#innerdeath

  Everyone has that best friend that they tell everything too, who they hang out and have girls/guys nights out with and being each other wingman. I use to have that perfect friend that did this with me and I miss her, we understood each other, when tried to help and understand each other problems and overall just be there for each other... but now our friendship has ended and it has left me feeling alone... and mess up... I know I have other friends but they don't come close to her.... My best friend ever.  I lost her though a lie... and that was the day that I died... even if I do... Some how find a way to make this right to make ends meet again, there would be something missing in our friendship, and that is trust... TRUST... Something that you loose that you may or may not get back again and I lost that for saying one thing then other people added lies on to the real TRUTH... she was like a sister that you bought on the internet... PERFECT... so I have lost a dear friend... a sister  and now I have nothing to look forward too, on the weekends, online that is all gone now because of the that ONE ... thing.. That ended everything… and killed me. I will never recover.