#irispost

my followers on this account are so funny. hi nic from school hi august from school who i have been high in the dorm room of so many times hi longterm dear friend i met on doll divine dot com hi ex girlfriend who i reconnected with last year hi guy i met on instagram who i've been friends with for like five years hi irl friend who gives me yuri recommendations hi beloved friend who was just at my house for five days who i induced komaeda related madness in

when i was smaller i was very confused by people who believe asexuality can’t exist. i didn’t know how they could understand that some women are only attracted to men and are unattracted to women, and some women are only attracted to women and are unattracted to men, but not that maybe for some people the both are, like, added up. “wdym ‘asexual’ how does that even work.” “oh like well do u know how youre not attracted to girls. and shes not attracted to guys. well basically i’m, like, not attracted to girls the way you’re not attracted to girls, and not attracted to guys the way she’s not attracted to guys.” younger!me thought it made perfect sense and was indisputable logic (over the years i read a lot more of how acephobes think & where their beliefs are traced from and realized they weren’t exactly here for logic but yeah)

komaeda listens to machine girl and of montreal and lustsickpuppy and like the unicorns and car seat headrest and lcd soundsystem and radiohead and cats millionaire and used to listen to 100 gecs before they got too mainstream and you tell him that radiohead is also mainstream and he's like It's different. hinata listens to coldplay

when jacobs asked 049 if hes immune to the pestilence 049 really said if i was infected with pestilence i was not because im different like that

convinced that 035 kinnies that make fics like giving 035 trauma because they hate themselves

admin confession, something about 049 being able to cook and also wield a sword sits right with me. like yes mr plague doctor sir that i just saw stab a man with a khanda or a claymore or some other sword i’d like to share a good meal with you that you cooked after stabbing him. idk cant explain it but i was sitting in class thinking of it