i was underestimating just how worse mother can get, she lost it again W my cousin w us started screaming how evil and heartless and disgusting I am that she will kill herself because of me, that im hurting n insulting her (i dont even raise my voice let alone insult....) apparently everyone can see i hate her and she s HUMILIATED she says she ll make me happy by dying then is like youre the only one i have bla bla bla
I don't know...what to do.... I don't know how to act even in the few days I need somewhere to stay while I find a place.... I can't act so calm anymore I can't act like I love her I don't
And my fathers coming to visit tomorrow :D he all stay w us... amazing














