#inmysanity

I never thought I'd feel this way about my performing arts school. I've always loved RCA, and I've learned so much from it in the last two years. I don't hate it, I hate the people in my department. There's so much negativity, it's annoying. Honestly, if you don't want to be there, then WHY are you there? No one is forcing you to stay. There's nothing worse than sharing the stage with uncommitted people. Then you have the ones that complain about everything. Always playing the victim. Always "woe is me." I hate that shit. Get over yourself. Not everything is about you. I can't feel bad for people anymore, it's like they ask for it. Stop bitching and do something about it. I'm constantly annoyed and I have no clue as to why I'm sharing this on here lol. Oh well.

This musical is literally kiCKING MY ASS holy cow

So sometimes I feel like I need to lose weight and other times I feel like I'm fine just the way I am but Idk I just get tired of being "fat"'it makes everything uncomfortable asgksakpsckpsfll idk

Mom. There are way worse things that I could do. I could smoke, I could drink, I could be having sex with all the boys at my school and be coming home with countless diseases. But. I don't. Instead, I do my school work, I go to RCA, I get high honors... I'm generally a good kid. So why the hell do I get punished for nOT CLEANING MY ROOM like I said before. There are WAY worse things that I could do 😑

The fact that I'll have to do my workouts at 5:30am instead of 9:00am because of school is both heart wrenching and stupid f u school