it hurts.
it hurts that i'm around all this every single day. i hang around people that you know, and you hang around people that i know. it's not even cute anymore. i don't understand why i can get so hurt when you don't even know that you're hurting me. it sucks. you don't know that you're actually hurting me. we're not even close, and it amazes me that you can do such a thing like this. i know i can't do anything about this, cause i never was part of your life. hopefully, in the future that special someone would care enough to sit beside me, and tell me to keep my head up high and stay stong. one of greatest friends just told me stay strong, and it means so much. but, i just hope that a "special" someone care about how i feel.




















