#ithurielposting

Red - Anger Nirvana represents Anger, Rage and Strength

Orange - Fear Hero represents Fear, Danger and Caution

Yellow - Joy Ithuriel represents Joy, Comfort and Happiness

Green - Jealousy Onia represents Jealousy, Envy and Possessiveness/Possession

Blue - Sadness Kyneva represents Sadness, Pessimism and Fragility

Purple - Mystery/Mysterious Roo represents Mysteriousness, Confusion and Frustration

Pink - Love Leo represents Love, Passion and Desire

Brown - Security/Secure Carter represents Security, Resilience and Responsibility

Black - Grief Phoenix represents Grief, Guilt and Isolation

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"you got any games on yo phone"

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A wip that i never finished,,, but nirvana being hot and seggsy as always (I wish i was that skeleton...)

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I learned how to do text in blender for the first time

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If you ever wanted to know what the BTS for that last scene in the Wake up Roo post looked like, here you go LMAOO

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not much to say about this one, i think it speaks for itself

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whenever I'm doing stuff on GIMP that involves layer modes, I like to go thru pretty much every single mode to see what looks good and sometimes i get fucking flashbanged 😐 (i also usually edit in the dark... so its literally like a flashbang for me)

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And for funsies, here's some outtakes that I rendered and may have edited that I never shared :D

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if you remember my international womens day post, there was this scene, and while it looks similar, this one is actually darker and is supposed to focus more on Nanel's hand placement :) I didnt go with it cuz iirc it didnt look right next to the other panels, but it is very pretty!

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From my emotions/feelings post, this was gonna be the one I used for Roo, but because of the lighting it looks like his mouth is open and not him just showing his teeth in frustration (which was the intent), so I changed it to be closed

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I think you can instantly see something is off with Kyneva's eyes... 😭😭 The lighting made her eyelashes look weird so I had to adjust the lighting to be more central (lots of lighting issues with these panels...)

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So like the others, the lighting was just too dark and I had to add a brighter light 🙃

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As an introduction of the "story" name for Roo and Leo, I was gonna do a post (which is why I learned to make text in blender) where Roo talks about the significance of the word "Hiraeth" in his life, which is that uhhh he learned Hiraeth from Leo lmao. But now he feels "Hiraeth" for Leo essentially. I still like the idea but for some reason I just haven't vibed with the scene and just haven't been motivated to go back and make that scene now esp. since I've introduced the story name now

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I was gonna do a short sequence in the Obsession Desperation post where Leo checks his phone and sees the notifs of Roo texting him, but figured it didn't fit the rest of the post and veto'd it :) But I'm planning/thinking of doing a post where it's Leo's POV/Side-of-things

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Ithuriel is an angel, who has been given the position of "The Repository of Sin", also known as the Atrium of Sin. She is not a sinner herself, instead she is a Sin deposit for sinners, in other words, she's like a therapist friend, however she does not know and will never know the people she is taking the Sin from. The Sin comes from sinners who has repented and are on a path of redemption, Ithuriel takes this Sin and carries it like a backpack full of rocks. While those sinners will still have a track record of being a sinner, repenting leads to them becoming "pristine"

The role as the Repository of Sin means that she cannot communicate with the outside world, she can't talk to the Heavenly, the Damned or anything/one in between, she is essentially banished from Angel Society and into a life of carrying other people's past. This is a rule cast by the Angel council as a way to keep pristine happiness across the Angel Community. The RoS CAN become overwhelmed by depression and sadness, and inevitably succumb into death, the longest an angel has endured this role was 362 years, the second longest was 106 years. RoS' typically die from resignation (resigning means being executed, as the Angel Council does not want the former RoS to share their sorrows), self-execution, being overburdened or found communicating with other beings (which leads to death by execution, no exceptions from the Council).

Angels chosen to be the next RoS are not allowed to deny the request, denying the request can lead to death of said Angel. When the Council asks an Angel to be the RoS, it's less of an ask and more of a "letting you know" thing.