#isthereachanceforus

I’m so messed up right now. I can’t think straight and i just……I want to talk to them, but I know they don’t feel the same way and it will just end up hurting even more. They say they’re doing it so they won’t hurt me, but what they’re doing right now is worse than anything they could have done. I wish it were all a dream. It would be bittersweet. I would have known them in my dream but when I awoke, I wouldn’t have this pain. Regardless, I’d wish I could be asleep forever if it meant I could be in the dream with that person longer. But they don’t feel as strongly as I do.