Hey! I am over here, I am right here, can you hear me. 

Thoughts that go through my head every time I try to be heard, through the million chatters that are already happening. 

Some people’s opinions are worth millions while others are literally non-existent. Sadly I fell under the non-existent category. 

The realisation hit me when I started realising that even if you are loved or well-liked by everyone, that does not mean what you say is important to them.

Reality hit home strike one! ~ But wait! Doesn’t that sound absurd to you? I asked myself but my own mind dismissed it telling me this is reality accept it and move on, you may scream or shout but if everyone has selective hearing it does not bloody matter. 

Sinking feeling...but... but... final straw for my brain ~ oh would you shut up already and move on. 

The biggest sigh escaped my lips with the worse sinking feeling in my tummy.

Acceptance came with the silence of my mind and all the opinions heading back to their own dark corners in my brain probably in the nooks and crannies I guess cause they don’t matter anymore.