@intoshards | cont'd [ x ]
matthew was usually so rational , could manage and handle his emotions in a way that was sensible and made sense in proximity to the situation that was at hand . but . . . nothing about this had practical reasoning in matthew's mind . to mock an entity's stature , the way it spoke , and acted under the prospect that they were NOT real put the brunet into a rather terrifying position . the words that tumbled from his mouth were accompanied by a weak giggle , something nothing short of unconvincing in the way that his brows are knotted together and his lips are pulled into a tight smile .
matthew never wanted to be rude or seem uncomfortable , but given his indirect past with this topic , he knew QUITE a bit ; perhaps , too much . maybe that's why he hadn't tucked his tail between his knees entirely , why he still stood here throat tight with terror and skin burning hot in minute embarrassment , because he knew subconsciously deep down that the being before him wasn't completely malicious . misunderstood ? oh , for sure .
the way it spoke made the brunet's mouth go dry , as if the words reverberated off the expanse of his skull . the look in dark's eyes do no better in easing him , trying desperately to hold SOME decorum and pleasantries rather than scream in fear . matthew smiles , this time attempting for something more sincere as the question settles under his skin , swallowing down the lump in his throat to speak .
" well , i'm going to PLEASANTLY assume you don't know me , and just say in the nicest way possible that i know a lot about YOU . " maybe matt was in the clear ? he wasn't too convinced on that front to be honest , finding his mouth moving faster than his mind can keep up with to explain himself . " might have made a video about you in specific where i . . . might have . . . maybe done a bit where i poked a little fun at the CONCEPT of you ? " if matthew could sweat bullets he would , feeling another nervous giggle bubble in his throat . " but i promise i didn't mean harm by it i just -- " he grimaces , eyes scanning the black void . " i didn't think any of this was real . . . "









