I've been taking sleeping pills for a few weeks now, since I have a hard time falling asleep because of academic stress. My dreams have a little weird to say the least.
Yesterday, I had a dream where I was sitting on my bed and talking to myself about Greek gods. And I accidentally misgendered the Greek god of love, Eros. I turned around to find a statue of him (as a baby with a bow and arrow) sitting on my drawer. I told him that I was sorry and asked him to close his eyes if he could forgive me. To which his face started contorting into what I can best describe as pure rage and anger. I knew something bad would happen to me, so I went downstairs, before I could completely walk down my stairs, a dog (smooth collie, tricolor) started chewing on my foot. I do not have a dog. I woke up and was crying.
Additional facts:
- I am extremely afraid of dogs.
- I have considered being a Hellenic Polytheist.
- statues freak me the fuck out.
If anyone here know what this dream could symbolise or mean, please tell me.
I. am. mortified.
