It's crazy to think that the people you talk to everyday are literally broken inside at any moment they can break down and just cry and can't stop cause they held it into much. But the craziest thing is they don't, they don't have a meltdown they hold it in and act as if it's all ok they pretend so well that they believe it. They smile for so long it seems real. Their brave but yet so weak. That's why I always ask people if "their ok?" "how are they doing?" I ask them so much it becomes annoying cause I want them to know they can tell me everything and anything. They can brake down in front of me. They have to, it's not healthy pretending to act like it's all ok when it's fucking not! One day they are going to brake down and explode into pieces that maybe when that happens they aren't going to be able to pick themselves up and pretend yet again. So they need to have a cry about it here and there and maybe with someone there to say it'll all be ok cause it has to everything has to in the end..right? So I ask so much to the people I care about and to any one who seems like they need that question asked cause I know how it feels to pretend it's all ok and tell myself it's going to be ok. When deep down I'm not even sure if it is. But you want to know something even more crazy I haven't broken down yet and when it happens if it happens hopefully I can pick myself up and finally let it all out and tell myself it'll be ok or someone will tell me it'll all be ok and I'll believe it and maybe you will too. I just think that's crazy that almost everyone walks around like that. We sure as hell are some good ass actresses and actors.