#it'salwaysbeenyou

Guys!  GUYS!!!  Guess what!  Beej88 just started an amazingly fluffy fic.  It’s an adorable take on what would happen if Mamoru and Usagi’s first meeting in the hospital wasn’t a one time thing.  What would happen if they KEPT being friends?!  Go read this fic and find out.  Trust me, you will thank me for sending you to this fic.  Go, go!

There’s this thing called second chances and I feel like with you, those never stop. I don’t know if had to do with you being the second person I’ve ever had sex with and you’re the closest thing I’ve had to another love, another chance. But with you, that’s what it always was. You were a second chance. Whether we were making cupcakes and watching the walking dead or you grabbing my hand and I just followed you wherever you went. You were it. Maybe you were that second chance two years ago. I meant this thing we have, this connection we both can’t explain where we end up getting drunk and expressing our secrets, and our deepest feelings for eachother. I quite possibly am never going to stop going back to you. It doesn’t matter how selfish you can be, or how we can go the longest time without talking, as soon as we get back into each others presence it’s like we’re back to where we were the last time and the time before that. I saw you again last night and the last time we had talked I had called you an asshole, selfish, I had said all these terrible things to you and you’re the only one I can tell those things too.. You’re the only one I can yell at and last night I realized after two years, maybe I’ve always loved you. Not like, but I’ve really loved you for the past two years, despite going without talking, despite it all, I’ve always have. Everytime I’m with you I go over what you say and everything that happened but sleeping in your bed last night, I realized I hadn’t done that for two years. To have everyone around me tell me that as soon as I come into a room, you just stare at me and you cant stop looking. Last night was probably the sweetest you’ve ever been. Sitting down with me and telling me you’d rather me take out my anger on you then letting me learn the truth and losing my friends. You care more about my happiness than anyone probably has before. Telling me that I don’t deserve that, saying how I deserve so much better. Telling me I’m the kindest, most caring and loving person you’ve met and sure i’ve heard that before from people but from you, it’s different. For the first time, the very first time, you said you didn’t love her anymore and you looked at me and said you care about me and like me and you always have. Just as I can never be mad at you. And you telling me last night that you can only talk to me about these things, you can only talk to me.. Gosh, it was the best night I’ve had in a long time. I’ve missed being picked up by you and being kissed by you and having you look me in the eyes and tell me how beautiful my eyes are. I miss waking up beside you and laughing with you. I miss it all. I missed you. And after so long, I realized that you’re my second love. I dunno how I always end back with you in my arms but I do. I guess it’s a funny thing realizing how over I am from others and how I stop liking other guys but you, I’ll always come back to you. 

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