Last week for my birthday I was granted of an amazing geography lesson & learned, to my great surprise, that California was not in the UK (there is one in Kent though haha), & that the US is another country. Where have I been all this time?! I also, & most importantly, had a great lesson of life about loyalty, respect, betrayal, dishonesty & lies. This person knows exactly what I've been through in my past & did exactly the same. Lied to me, made me say things to reassure him about us.. To go back to his ex! & even that, he didn't have the guts to be honest with me. That person questioned my honesty again & again, & I fought back because I knew where I was, where I was coming from & what I wanted, you! But he was the double faced one all that time! & then they talk about respect to women. I even started saying my goodbyes to London & didn't want to be here anymore!! Omg I hate him for that! From all the things you can do to me, making feel like I'm stupid is the worse because I'm absolutely not! They're not even brave enough to "face" the consequences & see what they have done.. I'm hurt! My heart is in tiny pieces because I believed in you, & in us.. I gave everything.. I was true.. & you prefer to go the easy way.. & now I'm angry because I feel I've been played with all that time. & it's the meanest thing to do that to play with someone else feelings. If this reaches you, thank you for nothing.. Guys like you make me hate men & want to change (which I won't) Sorry for this 14yo rant but I needed it! I'm not saying I'll get better after this post, but it's the last one about that. #memyselfandi #noteverythingsucks #butyoudo #lieslieslies #altgirl #doasisaynotasido #doublefaced #girlwithtattoos #tattooedgirl #traditionaltattoo #traditionaltattoos #tattoos #xvx #vegangirl #heartbroken #youfooledme #rant #imbrokenbutimdoneofthisshit #atthattimeiusedtowakeuptoyourmessagesandasong #istillmissthat #asmuchasihateyou (at JACK the Ripper Museum)
