It is kinda amazing how like, everything exists. Despite how awful it is, how terrifying and crushing it is to exist. The fact we do is kinda wondrous, so many actions of so many people throughout the ages, of so many animals and atoms for these moments that will give into more and will move on after us all. All the life in the world at this very moment, and we dull ourselves with all these painful and cruel systems, we exist in isolation from one another despite all being of the same blood. We should be working together to understand and be enamoured by this frankly absurd existence.
Every night I feel like, that I am happy that I lived despite how close I was dying so many times. Thank you everyone. Please just remember, always stay there. I love you. Live, live and show your chaos to the world. It is terrible now and it might never get better but it might just change, but you will exist. And that is beautiful.
















