Why have i been chronically burnt out since 7th grade. I thought i was depressed but honestly i think this is the correct way to label it. Ive felt handicapped for years🔥 but been way to ashamed to speak about it cause i fear being seen as lazy and incapable👌😇 And also i crave independency so bad.
So for years my only mission has been figuring out wtf is wrong with me and how to fix it. But the reasons kept coming. Not getting the right nutrition, not taking adhd meds (i need to figure my shit out without having to take speed for the rest of my life thank yew) having multiple diseases (i dont actually but i developed really intense hypochondria for a while) (because ive felt chronically tired) (this health anxiety made me even more mentally and physically weak lol)
Thankfully my deep devotion to my spiritual path has kept me INSANELY optimistic and faithful about overcoming these obstacles trough all these years and therefore kept me from chop sueying myself❤️❤️❤️
Its really weird actually cause ive really been suffering most of this time yet even i have been labeling myself as positive and optimistic DELUSION SAVES LIFES YALL
Anyways 2025 has had such intense ups and downs #THEDICHOTOMYISCRAZY! And the spiritual insights have been coming at me full speed and its been ROUGH cause the truth is just brutal sometimes BUTTTTTT i swear to GOD im getting out of this slump now!!! IM REGAINING THE MOVEMENT OF THE ENERGY THATS BEEN SURPRESSED ALLTHESE YEARS!! I PROMISE ITS DIFFERENT THIS TIME!! Its so weird having energy to do all the necessary daily chores AND MORE?! 2026 IS GOING TO BE FUCKING AWESOME IM SO GRATEFUL MY EYES Are WATERING
