#invitationep

Invitation has me SHOOK! 😭😍 it's soooo soothing and it's putting me in my feels 😭

WHAT A MAN!!! 🙌🏼 WOW.... 😭❤️

Okayyyy but Zach in "Boomerang" has me SHOOK!!!! 😭❤️ Here I go again...swerving!

I'm so excited for the Invitation Tour!!! I finally bought some tickets! ❤️

I know I haven’t been on here in A WHILE but I wanted to let you guys know that meeting the boys or seeing them in concert is depressing. It’s not depressing when you’re there but after it happens it can be very sad. I met them on Saturday and it was the best night of my life but that can’t compare to how I felt on Sunday. I felt and still am a complete mess because I know I won’t see them again and I know that they won’t remember me. It sucks. And I haven’t been able to stop thinking about them and I don’t know what to do. I regret going but at the same time I feel completely blessed because it happened. My happiness peaked when I was there but when I woke the next morning I felt like my heart got torn out of my chest. And honestly, I don’t know how long it’ll take me to recover from that. With that said, I still love the boys and can’t imagine the day I’ll stop but I do want to let you guys know how I feel in case any of you feel like this and want to talk to someone about it. It is such an emotional experience that will stay with me forever and if you ever get the opportunity to meet them, just prepare yourself for all the emotions. I wasn’t prepared and now I’m a mess. Love you guys ❤️