#io.posting

comfrey's response to marya's "why did you save me and not her" 🤝 cas saying that between amanda and debra, amanda was the one he wasnt willing to lose

justice of toren one esk nineteen (aka breq) is such a dta cas variant

on tgog in my reread and do you think there's significance to the fact that the first time dean is pulled out of time to search cornelia's past is when cas gets taken to hell (also being pulled out of the plane and subject to non-earth time) or am i crazy...

as i get into the last like 20% of tgog i am reminded of why i have never been able to fully finish it after that first time reading and it's because i get too stressed!!! there's so much going on and going wrong and there's no resolution bc it's unfinished and it hurts too much!!!

i do think it's almost necessary for me to reread dta while undergoing a big life change. the first time i ever read it when i was just starting college and i got so obsessed for a while, then i came back to it during covid, then after graduating college and moving into my first own apartment, then moving back home from and doing a new job search, and now i'm applying for grad school and moving to a new apartment...