#itsjaney

I could not not thank you more, have the best time today <3 

Janey: I’m so tired and hungry... Janey: I fell asleep at like 12 when I got in from morning classes Janey: And then woke up and e v e r y t h i n g is out of sync  Janey: Love that.

@.JaneyPowellx: I got to watch (in absolute awe) as some geniuses brought one of my favourite books to life today...I can’t wait for you to all see the end result. I know you’ll love it as much as I already do.

She was here for Wes, and everything was fine.  She was here for Wes, and everything was fine.  She was here for Wes, and everything was fine.  It was the manifestation that refused to manifest. She was surrounded by faces she knew and spent every day of her life with, yet she didn’t trust a single one of them, dressed in their most God-like costumes. It just felt like a sick way of reminding her how powerful any of them could be. Her nails dug into the skin of her arm, scraping down to her wrist and then back up again - an anxious habit. Even her breathing techniques were failing her, she was drowning on land and the longer she stood there, the worse it became. Turning on her heel, she marched towards the exit but never made it.  “Ouch! God,” she winced, stepping back and automatically wrapping her arms around herself. “Sorry. I wasn’t watching where I was going. Are you ok?” 

Janey glanced up at the bedroom door as she heard Wes open it. It didn’t take long for her to look back at her laptop, though. “Good day?” she asked, if only to be polite. Ever since he confessed that he’d spoken to Marcus about her, she hadn’t been able to shake off the feeling that she was no longer safe here. Or, maybe Wes didn’t want her living here anymore. She knew that was ridiculous, but it was the natural route for her thoughts to take. She hadn’t built the courage to go anywhere yet, though.

Janey: So I’ve been playing with this idea of a high school reunion for a long time, there’s like 5 main characters and they’re about 25/26...aka it’s their 10 year reuinion.  Janey: And these 5 characters share a secret that was formed on prom night  Janey: So I listened to like one of my OLDEST playlists...must’ve made it when I was 14 at most.  Janey: The first song that came on was All I Wanted by Paramore and now I’ve had this scene of two high school sweethearts who were tore apart by something tragic, think a fire. And I can picture like...the blaze and blames and the silhouettes of my 5 mains standing in front of it with sirens and shit all around them, and that song playing in the background.  Janey: But I literally don’t have a story. Janey: Can anyone else relate or do you’se actually sleep at 3am?

@.JaneyPowellx: Swan Lake vibes! Happy birthday, Rosalie :) 

@.JaneyPowellx: Doing this thing where I stop living like Rapunzel & actually try to be fun and leave the house, so far I’m hating it but here goes nothing. Hi Tric ❤️