#isabel talks

please, I’ve been on my knees, change the prophecy. I’ve pleaded with the powers and their plans. poison blood from the wound of the pricked hand, still I dream of him. hear my lyrics, taste my venom, you are still my great obsession. and I’ll forgive you, but I’ll never forget. I will try forgiveness, but I will not forget. I’m pissed off you let me give you all that youth for free. he stole her youth and promised heaven. I got cursed like eve got bitten. men start wars yet troy hates helen. and I won’t confess that I waited, but I let the lamp burn. I could love you and wait til you’re ready.

still waiting on a bunch of emails/updates on applications and the anxiety is just killing me ugh

i’m going to remake tomorrow so i just wanted y’all to know bc i’m gonna be posting my new url but not follow anyone incase anyone wants to break mutuals

I'm so filled up with anger. All of you can know how hard it is to say out loud you like Taylor 'cause immediately someone has to say how a "snake", "vile", "whiny", "untalented", "victim" she is. But if, for example, someone says they like Johnny Depp and I say I don't like him 'cause he's an abuser, suddenly I am overreacting? And you know what people say "I don't care, I still like him, don't care about his personal life". BUT when it comes to Taylor, nobody gives it a second thought. Everyone thinks they know everything and there's nothing else to read. I just want to cry, can't imagine what Taylor goes through everyday. I just hope she knows there's still WAY MORE people that love her. She must see that when we break records for her. She must see that when we feel deeply her pain. She must know, when we are always here for her.

btw. the way you walk way you talk way you say my name. it’s beautiful wonderful don’t you ever change. if you even care

hinge date was like fine but I still didn't feel good after it. very much so NOT over the same crush I've had for two years. living it up