You won’t get what you want from me.” It was only about winning with him, triumphing in the Borderlands, winning against Chishiya, winning you.
Well not this time. Not this fucking time. It was your turn to play, him and Chishiya both would learn what it meant to compete against you.
“I’m gonna find Chishiya.”
“What?” Niragi questioned incredulously, watching in bewilderment as you shoved the end of his gun away from you. He blinked and let it swing down to his side as you moved past him, he turned his head to follow you, his chest still heaving.
“Fuck Chishiya.” His voice was a low murmur and his eyes were dark as ever but you straightened your spine.
You scoffed, tilting your head to the side as a sly smile grew on your face. You leaned into Niragi’s space, your lips a hair’s breadth away from his.
“I think I’ll do just that.”
His brows lifted and his jaw dropped just slightly, you shoved him roughly into the wall before moving past him to the door. Your smile dropped as you opened the door and let it fall shut behind you, speed walking to the elevator.
Niragi had a moment of disbelief as he watched the space you once occupied before your words and his own and the implications of both hit him.
“Shit!” He wrenched open the door and ran from his room like a bat out of hell, watching in building anger as the elevator doors slid shut. He took the stairs down two at a time, before finally making it to the lobby.
You were far ahead of him but he could find you anywhere, he was attuned to the sway of your hips, the set of your shoulders and the way people looked at you as you passed by. They watched you almost half as much as he did.
He saw several eyes glued to your form as you made your way to the party hall.
“FUCK!” You shook your head sharply at his voice, there he was, like always— chasing you down, loud and impossible to ignore. Well, almost impossible.
You stormed towards the dance hall, slamming and pushing people as Niragi cursed and followed like a wrecking ball. The cut of blue, red and green lights seared your eyes but your path might as well have been marked.
Finally after searching the heated crowd for a white hoodie you spotted him, leaning against a far wall, holding a drink he refused to consume. The music had slowed and the heavy sound briefly pounded any other noise, even the distant crashing and screaming Niragi left in his wake.
So uptight. Won’t drink at a club, only dances when he wants to meddle in someone’s fucking business. He was worse than Niragi, honestly. So what on earth was making this idea seem like a good one?
The lights dyed him purple, but his eyes, dark as ever had fixed themselves to your face. Something stirred in your chest, a heat that rose in the same way it did when you would tell Niragi to fuck off and he wouldn’t. Half the fun was knowing he’d always follow. No matter how far you led him he’d be right behind you.
Chishiya’s lips were curled in a slight smirk as you moved towards him, snaking your way between sweaty, grinding bodies. His lip had stopped bleeding but you felt like hitting him again and seeing the split widen. Or maybe seeing how much blood would well up if you took it between your teeth.
“I really hate you.” You hissed, still a little ways away. He tilted his head before mockingly lifting a hand to his ear as if to say ‘what? I can’t hear you?’
You finally made it into the clear space in front of Chishiya, it was small and the only body that could fit into it beside his was yours. You slapped the drink out of his hand and gripped the collar of his shirt, pushing him into the wall as his now empty hands grasped your waist.
You felt the no doubt alcohol free drink splash up your calf but focused in on Chishiya’s stupid face, and his stupid, stupid smile. You nearly chickened out at his touch, tensing briefly as your plan came closer to fruition. All either of these fucks did was play games and pout like children when you didn’t bend to their whims, why were you so set on playing, too?
Chishiya’s gaze had fixed itself to Niragi’s rampaging figure, watching intently as the taller man created waves in his rush to follow you. Those same ripples molded your body to his, people pushing and moving against your back, pressing you closer to him and pulling you back like an ocean tide. He didn’t seem worried at all, in fact he seemed to be eyeing the proverbial chessboard for the next strategic advantage.
His hands slipped further around you, coming up to flatten against your back, wrapping you in a hold of mock intimacy. Your eyes found the small beauty mark on his cheek briefly as you moved closer and closer.
His eyes flicked back to yours, searching for information, demanding an answer.
“This was your damned plan, Kitty.”
“Y/n!” Niragi growled, but you didn’t turn your head and neither did the man in your grasp.
He watched your mouth and you couldn’t help the twitch of irritation in your fingers, you brought a hand to loosely hold his throat. Your lips hovered just in front of his and your eyes widened slightly at the warm wetness that met your bottom lip, had he licked you again? You felt something burn hotter within you, traveling all the way down to your feet and up into your cheeks.
“Damn it.” You whispered, pressing yourself further into him. With a frustrated groan you closed the distance.
You felt Niragi slam into your back, a hand gripping your waist under Chishiya’s arm while the other braced itself on the wall, right as you sealed your mouth over the blonde’s.
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