A therapeutic Fem!Oyun for calming my nerves ♥♀
I have headcanon that until 30-35 years old Oyun did not nothing more work except his direct steppe duties. He did the same thing day by day stupidly even if everything gradually became a burden and increased his anxiety because of "strange" thoughts and questions without a clear answer. He forced his mind didn't doubt himself and the world around him. But in reality it was "strange thoughts" only for Oyun's brain because of his social role of blood master in ancient steppe hierarchy.
Of course nobody in steppe community wanted have philosophy talks with big and scary chimera. And all this thoughts rotted deep inside his head for years.
But when Oyun got to know Isidor better, Burakh teach him to hear himself clearly. He made him understand that it's normal to desire find something new and important only for yourself. Even if it is new and frightfully in the beginning.
Little by little, he began to do what is "not supposed to" for chimera like he. He started read a lot of books from capital and began listened speeches and opinions of citizens. After friendship with Isidor life of Oyun became less anxious because now he has someone to share and discuss his thoughts!
