#inritustalk

mercury // sleeping at last

yet i know, if i stepped aside released the controls, you would open my eyes that somehow, all of this mess is just an attempt to know the worth of my life

shake it out // florence + the machine

and i'm damned if i do and i'm damned if i don't so here's to drinks in the dark at the end of my rope and i'm ready to suffer and i'm ready to hope it's a shot in the dark aimed right at my throat

never enough // loren allred

towers of gold are still too little these hands could hold the world but it'll never be enough never be enough

holding on and letting go // ross copperman

some prayers find an answer some prayers never know we're holding on and letting go

writer in the dark // lorde

sorry i was never good like you stood on my chest and kept me down hated hearing my name on the lips of a crowd did my best to exist just for you

devil in me // halsey

you said i would've hit the ceiling you said i you said i should eat my feelings head held high

youth // daughter

chasing visions of our futures one day we'll reveal the truth that one will die before he gets there

she used to be mine // sara bareilles

and you're not what i asked for if i'm honest, i know i would give it all back for a chance to start over and rewrite an ending or two for the girl that i knew

mama’s tears // corey kilgannon

mama's tears that quiver in her voice as she says "son don't you dare think you won't be missed when you're gone but please be strong and please move on"

pluto // sleeping at last

still i’m pinned under the weight of what i believed would keep me safe so show me where my armor ends show me where my skin begins

lazarus // david bowie

this way or no way you know i'll be free just like that bluebird now, ain't that just like me?

dream // imagine dragons

and i watch from a distance seventeen and i’m short of the others dreams of being golden and on top it’s not what you painted in my head there’s so much there instead of all the colors that i saw

heroes // peter gabriel