@interphraseā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āThey keep saying my blood pressure is out of control, so ....ā He trails off, for a moment, scratching idly at his eyebrow in silence. It feels ... strange, to try to have a conversation this way. Sitting on his basement steps, with a glass of bourbon, leaned into the wall so he can pretend itās casual somehow, when itās not. āThey limited me to two glasses of alcohol a day. No coffee, everythingās gotta be decaf, which is -- ...ā
He shrugs. Sighs. Nearly laughs, because it feels ridiculous, all things considered. Heād never really been all that heavy a drinker, not since heād gotten his PTSD under control. But he wanted it more, now. It was like an itch. But thatās not the kind of thing you say to people. Not in this situation. So he takes a breath. Lets silence linger.
Honestly, heās not even sure Carlos is listening, anymore. But he canāt just let him sit in the basement for days on end, being ... half a person. And this is the closest to normal he can get, heās pretty sure. āHarper wanted to come say hi. Verityās doing a good job of keeping her from asking too many questions, though, at least. Which ... helps.ā
He trails off.
āCarlos, can you please just -- just come try to talk to me for like, five minutes?ā

















