For the past two weeks, I've been feeling so incredibly low, I didn't think I would come back from it this time.
Then, I had arguably one of the best dreams of my life, because I honestly think it saved it. I know that may sound weird, considering the dream was about TMNT, but...
In the dream, the turtles were my friends. I was on my way through the sewers to go meet them. Dream me felt the way I did in real life, near tears, heart weighing a ton, completely hopeless, dead.
When I entered the lair, I ended up hugging Leonardo around the waist and just... crying my heart out. He wrapped his arms around me and comforted me, told me everything was going to be okay, that he was there for me, etc. The dream was literally that for 5-10 minutes, no joke, of just me letting it all out against his chest. It felt so real. I could feel his presence, his arms around me, his comfort wrapping around me like a blanket.
And you know how in real life, you feel better after a big, long cry? Well, that was me. It had translated over to the real me when I woke up, and I started to feel like myself again.
This dream is so special to me, it inspired me to make this blog to make a catalogue of all of them, because I'd like to look back and smile.