#instagram: posts

*sighs*

Yes, I’ve seen. But! I really do think she’s gone public to capitalise on Tamara’s fame, rather than Ale/Seb stuff. I think it was just ‘two birds with one stone’ with her liking and commenting on Ale’s post(s). Most of her mom’s Instagram features Tamara and her party, so I suspect that’s the motive behind the change in account status. Tamara is the golden goose. She’s the main play, imo. Her mom is aware her son Inigo has got the best chance of making them household names.

Today mark 10 month since i found out I have lupus. almost a year. and also is the frist time I talk about it on the internet. A lot of people I know in real life will discorve it only now.

I dont feel like a can describe in words what I feel every day. Maybe (probably) because hate looking weak and talking about how shit it is to just move my own body and do simples things is in most day, but I just... Feel like I need to say that I have it on here too. admitting to myself and understanding that I'm not just this disease has been a very difficult process. I'm still discovering and adapting to the fact that I'm carrier of an autoimmune disease.