Today I went to a NYU Career Development event where a guest speaker, Marvin Yves Thomas (NYU Alumni), came to speak about his experiences since college to his current state. But before I get into that, I will explain how I have been feeling lately. For the most part, I have felt pretty unmotivated in terms of my chosen major of Integrated Digital Media for a variety of reasons. For one, the thought that I am not good enough has been pondering in my head quite a lot. I go to all these different events where other digital media students have created amazing projects in VR or web development or graphic design, things I cannot even think to create. These projects have so much substance and value to them and the work that students put into it shows. On the other hand, I feel like my projects and works are not as creative or detail oriented as I wish they were. I tend to give up on things halfway and begin to slack on them which makes me feel like I do not belong in such a creative field. Moreover, although I love all the digital media fields I am highly passionate about filmmaking and I begin to think “well why am I in IDM and not majoring in film?” In addition I have felt like IDM is a very risky major as it is not very commonly known and thus explaining it to employers is a bit of a challenging task. Specially when you are attending such a highly acclaimed university that is not only prestigious but also expensive, it begins to feel like you are wasting a very valuable degree on something that could potentially fail.
With that said, in today’s seminar, Marvin spoke about his experience at NYU and how he took many risks careerwise to pursue something he loves. Although having majored in finance in NYU, he ended up dropping everything to study art and filmmaking in Brazil. He did it to follow a passion of his and gained so much cultural experience and self-awareness off of this risk. Now he is a very successful brand manager who clearly loves his job. I really hope to be able to take this person’s experience and input it into my own thoughts. It reminds me of the project we had to do on studying someone else from the class and representing them. For that project I had to get to know Maria who has had such a great share of experiences from taking risks, but she has clearly grown a lot from it. I hope to be as courageous as both of these individuals and just follow my passion without fear.